blah.gawwww..had my lit exam today...hahaha.oookkk...thought i had like sooo much time..two hours and fifteen minutes seem like a lot of time for structured qns on comparison and contrasting two poems and the DOM essay..but..man...i had like only five mins to rush a ten mark qns... -.-"
but overall..this exam is one of the better ones so far..haha.shall not jinx it man...haha.then i walked around with roy and stella doing some stuff...THANKS roy for helping me photocopy all those art notes.haha.then there was this board with all the names for chinese oral exams.yes.it is the A levels..haha.and...my name was not there..haha.but i saw ria and angel's wonderful familiar loooong names!!! hahaha.weird.the acs (international) ppl names are one that board..hahaha.but it is wonderful just seeing their names..like the good ole mg times..hahaha.man.ookk.then went home...and i just lodged myself in front of the tv.watching mtv.hahaha.and reading mags at the same time..haha.super fun.have not done that in a looong time.went to sleep.and then piggy called!!! hahaha.nice time talking to you!!! hahahaha.hmm...do you think hollywood secrets is a good place to do hair? charis did hers there last year..and it turned out FANTABULOUS! hahaha.super fun!!! hahahaha.must go dress shopping!!! hahaha.angie said that we should all just wear jeans and cause a revolution...hahaha.and to see the expressions on the teachers' face.hahahaha.ookk.as you can see.i am pretty bored.haha.just dont feel like studying anymore!!! yes.yes.still have maths and art..hahahahaha.and i should go complete my table thingy for art..hahaha.and to do another cubism work...lol.shall do that later.hahaha.like maybe...erm..okk.nvm.hahah.man.so sad lah. was meant to go out tmr!!! with piggy, zheng min and diane...but...URGH! my mum said she rathers i go out with her...but i just pissed her off.soooo..erm..she says tht it would all depend on her mood tmr.hahaha.and then i got a date with wanky...but...i cant make tht either.bleah.sooo...nvm.am gonna meet her for lunch anyway.haha.

oooo..watched oprah today.man.it was such a great episode!!! ookk. it is based on this book written by Elie Wiesel called Night. which is based on his memoirs on the holocaust. He is the author of 36 works dealing with Judaism, the Holocaust, and the moral responsibility of all people to fight hatred, racism and genocide...man..he is like totally inspiring...and there was this essay competition for teens on oprah.and 50 finalists were at the show..and..man...it was sooo touching!!! there was this particular finalist who actually was a holocaust surviver...she survived the genocide in Rwanda...and had not seen her family for TWELVE years!!! except her sis...man.that is like sooo sucky! and oprah gave her a gift.of meeting her family once again.by flying them over to america for rwanda.man.it was sooo touching.i was like crying too.haha.

"Never shall I forget that night, the first night in camp, which has turned my life into one long night, seven times cursed and seven times sealed. Never shall I forget that smoke. Never shall I forget the little faces of the children, whose bodies I saw turned into wreaths of smoke beneath a silent blue sky.
Never shall I forget those flames which consumed my faith forever.
Never shall I forget that nocturnal silence which deprived me, for all eternity, of the desire to live. Never shall I forget those moments which murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to dust. Never shall I forget these things, even if I am condemned to live as long as God Himself. Never."
Elie Wiesel's Night

i mean.everything is just sooo inspiring.to make a difference.to touch hearts.to heal minds.and souls. haha.ookk.I MUST GO READ THAT BOOK! haha.i am like DYING to read that book now.shucks.hahaha.oooo...my older sis is going away tmr!!! hahaha.older sister free for the weekend!!! hahaha.ookk.i was like bothering her by fanning her while she was counting her money..soo money was literally flying in her room.hahahaha.and i miss my pookiekins..i realised that i have not been spending time with him... :( gaawww.miss him loads.even though he is like outside in the garden..hahaha. <3>

ookk.art.manet is a impressionist but is also a french realist..sooo..what does he come under?!?!?! which movement!??!man.ookkk.

am missing you guys loads!!! haha. yes.including you too cookies...fine fine.amos.haha. :D hahaha.hope you are well! other than your exams! hahaha.and...drink more water!!! haha.h2o is like tong si's all rounder remedy.hahaha. and get well soon qiuyan!!! haha.

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR EXAMS!!!
and thanks for alll your concern!!! to sara and julianne.thanks kk.and to noah too.hahaha.yes.i know... -_____- hahaha.love you guys! <3




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ookk.this is the first and only quiz i have done so far.man.i should stop.haha.

gawww...econs exam today totally sucked!!! hahaha.but the good thing is...delly has found enough ppl to form a TABLE!!! haha.or CLOSE to finding..haha.means..we are like SHORT of like three ppl.hahaha.cant wait!!! haha.after econs..hang out a little while at orchard..then headed to the library to study.hahaha.which i totally did.except..i fell asleep.holding my Duchess Of Malfi (DOM) book...hahaha.man...so i bought a cuppa hot chocolate to perk me up..but..i fell straight back to sleep after drinking everything.man...hahaha.but at least..i read the whole commentry!! haha.then i just could not take it..soo..i went home.haha.lol.super sad case.then i was walking home..and ...i saw a familiar back..hahahaha.mmmyyy broooo! haha.man.caught up with him...and we talked about erm...floor ball.hahaha.ookk.then he tried to outwalk me.which he totally did.hahaha.i am such a sad case.then i tried to sleep.but...sigh.came all the way home to sleep.but i cant sleep once i go on my bed...sad.soo..i did lit.again.haha.after dinner.went STRAIGHT to the com to read up stuff on DOM...hahah.then ENHUI came along..bugger.haha.feminine name rightt..hahaha.boon.haha.rriigghhtt.sigh.shall head back to studying my LIT!!! hahaha.my FAVE SUB!!! yea.hope i do well.man.feeling kinda nervous for it.hahaha.first time sitting for a lit exam after view from the bridge...OMG.and there is comparing and contrasting two poems.damn.gotta go revise.haha.

I HAVE REDISCOVERED MY LOVE FOR LIT!!! <3>

haha.MISS ALL YOU GUYS!!! <3>

the problem is i really dont know what i feel about everything now.
bleah.oh boy.ooo..gotta go get court shoes.haha.omg.i actually studied econs today!!! haha.

OMG.i dunno what to say.i dunno what i am supposed to feel.i dont know what to do.i dont know what to think. shucks. i suck. :( bleah.URGH!!! URGH!!! URGH!!! URGH!!! URGH!!! i dunno.maybe it is me all along.it is JUST ME. :(

ookk.had gp and chinese exam today.then went to holland with qy.went coffee bean to just sit and talk.haha.love her. <3

missing the old crowd loads still. :( <3<3<3

OMG!!! i totally forgot to put WHAT we dared piggy to do!!! hahahaha.

SHE DID THE CHICKEN DANCE IN THE MIDDLE OF ORCHARD ROAD!!!

hahahaha.muacks to all of you guys.love you kkk... ;)
and i am SOOO dead for exams.haha. Xo hahaha.DIE.

ookk.today went orchard.walked a lot.went to the starhub centre to renew my plan.and i now declare centrepoint as a super boring place..hahaha.other then the pooh thing which was going on...the rest of that place was like...erm...ookk...hahahahaha..and walked a LOT.to paragon.taka.wistma.waaaa..i saw this really nice bag from guess.and my dad was instigating me to get it.but i feel kinda guilty spending like so much..soooo...i was like NOOOO i REALLY dont want it.hahaha.man...this is called kou shi xin fei...hahaha.damn.have to study for chinese.and how in the world am i gonna study for GP?!?! die.
hahaha.and i have like weird parents.my dad was like saying tht we should all go into gucci so tht he can get my mum a NEW bag...but my mum was like...i dont want a new bag!!! I WANT NEW CUPBOARDS!!! hahaha.shucks.weird.hahaha.

-.- am gonna be soooo dead for exams.shucks.shall go study now...hahaha.

LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU GUYS!!!
to esther, pig, ria, charis, jas, adele, xwx etc.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! it was SUPER fun today!!! hahaha. waaaa...missing them already!!! dont want the time spent with them to END!!! E.N.D. bleah. well.at least we had our huggy bears! hahaha.yea. hahaha.ookk.went to orchard earlier to do some errands for TA.and mum.and...then...went to buy some stuff.hahaha.then met THEM!!! the ppl who make me smile.haha.hahaha.then...we MET ...AND!!! OMG!!! PIG WAS THE LATEST TODAY!!! nvm.her bday...hahaha.ooo. it was like RED day...haha.all of us wore red.or maroon.haha.hahaha.did not really expected jas and charis to be there like SOOOO early!!! like it was only about twenty minutes after the meeting time!!! waaaa!!! I AM IMPRESSED! and then we all went to forever 21.and i bought my sunglasses.finally..hahaha.i shall buy another one like during the dec hols...hahaha.and charis bought a new top.hahaha.whoopiiee!! haha.then we headed off to swensons..but detoured to guess...and then to swensons..and we just queued..FINALLY we got our table..and we ate talked bitched complained moaned laughed suaned talked take pics giggled snorted imitated mocked etc.hahahaha.i MISS THEM SO MUCH!!! omg.sighh...hahahaha.it has been ages since like ALL FOUR OF US ACTUALLY WENT OUT!!! hahahaha.and we made plans for the dec hols..hahaha.and after As..hahaha...then...after we ate...we had dessert..hahaha.shared like EIGHT scoops of icecream..hahah.omg! we actually finished!!! haha. weeee..hahaha.then we went to heeren..and TOOK LIKE NEOPRINTS!!! hahaha.has been ages since i actually took neoprints...hahahaha.miss doing tht.hahaha.had sooooo much fun taking them !!! hahaha.at the NAUGHTY PLAYGROUND!!! hahahahaha. (quote jas) hahahaa...and pole dancing..hahahaha.then we just sat and talked...hahaha.miss the good ole times!!! bleah.super sad tht this day had to end..IT HAD TO END!!! WHY?!?!?!?! hahaha.HAPPY BDAY PIGGY!
piggy's bday BASH!!! hahahaha

ookk.i just remembered what someone told me yesterday... haha.kinda weird...rriigghhtt.hahaha.ookk.shucks i cant get any work done!!! BLEAH.i am like super slacker..while the whole world is MUGGING away...bleah.and had a nice chat with my dear dear wangky..hahaha.miss her. <3
haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY!!! <3>

haha.gonna meet you later for you to meet your doom.be prepared ;)
haha.

haha.ookk.am in a GREAT mood today!!! cause...i GOT MY LETTER!!! hahahaha.YEA *victory dance* hahaha.but.funny.THEY FREAKING changed the venue!!! nooooooooooo!!! means...ten years down the road..it wont be in the same building?!?! in the same ROOM!?!?!? breathing the SAME air we did ten years ago?!?! hahaha.ookkk.melodrama.hehehehehe.

WOOOPIIIEEE!!! cant wait!!! hahaha to like seeeee ms tan!! AGAIN! and be in THE HALL!!! hahahaha.WALKING UP THE STAGE...to collect my CERT!!! hahaha...waaaa..picture perfect.hahaha.hope i dont like STUMBLE and fall.hahaha. and i get to seeee allll those lovely ppl of 4B1 once again!!! hahaha.but i know some of them are not going.. -.- " due to schoolll...

i feel tired.seriously.i just.want to leave it all.and go back time.

bleah.i am such a sad case.oookkk..i cant sleep.was like tossing and turning.and tried to induce myself to sleep with the help of Bach.but.to no avail..bleah.and the DOPEY medicine does not really help much.hurmph.bbbbllleeeaaaahhh.oookkk..and then i did the unthinkable.hahahaha.i dont really wanna think of the consequences yet.hahaha.rriigghhtt.wangy just said to blog it off.haha.get stuff off my chest.i was thinking of eating a kit kat.hahaha.she thought i wanted to eat a timeout.hahahahaha.anywayyy...i really wanna type what i feel.and what i think.but i have to constantly remind myself that this it the internet blog man..haha.shant be too toot.hahaha.soooo...there is always like erm...a barrier...haha.nvm.oookkk.and i know that someone is gonna just kill me soon.hahahahah.for what i just did.bleah.ookk.it just feels..sigh.ookkk..i am not really feeling all that great now.like am in a hot boiling cauldon of water.hahahaha...rriigghhtt.yeah.am boiling with carrots.and celery and potatoes.HAHAHAH.with tomatoes..hahaha...oookkk...as you can see.the drugs have FINALLY !!! (YEA *jumps for joy*) taken in!!! hahaha.sooooooo.i shall go try once again.to tuck myself in my nice comfy bed.and nice comfy blanket.with my nice comfy pillows.and my nice comfy bolster.hahahahahaha.with my nice comfy pink dog.HAHAHAHA.right. -.-" waaaa...am talking to charis now...and it has been a long time man.i really miss her. bleah.ooooo.and now.piggy just came on.sooo.shall talk to her for a little while.hahaha.yeAhh.feeling happier now.hahahahaha.with my gfs in da building. :D yes.i love you guys.i am a les bian.hahaha.yea.everyone should start taking french.HAHAHAHA.get the joke??hahahahhaha

PIGGY ...muuuhahahahahhaha.waiting for your upcoming dare...c***** or l***.your choice.hahaha.or...hahaha.

oookkk...am like a little pig of the house now...hmmm..but a pig who eats only porridge the wholeeee day... :( bleah. ookk.and just SLEEP.
haha.today for chinese oral..it was pretty embarrassing..cause..i could not think properly ...and just STONED there when she asked the qns.and had noooo idea what to reply..was just thinking of how to concentrate on not vomitting.hahahahahaha.ooookkkk.and in the middle of the oral.i ran off to the toilet to puke... bleah.SHUCKS!!! oh man...that like sucks!!! sighh...ooookkkk.soooo...i did not go for range today...hahahaha.like DUH.took a cab home.man.thank God that a cab turned in..haha.if not i would have to walk in the rain...trying my best to hail a cab.and walk.hahahaha.rrriiigghhhttt.

sigh.this sucks.being ill sucks.being faaarrrr away from my friends SUCK!!! :( i miss MG. :( boohoo.oookkk.sigh.i know.it has been such a long time already.but the feeling is still there. BLEAH.hehehehe.miss piggy. like how i just read her blog..and she said THIS :" (ok, this is making him sound like some pregnant lady)" ...and i can like TOTALLY imagine her saying tht.hahahaha. MISS esther too.bleah.and Ria.and XWX.sorry you guys for like falling ill NOW!!! at this crucial period of time where we can actually HANG out!!! sighhh..sorryy..after my terms kk.

btw.i am not gay.i am les.YOU are les.plus GAY.hahahahah.rrriiigghhhttt. :D and i am not a PIG.hahaha.i am tong si.

haha.rriigghhtt.

and you can have him back.all these's making me feel really tired.i just want this to stop.

HAHAHAHAHAHA...ookkk.am like SICK now...haha.ookk.nope.am not sick.am ILL.hahaha.sick people are people like IAN HWEE.haha (hope you are reading this now!!!) hahaha.i am ILL.haha.sigh.it is like a super sad case to be sick during the hols!!! ahhhhhhhhhh.and there is like chinese oral tmr..tell me.how am i supposed to think with my brain all messed up with drugs??? sigghhh...oookkkk.and just found out..with a reminder from ian..tht there is STILL coaching tmr...-.-"and on fri.and on sat. too.hahaha..oookkkk..i just spent my whole day sleeping...zzzzzzzzz like a PIG.hahahahaha.saw the docs today...super sad when he asked if i needed a MC...and i said noo... :( hahahaha. ookk.must recap...

SAT
went for the shooting competition at CDANs...and had to wait..soo..went to get some FOOD with ian..and i bought yummy.delicious chocolate ECLAIRS!!! and then went to shoot...hahaha.then FLEW out of the building to go to pig's church...and then sat there for a LITTLE while..and then went home to change and headed to esther's house...hahaha.oookkk..now..the BBQ.hahahaha...esther look soooo red.hahaha..sun burnt..hahaha.oookkk..and then...my nose was on the drip the WHOLE day..thought i t was like like sinus or something...sooo...i just ignored it.hahahaha.dumb me.oookkk.and the bbq was kinda fun...cause i got to see my dear dear dear esther...hahahaha.even though the smoke and everything was like bothering my nose and eyes..i still did not regret going..hahaha.then came home.and just zonked out.hahaha.

sun
SLEPT LIKE A P.I.G the whole day!!!

mon
went to see docs.slept the whole day...omg.i am such a pig.hahaha.ookkk.shall go my med soon..haha
am high on drugs..HAHA.

i sooo did not steal.

haha.okk.woke up like SUPER early today...actually overslept a little bit.haha.slept through my alarm.rushed down to somerset mrt.actually jaywalked outside my house!!!haha.one of the first time..haha.ookk.

ESSAY FOR IAN HWEE.

IAN HWEE is an idiot.hahahaha.no lah.he is a weirdo.haha.and a kinda nice guy who always pretends to be the bad guy..haha.act cool..haha.ok.i am crapping here.

1000 words.hahaha

there.done.MR Liew..i have done my one thousand word essay already..haha.

ookk...esther...i am soo sorry!!!

oh yeah.i have a daughter SLASH son..haha.and his name is joshua.hahaha.rriigghhttt.and he/she has to wear pretty dresses.hahaha.

ooo.am thankful tht it did NOT RAIN TODAY!!! :D my prayers were ANSWERED!!! haha.yea! haha.had like loadsa fun today...haha.even though i had to wake up like SUPER early..haha.like at about 7.haha.cause had to pack and everything..haha.then headed down to harbour front.to meet claire and abi. :D we went to cold storage to stock up on FOOD and WATER.haha.met xwx, leemey,jiaen there.jas was still like SLEEPING when i called her..sooo.yeah.she is a PANG SEI-er.tsk tsk. even for dinner also lazy to go...tsk tsk.haha.okk.went to sentosa.palawan beach.haha.took some time to settle down.then went tanning in the morning...CATCH the MORNING SUN.as we were all scared tht it was gonna rain the afternoon.haha.applied like a WHOLE loada tanning oil.haha.talked a lot.got to know my ex classmates EVEN better!!! :D haha.a lady came up to us to take pictures of us..hahaha.some of the shots are here!!! :D

oh yeah.then we went to like gambled.haha.played bridge.eat.swam.tanned.and then i had a great talk with WAH.haha.super fun lah.except tht i had like bites all over my back..haha.cause we went to a rather SECLUDED place.hahaha.sat by the sea.on the rocks.under the trees.super fun! :)haha.spent like hours there just talking.and talking.hahaha.then we came back.everyone took a bath already.so i ran to the washroom to bathe.really rushed.cause i dont like to make ppl wait for me.haha.then we had to try to get rid of alll the extra stuff we have..haha.everyone like went in a circle.and like took stuff.haha.then there was like ONE bottle of water left.and nobody wanted to lunge it home..sooo.we played a drinking game ;) haha.played black jack.and the losers drink the water.hahahah.so weird.hahaha.

then the rest went off.and wah and i met lorry for dinner at bugis.ate sakae..haha.and the cashier was like wah's old friend..soo...hehe.

thanks to all those who care. :D really.i appreciate it!!! :D like cookies, pearleen, joshua.thanks you guys.
and thanks to nicolas!!! :D

hehe.ok.recount of past week.haha.

5th june :
went to BV mrt to meet the ppl to go to NACLI.was kinda nervous.cause was going for a camp where i dont know anyone.other then piggy.haha.yeah.haha.papa dropped me off at BV mrt.had to lunge my big big big big big bag ..haha.took the bus 200 to NACLI.felt kinda weird at first...haha.cause..piggy had to leave me alone for a little while cause she was room ic...haha.ooo yeah.we were like SUPER HAPPY tht we were in the same room!!!:D hah.then we went to kent ridge park to play some games...and then lunch.food was kinda good.haha.at least above average.then we CHECKED IN!!! haha.
okk.this was the room at FIRST.hahaha.then we sorta messed it up unintentionally.haha.i am surprised..haha.cause..normally..i dont really like a messy bed..but in this FOUR days..i did not once packed the bed.hahahaha.ooo.and our room had a theme of "marine" sooo we got like beach scenes and the clouds and sky on the walls.super soothing.haha.so jap style too.and we got like two toilets.haha.sooo..lucky us.haha.

haha.ok.now i cant be bothered to like do day by day.maybe tmr.hahaha.cause...i am like super tired..haha.sighh.ok.shall just load the nice nice pic of the nice nice ppl i met.hahaha.am happy to know them!!!:D super coolicious..haha.

hehe.there they are!!! zhengmin.and isabelle.haha.GREAT to know them!!! :D really FUNKY ppl.haha. :D new b-i-m-b-o ppl.hahahaha.

ookk.
am back.
church camp was fun!!! :D met like some really nice ppl..even though it is quite different from all the other camps and all..it has its unique features.and it is an interesting experience overall.hmm..shall go redo allll the notes i took down for each message session...so tht i can really really remember.
haha.ok.shall and must go sleep.slept for only about three hours last night.haha.or rather..this morning.hahahaha.

ehhh.ok.am gonna be MIA for the next three days...hahaha.will be back on thurs..haha.
hehe.ookk.went for a swim in the morning..and then went grocery shopping with mummy and tl... bought loadsa junk along with the groceries...hahaha.not my fault.hahaha.and then went home for a tea break..hahah.made some stuffed mushrooms... haha.then there was not time to eat them.so brought them to yiyi's house...haha.woahh.the mozerella cheese is like sooo good man.hahaha.man.i have a soft spot for cheese.haha.and mushrooms.think nice piping hot portobello mushrooms.covered with honey baked ham.with cheese oozing out...haha.hahaha. I L O V E M U S H R O O M S...hahahaha.oh yeah..i packed the fridge too!!! haha.cause auntie does not really do it..haha.and i found like FOUR chocolate bars..and like a few bottles of honey..hahaha.tucked away behind the other stuff...hahaha.ooo..rations for when i come back.haha.hope they would still be there...hahaha.we headed to the north part of singapore...to visit my aunt.hahaha.aiyo...i am like so dead.sigh.ookk..missing da slut loads...hahaha.hmmm.nahh.it is ok.shall try to get used to it..haha.later i am going overseas to study..hahah.then...ehhh..ookk..thinking too far.might not even last past this yr... - . - "hahah.am like heading for camp tmr..and ...am gonna be like the only new comer..hahaha.ehh..hope it would be ok.hahaha.and praying that i would bunk with pig.haha.so that we can talk crap.aiyo.that girl ah.so toot lah. =p she said that she might not be able to make it for class party!!! tsk tsk.helping me organise.but not gonna be there.if she does not go.i will personally kill her.hahaha.nahh...wont do tht...will just like BUG her.and like NAG.and like TALK A WHOLE LOADA crap...haha.more than i am doing now.hahahaha.hahaha.weird lah.it does not even feel as if i am heading for camp tmr!!!haha.very weird.hahaha.

swollen eyes- in need of new sunnies.haha.

okkk..found out stuff.hahahah.tht i dont really wanna know...hmm..or actually i do..just tht it does not make me happy knowing... -.- " haha.okkk...i shall just shut up.

oooo.sarah posted these up on the shooting yahoo group page.hahah.there we all are.hahaha.
aiyo..haha.the bimbo stands in front.HAHAHA.and the WINKY...hahaha.actually.he is like some sorta science genius..hahah.i hate bio.hahahah. -.-"
okk.out of point.haha..hmm..i dont really know know everyone..haha.too bad lah.shall go try to have bonding..just the matter of ionic or covalent.hahaha.omg.science joke...sighh.hahaha.am supposed to have forgotten ALLL science terms..haha.btw.i am soooo not a cartoon character...it is just tht you just happen to catch me doing weird stuff.hahaha.ooo..and there is pretty boy.hahahaha.coolicious. ;)haha

hehe.there is like training tmr.very weird timings and all.so0oo..am gonna go for the range training..and skip pt.hahahaha.due to the VERY weird timing...hahaha.and tht is what EVERYONE ..(or at least all the ppl who told me.) are doing.
to slut: and i am sorry.i dont have the power to really control what i think.i know.i suck.
sorry. :(

missing you guys!!! haha.cant wait!! haha.

hahahah.okkk.i am like super high now...

QY reminded me tht i STILL have to study.hahah.shall go do tht after this.hahaha.

welll...ehh..woke up at an unearthly hour...haha.at SIX!! haha.and i was the earliest!! OMG!! haha...one of the RARE times..hahaha.met at yishun mrt..and we took the WRONG bus!! took 812E instead of 812..sooo we ended up taking a cab..haha.and sarah said something kinda racist in the cab..and the cab driver was a malay...so weird...aiyo..okk.FINALLY..we arrived at safra ...like super late..haha.it was like boring lah.haha.like sitting there watching the guns..hahahaha.okkk..then we got to watch the ppl shoot.and KY did well!! :D and all the other AC shooters!! sarah too!! WELL DONE!!:D hahaha.then we went for lunch..and...winky told me tht SOMEONE..(ie L---) told him about yesterday...hahaha.so DIAO..hahaha..kinda awkward...cause..errr...he came and sat next to me.feel a bit mean for like trying to not talk too much to him...sighh...nvm..i shall try act as if i dont know anything...hahaha.this trick works WONDERS!!! haha. ;)

ooo...gotta like plan plan plan the details for class partyyy..haha.so fun!!! cant wait!!!haha.HAVE to.MUST get.new sunnies...some idiot sat on my precious nine west ones... :( haha.later tht idiot is me.hahahahahah.but i highly doubt soo..i think it was TW..haha.OMG!! look at the freaking time lahhh.........have to GO STUDY!!! ahhhh.fine.shall stop it.STUDY TONGS!!!

okkk...yesterday was kinda fun...hahaha.i hope so.or i rather think so...haha.well...err..was supposed to go for vaunt yesterday...but..due to the RENTS...hahaha.i gotta compromise...so instead i went to orchard...hahaha.went to hyatt ...and ran out.haha.and then went back in again..cause it was too warm outside..hahaha.oookk..but i am want to be there...but i dont wanna be there..haha.okkk...contradicting.i am like a coward.sometimes i just dont dare face it.hahaha.well...kinda went shopping today..hahaha.OH YEAH!!! MONDAY was like super fun with piggy!!! hahaha.started shopping at like eleven in the morning..and she went home at like six..hahahaa.bought shirts, swim wear, undies..haha very cute ones...haha.and she went like MAD!!! hahaha.bought like shoes.undies.swim wear.tops..haha.we went trying on like shorts..and stuff.and URGH.i look hideous in them...sighh..i have sucky legs...haha. -.-" okk.shall not grumble on and on and on about body proportions..haha.cause it cant be changed...unless i go for plastic surgery or something..hahaha.had loadsa fun with piggy!! but we did not make our shopping stop at like our normal places like zara..and scotts...hahaha.the nice yogurt place!! haha.so weird..hahahaha.NVM!!! we ARE weird.hahaha.the loonies.and the retards.hahaha;) OMG!!! today was kinda awkward at training today..hahaha.like do i want a hug or a kiss... -.-"""""" *puke ____ is sooooo not my type...hahaha.mg gals have standards. ;) haha.ooo..went shopping today too!!! OMG!!! the stupid sale!!! sigh..have to like go with the rents..hahahaha...and see them spend instead of me..hahahaha.OHH!!! cant wait for next week!!! going on a camp with piggy for FOUR WHOLE DAYS!!! hahahaha.hehehehehe.so fun!!! :) even though i would miss ____ ...it is okk..haha.cause...____ and i have to get used to it..haha.will miss ___ too.hahah.and ____.and ____.hahaha. ;)oooo..and will miss like allll the trainings..haha.which is gonna be a lot.hahaha.not my fault.haha.and cant wait for like class outing!! hahaha.
OH YEAH!!! 4B1 CLASS OUTING!!! ON THE 12 th JUNE!!! place is yet to be confirmed!!! either east coast or sentosa ;)

ooo.should like sleep earlier today...haha.nutty ppl wanna meet up tmr at 7.15 at yishun mrt!!! hahaha.and where do i live...hahaha.haha.sighh..have to wake up at like errr...hahaha.earlier than on a normal school day.hahahaha. <3

A SUNDAY.

intensive shopping today...haha.but not for me!!! haha.my dad went a LITTLE crazy at orchard today..hahaha.and i was his ermm..shopping bag holder.haha...nvm...i DID actually get something..haha.got a guess top..haha.it is MYYY turn tmr!!! hahaha.going out with piggy.cant wait!! haha.have not really spent loadsa time with her...sooo..haha.it is the company that matters. ;) ooooo...OH MY GOSH!!! haha.okk.i still am a little suspicious about piggy and cookies..haha.hope tht they are not crapping IT up..haha.okk.ooohh yeahh.haha.met mrs nat lim today.hahaha.she looks really really really tired.haha.pooor gal...

sooo..COOKIES : if you are reading this...if you need any help..just tell me kk? :D
yes..i am in a little shock here you PTI!!! haha.or rather..EX-PTI.hahaha... :)

and piggyy..!!! I CANT WAIT TOO!!! to spend FOUR WHOLE days with YOU going NUTS!!! hahaha.and let us talk CRAP.hahaha.shall show you my french accent and try to piss you off.MUUUAAA HAHAHAHA*VERY evil laugh*
i miss you a lot...but sometimes..i just feel like punching you. :(
OMG!!! this girl just sent me a smile on friendster..and i am kinda shocked ..cause..i dont remember knowing a natalie my age other then one natalie tan...then i was like thinking and thinking..and i REMEMBERED!!! OMG!!! she is like one of my GFs since kindergarten lahhhhh.alll the way to MG!!! OMG!!! and i FORGOT THAT SHE LIKES THE NAME NATALIE!!!!! awww...i miss her!!! eunice !!! haha.oooo...haha.MUST meet up with her during the hols!!! I DONT CARE!!! haha.sigh.i hope i really do so!!! shall go try arrange with THE clara.hahahaa.

had a marvy time talking to piggy and amos..haha.really funky...haha.make me laugh all the time.they wont fail to make me laugh when i am feeling down..sooo THANKS YOU GUYS!!! haha.and...I am still in shock.hahaha. ;) man..i should like really start studying!!! should stop slacking!!! TERMS ARE COMING!!! URGH!!!

miss you guys!!! <3>

mood just now: :) mood now: :( sigh.whatever.shall just try to stop it.
riigghhtt.i have given in to bribery. :( okkk.
whatever. i shall just go try sign up for CIP...so can earn CIP hours.and just get all tied up.and busy.haha.or even more busy than i already am.it is like all the cons are pouring in now.and it just is plain sucky.sigh.whateva.shall just ...sigh.nvm.shall think happy thoughts...

BROKEN HEARTS

hahaha.was super high after love mg...love mg rocks!!! haha.had such a great time there!!! haha.but now i am feeling kinda down...i dunno...sighh..okk.yeah.i do know..but ...nvm...sigh. -.- haha.riigghhtt.adding on...cookies is also feeling like really sad...aiyeah...hahaha.okkk.haha.ponned school today...was planning to sleep in...but...i have NO IDEA why..i woke up like ten minutes after the time i normally wake up...hahaha.sooo i accompanied mummy, and fetched TL to school today!!! hahaha.it is kinda weird and all seeing mg in a morning sun now..hahaha.like the good old days...hahaha.the only problem is that i was wearing like my 2t sweater and shorts.hahaha.awww..THE mg UNIFORM!!! hahaha.okkk..i have no idea where mine went.hahaha.wwwaaahhhhh...i miss mg loads.like i did not know that there was a new pastor and all... :( awww..but it is ok...now i know.haha..ooo..at love mg today....she talked about how we live a world of broken hearts...which also indicates that we all HAVE living hearts.to feel pain.to feel hurt.feel joy.feel sadness. and it is statistically proven that one in four people have experienced or are experiencing or will experience depression...yeahhh.sooo YOU are not alone.hahaha.or rather..i am not alone...riigghhtt..okkk.yeahh... A WORLD OF BROKEN HEARTS. oooo..then we just hung about..until like 10.45..was supposed to go for supper!!! but...hmm..mummy said to go home..soooo i did..haha.being such a good girl..hahaha.and then i was walking..and i saw my bus ZOOOOM pass.hahahaa.and had to wait for like twenty minutes.hahaha...oooo..and at love mg..got to seee soooo many ppl!!! hahaha.like angie.daph..haha.have not seen them in like ages..!!! ahhh!!!ooo..and walking down the hill with qi reminded me of england.hahaha.and all the times we spend in england..and her having her ulcers..and the rest of us forcing her to eat oranges..and like stealing Jessica's oranges.hahaha..awwww..miss the days spent at lake district...with the strong wind..and the nice sky..and the trees..and the nature hike..okk.hahaha.i should not go to that topic..if not i cant sleep tonight...hahahaha.ooo.and got to spend time with adele!!! FINALLY!!!:)
hehehe.okkk...i look kinda toot.hahahahaa.

ooo..and i met up with piggy today at orchard...hahahahaha.she is still looking soooo weird with her tan..am still not used to her BLACK look.haha.like so weird to see her so tan..haha.oooo..and seeing her tan reminds me of us needing to go to the beach...with new swimsuits..hahaha.and like new sunnies...OOOOoooo yeahh..shall go get new sunnies too!! hahaha.ooo. sunnies remind me of elise..and she is like in aussie now...it is going to be another looooong time before i see her again...awww...man...nvm.next time she gets here...shall go partying + shopping with her.hahaha.so fun!!! CANT WAIT FOR 4B1 class partyyy!!! hahaha.and for all my upcoming shopping trips.hahahaha.YEA!!! SHOPPING!!! hehehehehe.*evil laugh* hahah.riigghhtt.nvm. oooo yeah.it is kinda difficult planning the class party..with all the conflicting dates and everything...hmm..sooo far.. the third week is the best.but angel and cyn cant make it...hmmm...well...err..ms tan and mr yeo actually suggested third week..do i really have to sacrifice ppl!?!?!awwww..i dont wanna!!! :( so sad!!! ahhh..shit.have no idea what to do with it lahh...hmmm..ooo yeah.met abby today too.and she too recommended third week since it is the week everyone.(well.ALMOST everyone) is free.sooo..hmm..i think it is around the third week.. :) ooo.yeah.happy third month.haha.and 49 mins.hahaha. miss ya ALLLL!!! :( so sad... <3>

lalala.okk.am feeling kinda sad yet high now.haha.okk.this is like super weird.haha. cause it seems almost impossible to feel that way...but am sad that piggy cant make it!!! AHHH!!!! shit.so sad... :( boohoo. hmmm..okkk.

today was kinda a short day...had chinese listening comprehension in the morning.and like the normal timetable...AND...haha.AD2 was scheduled to go to kallang to support the tennis match.sooo..school ended at like 1.10...but no diff.cause i end school at like 2.30...haha.but had fun at kallang.even though it is really sad watching some matches.. :( my heart like went out to the players..seeing them get so disappointed and sad.awwww...and this roy ahh..soooo piggish.haha.he ate like THREE icecreams!!! THAT PIG!!! haha.accompanied him to buy the first one.then was watching the match.and then i turned my head..and i saw him eating a different ice cream..and then i went to buy one too.and he bought another one.hahahaha.piggggg.ooo.then a few of us went to KFC to eat.kinda fun...with all the weird topics popping up.hahahaha.okkkk.emphasize on WEIRD.hahaha.
hmm.cant WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!! ahhh.am in real need of shopping therapy!!! ahhh..okk.shall make a shopping list...hahahah

• new bag (for school) the strap of my CK one is like gonna snap.
• new swim suit!!! yeah!!! haha.okk.the one i bought with piggy like last year is admittedly kinda weird.haha
• new top --> need new clothes basically.haha
• new pair of shoes.
  
• new slippers
• new pencil box
• new nail polish colours...haha.have to get one like SUPER shocking .hahah.like glam and funkyyy.hahaha.okk.am like having an obsession.haha
• thick hair band
• sigh.this list can like go on and on...shall like stop here.haha.if not ppl can see my REAL shopping capacity.haha. ;)
  

shall go off now.cause someone i miss a lot is such a bugger. ;) and i have deleted something.cause you are such a toot. ;)

haha.this is a pic of MY DEARIE!!! LOVE HIM TO BITS!!! haha.MY rottweiler.hahahaha.okk.yes.he can be scary...but he is MYYYY POOOKKIIEEEEKIINNSSS!!!
haha.awwww...look how cute he is!!! haha.he is like looking at the piece of doggie biscuit i was holding when i tool this pic.smart right?!?! haha.ooo..but as you can see the leg of the chair..in the background...my dearie destroyed ALL of my mum's precious furniture...and she was not too happy about it...tsk tsk.well..at least..now he does not really do that anymore...i hope.haha.at least he does not do it in front of me.hahaha.seeee..told ya he was smart. my dearie poookkiiieeeekinsss!!! :D haha.he shall live and grow with me allll the way till i am at least 28 years old.hahaha. okkk..all these are like SUPER random.hahahaha.

today...my muscles are aching like mad!!! haha.due to pft yesterday.and i had training in the morning.ahhh...my shoulders, and arms ache like hell.did weights.hahaha.and my leg muscles too!!! haha.cause...qinwen and i were like bored in the morning waiting for everyone to arrive...sooo..we went to cycle on the machine.and did the HARDEST COURSES!!! like going upppp and ddooowwnnn slopes with rEALLY steep gradients!!! haha.and all the calories burnt was like 30 + haha.so toot.hahaha.and that was before training...haha.can you imagine after training...haha

man...am feeling damn stressed about JC life...mum keeps talking to me about my As and what results i want etc.and what course to take in uni.and WHICH uni i wanna go to...sighh..oh yeah.should go offline alreadyyy...to studyyy..

ooooo...have not been blogging.but...hahahaha.loadsa things have happened in the past few days...haha.today was like a super hectic day...haha.like went to school.did pft five item.as usual.i got like a freaking c for s&r.and a b for SBJ.haha.so toot...i cant like reach my toes for nuts.haha.oh yeah.school passed quite fast today.sigh.in the morning.everyone (or at least me) was feeling damn sad.about the sucky season on a whole.so ...like ...my heart goes out to the sports ppl.nvm!!! the school feels your pain!!! ohh yeahh..haha.was supposed to blog about the fact that there are THREE BLURRIES in AD2.hahahahaJOSHUA.MARUCS.GERM Q.hahahaha.sooo funny.they went to watch a movie (poseidon) and were late.then they actually walked into the wrong hall which was also showing poseidon..and they sat through the whole movie. wondering why they missed the first part.and then they realised that they were sitting in the wrong hall after watching the WHOLE movie.which was like half an hour after they arrived.HAHAHA.funny...so blur!!! and so cute!!!haha.
yeahh.haha.today.i went back to MG!!!:D so happy!!! saw ms tan.mr yeo.mrs chan.mrs raj.mr tay.etc.HAHAHA.okk.bought a carrot cheescake for them hahaha.and i spent like aLLLL my money taking cabs here and there and buying the cake.oops.hmmm.my bad.tsk tsk.i should save up...haha.oh yeah.piggy was supposed to like meet me at like TWO!!! and she came at like THREE!!! and obviously...the teachers LEFT already!!! haha.so we just walked around a bit.and to go BUY THE UNIQUE snacks of MG.hahaha.piggy bought THE PIZZA, BOTTLED 100-plus, HELLO PANDA, THE cuttlefish.hahahaha.and she like INHALED IT !!! haha.miss seeing her inhale her food.hahahaha.and i bought the REALLY unique WHEELs.hahaha.and guava juice.hahaha.yummy!!!then we walked out..and we shared piggy's err..REALLY small umbrello.and walked down the hill.haha.my whole back and BAG was WET!!! haha.then i cabbed back to ac.then i SAW MY DEBBY WEBBY DEBORAH!!! she was in her ACS (i) uniform.hahahaha.which was kinda funny.hahaha.then i went for art outing.hahaha.super fun!!! funniest thing is that jo, eugene and i think that the best part of the whole SAM was the section that was out of our syllabus-- fantasy and manga.like REALLY COOL! haha.
hahaha.oh yeah.eugene said tht i do not sound singaporean!!! WHY!??!?! I DOOOO!!! hurmph.and that i dont look singaporean...which i DOOO!!! hurmph.just because i have a natural TAN.does not mean that i dont look singaporean.hurmph. then i RUSHED home to take a bath..seeing that i got caught in the rain on the way back from MG.and my shoes and socks were like SOAKED.sooo..i was like late for Passion AC.haha.

PASSION AC WAS LIKE SOOOO FUN!!!had a BLAST!!! saw RIA POOOKIEEEE!!! haha.my dearie!!! haha.miss RIA KU LOADS!!!:D my sitting partner.and the person who always try to clear my doubts about God. thanks for everything ria!!! :D my dearie!!! haha.hmmm.miss such a worship session!!! SOOO...i AM SOOO GOING FOR LOVE MG!!! haha.next friday!!! SO FUN!!! and it is good time spent ;) haha.sooo i shall persuade my dear esther to go with me!!! haha.adele welly is going too. :D too bad ria cant go.awwww.

oh yeah.g2g sleep...got PT tmr morning.hahaha.night!!!

MISS YA LOADS ESTHER, PIGGY, RIA. love ya to bits. MUACKS <3
thanks pearleen for your encouraging words and sweetness!!! :D really appreciated them!!! :D thanks!!!

and to YOU.well done on your match kk?haha.told you not to worry so much.hahahaha.miss ya. ;)

okkk...i had a little trouble talking and eating today...due to my swelling gums.haha.hmmm..some ppl said that it was due to my wisdom tooth.lol.hurts real bad lah.sooo i took like four panadol extra today.sigh.i am like getting freaking nightmares even though i thought it was ok already.
not good at all.sigh.and then i just remembered all the details of the talk i had with piggy.and sometimes i feel that i should do what she suggested.but the other side says no.sigh.this is called internal conflict.haha.sucks majorly.bleah.i wish i could take like painkillers for this too.sigh.sigh.sigh.i just wanna cryyyyyyyyy.bleah.
MISSing piggy loads.well.tmr is a hol.haha.but it still doesn't make things all that better. :( this is bad.a holiday does not make tongs happy...REALLY bad.

from the bottom of my broken heart.
there is something i really need to know.


okkk..was talking to piggy about some stuff like my thoughts and feelings...haha.okkk.nvm.shall not think about it.i shall not think about it. :D

ooo..today went by really fast.like a blur.hahaha.mummy arranged a family gathering at our house today...haha.and i am guilty to say that i did not help much with the preparations... :( cause...i went to the library to meet PIGGY!!! LOVE YA ZHUQING!!! update me often!!! hahahaha. i love ya too bits!!! heehee.it is really GREAT like talking to you ...FACE TO FACE...and i miss hearing your moans and groans.sooo..it is ok moaning and groaning about stuff!!! it is myyyy pleasure..haha.cause i would be laughing at you.heehee.which you would be doing too..haha.to me.hehe.and thanks for inviting me to your church stuff!!! REALLY APPRECIATED!!!hahaha.and your display pic of us is like really pornstar quality..haha.like a c or d grade porn star...haha.i told you to burn that neoprint.hahaha.missing you loads. :Dwe shall gatecrash stuff in MG.i DONT CARE!!! EVEN IF I HAVE TO PON!!! hahahaha.missing ms tan.mr yeo.haha.hmm..CANT WAIT FOR CLASS PARTTYYY!!!haha.and the pic (with deb in the middle) i found with you that is the closest to visible is like this only...sooo next time must take mOre pics kk?? haha.and neoprints!!!

oh yeAh..the gathering.haha.hmm...everyone (esp my mummy) is like getting kinda excited with karen's wedding.haha.even though it is like in dec.hahaha.mummy propsed her idea of customising clothes with the same fabric..and yiyi gave her a very WEIRD look.haha.hmm..i think i shall just take the money and buy a nice dress plus shoes plus bag or something.hahaha.nvm.too early to think...if not like founders day dress... ended up buying like a few.hahahaha.the result of buying tooooo early.haha.and kelly and TW is like planning and planning holidays!!! WHICH BTW I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO!!!! haha.but stupid terms...stupid school.bleah.a WHOLE TRIP w/o mummy and papa.like DUH!!!! I WANNA GO!!!!and yiyi just came back from india...and she is like flying off again this weekend...haha.on holiday.woah.her life is very cool.haha.her lifestyle rocks!!!ahh...miss talking to them!!! haha.and talking about sinful stuff.haha.like eating white chocolate and vanilla rose cakes...hahahah.and growing sideways inside of vertically.hahaha.

hmmm...and i shall go do my art research now..about analytical and synthetic cubism.haha.stupid.did the prac piece on analytical already..but..apparently..she wants us to follow the style of braque and picasso.sooo..i have to redo it...haha.hmmm..and i should start painting again..haha.the big board piece is like dued next next week.sooo.haha.i shall start again tmr!!! hehe.since TUESDAY IS A HOLIDAY!!! hahahaha.okkk..seee tongs.you should relax.and not think so much.you will feel happier.and better.even with the nagging feeling at the back of your heart...you still feel better overall. ;)

MISSING YOU ESTHER AND ZHUQING!!! <3

hmm.today was fun!!! and i actually studied like in full concentration ..even though it is for only one subject..but..it is GOOD!!! haha.and then i went for KRONOS.and saw like yating!!! hahaha.so happy!!! have not seen her in AGES!!! :D and the music is good!!! i love the violin!!! :) haha.and am happy that i spent time with esther!!! :D haha.bought famous amos cookies for the cello performer, ADELE KWAN!!! hahaha.love her.yummy.

attention all MG 4B1 2005 girls!!! it is time to PARRRTTTYYY!!! :D class party during june..soo..email me the dates you can make it kk?? or can sms or call... :D

My top career area is Counseling and Guidance

Careers in this field often demand that you have a strong desire to improve the lives of others. Most likely, you have strong interpersonal skills, and enjoy working with people. It may also be important to you to work in a profession where you can be certain you're making a difference.

haha.i took the tickle test.haha.am good for counseling and guidance.HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okk..i just spent like two hours reading my GP package.hahaha.

sigh.seems like i am slacking a lot now.and i cant help it!!! ahhh.ooooo...i did my 2.4 run today...man..it was like SWELTERING HOT!!! hmmm.sigh.things are getting kinda weird.as in everytime i see him.i am reminded of all that stuff he promised her....sigh..sucks lah.nvm.
shall not think about it anymore.and just lift my burdens to Him as his yoak is mild.

On His Blindness
John Milton

WHEN I consider how my light is spent
E're half my days, in this dark world and wide,
And that one Talent which is death to hide,
Lodg'd with me useless, though my Soul more bent
To serve therewith my Maker, and present
My true account, least he returning chide,
Doth God exact day-labour, light deny'd,
I fondly ask; But patience to prevent
That murmur, soon replies, God doth not need
Either man's work or his own gifts, who best
Bear his milde yoak, they serve him best, his State
Is Kingly. Thousands at his bidding speed
And post o're Land and Ocean without rest:
They also serve who only stand and waite.

AHHHH
RED.
I AM SEEING RED!!!

:(

little specks of red dots.

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. . . . .
. .. . .

it is called rashes.haha.
dunno why.shit.why am i still feeling like this?

haha.i got this from roy's blog...heehee.

the angel test.

You're an angel if you scored below 60.

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 4

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 9

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 2

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 3

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 3

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 5

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 4

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 8

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 8

haha.i am an ANGEL.only scored 50..haha..
the past week had been kinda hectic.and emotionally draining. there were times when i feel like just bursting out in tears and to just lose control.but.i cant. :( bleah.sucks lah.just spacing out and just thinking about the content...bleah.nvm..am not going to go to that blog anymore...

haha.okk...cookies is heartbroken... :( awww...nvm.hope that my mum will allow me to go to that party so that can go comfort mr cookies.haha.

school sucks basically...haha.have like two econs test next week and a gp test...haha.but compared to others..i am like super slack already.they have like six tests.haha...hmm..wanna go to ensem concert!!! :D LOVE going for concerts..heehee.and just basically go for plays, dances, musicals, concerts.hahahaha.wanna go to a ROCK concert!!!haha.nvm.school takes up too much time.bleah.haha.and my mum is like HOOKED on da chang jin now.she has succeeded in watching all the discs in TWO daYSS!!! OMG! i cant believe it lah.haha.and she still goes to work.haha. oh yeah.took the personality test this week on weds.and i am still a SCI..haha.but everyone says that the DISC test is CRAP.haha.hmmm.cant really concentrate on my work...haha.too bad.shall mug later..if i dont feel sleepy.haha.
hmm.am chatting with piggy and cookies now.and he seems rEALLY REALLY REALLY sad.mad.depressed. :(AHHHh...sighh.so frustrating...

MISS ESTHER, PIGGY, XWX,RIA. <3>
love you guys.
thanks esther and piggy for hearing me rant on and on and on about ME.haha.very boring subject.love you guys!
cheer up cookies.this is not the end!!! :D and thanks for being there for me when i am feeling down...

shit...
nope.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
pls do not poke.

:(

control.

Self-disciplined begins with the mastery of your thoughts. If you don't control what you think, you can't control what you do.
Napolean Hill

i know i can do it.i have stopped.and this is my second day.YEA!!! lalala.but i am still rather curious ..bleah.stop it.you can control what you think.YOU ARE NOT CURIOUS.haha.brainwashing technique.

went to queensway shopping centre with esther today!!! met her at 11 am.haha.was late for 15 mins.my fault.haha.man..it was super warm in the morning.was sweating like a PIG.haha.then.most of the shops were not open.yet.haha.sooo..since esther did not eat breakfast.(tsktsk)sooo..we went to eat.haha.and then we bought her stuff.and walked around a bit.and just talked.

then...at about 12.30 we headed out.and realised that it was RAINING!!! VERY HEAVILY!!! haha.sooo..we RAN to the taxi stand.with esther running in front of me.and splashing all the water at me.haha.

took a cab to orchard.and since esther wants to get her TAKOPACHI for her cow, we dropped off at taka.so swweeetttt..heehee.miss her loads.nice to have a one on one time with her. :D heehee.and we dropped at taka.and i walked in the rain to cine.haha.it was not fun.haha.cause i was wearing jeans.sooo...when i got into the building.my feet were FREEZING.haha.went to the toilet to blowdry my hair.hahahaha.worked.a bit.heehee.

then.headed down to the cafe cartel to meet ex-classmates of 1AD2 :D heehee
so happy!!!
saw noah and marcus!!! :D heehee.have not seen them in a LOOOOONG time.haha.but a pity..i had to leave early.

miss ya piggy.
cheer up qiuyan!!!
missing you esther
XWX!!! AHHHhhh.

i must control.
i must have control.
pls. help me esther.haha. shopping

hmm.i went shopping today.haha.at zara.man...and everything was like RED.but i was bent on getting something.sooo.i bought like two RED tops(as in bright RED) and a blue one.haha.siiiggghhhh.ok.i am dumb.dumbbbbbb.

i am trying.trying.trying.trying.

lalalalala. IT IS A LOOOONG WEEKEND!!! XD super HAPPY!!! heehee.met up with esther at orchard today. man...she is spending money like water. haha. and the cow was instigating her to spend more money.tsk tsk.went for training in the morning.haha.had fun in the gym.and watching everyone flopping like dead fishes on the carpet.hahahahaha.so weird...but i gotta remember that i am one of them.hahaha.a DEAD fish.no lah.more of superman/superwoman.heehee.and when training ended, ian hid samson's phone under his towel.and samson was like looking alllll over for it.haha.and he actually asked ian to call him.hahahahaha.and alll that while, it was in ian's hand.heehee. well.zhixin, saratri and sarah did not go for today's training.so sad. :( after training, we went to play a little basketball.reminded me of ALLLL the FUUUUN time esther,xwx,adele,jo, and i had.bleah.oh yeah.reminded me of mr ng and shilin...hmmm.wonder if she still remembers me.haha.wonder how she is now.and her sis.haha.okkk.sighh.MGGGGGGGGG...

the past week had been really really really really really hectic.haha.like i was sleeping at around two to three plus everyday.haha.in need of zzzzzzz.just came back from shopping with my mum.haha.and surprisingly...she was kept asking me if i wanted this or that or this or that or this or that etc.haha.so weird.well.today..i was not the big spender.actually.these days..i am not much of a spender.shopping wise.haha.today...it was MY LIL SIS!!! woahhh..haha.okkk. am just in a state of shock.haha.well.she is my lil sis after all.haha.

MISS ESTHER PIGGY XWX. <3<3<3>

bleah.i should stop it with the obsessing of something.cause.the feeling sucks.STOP IT TONGS.

bleah.training ended REALLY late today. haha.ok.not LATE LATE.but late.haha.if you get what i mean. and i have to travel ALLL the way back. haha.

I MISS YOU PIGGY.
I MISS MG.
I MISS MS TAN.
I MISS MR YEO.
I MISS 4B1 2005.
I MISS PURPLE COW.
I MISS SEEING YOU GUYS!!!
bleah. this sucks.
talked to piggy yesterday.(well am talking to her now too) but yesterday...she was painting vivid pictures of our "lives" together. in the same JC. the same class. the same cca. pictures of us tying ropes together for odac. and looking at hot guys together. biatching about stuff. and like basically TOGETHER. bleah. MISS ESTHER LOADS TOO!!! hahaha.chatted with her just now when she was in her lecture. heehee.FINALLY!!! SHE IS IN SCHOOOOOL!!! hahahaha.

<3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

this sucks. really really really really really sucks. big time.sigh.sigh.sigh.

wish that i did not poke.

and now. i feel much worse.

MISS YOU.
thinking about you.
thanks for being there for me.
always.
to wang and pig. <3

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YOU ARE BRAINWASHED.
THE LAST POST DID NOT EXIST.

anyway...I AM NOT TELLING!!!
ahhh. too bad.

miss you.

but you know.

bleaahhh.this sucks.

D.E.pressi.O.N

it has been a VERY depressing week.and it is only tuesday today. sighh.nvm.talking to angie, piggy, and last but sooo not least, my dear dear ELISE has brighten up my DAY!!! ahhh..gave her an update from sinagpore...haha.missing her loads. and miss angie too!!! I WANNA CRASH MG LESSONS!!! esp. ms tan's lit lessons and mrs chan's art... haha...missing mr yeo too... AND FOUR BE ONE 2005 ROCKS MY FREAKING STRIPED ANKLE SOCKS!!! ahhhh...lol.am like chatting with elise..about CRAP!!! haha.we are such bitches.heehee.both self-proclaimed.and materialistic people.hahahaha. oh yeah...have to go reread the very very very interesting email i got from esther...hahahaha.some parts are quite accurate;) ahhh.oh yeah.esther.so jealous.sigh.nvm.will date her some other day. :D

hmmm.econs test today...surprisingly and weirdly similar to geog.oh no.facing the monday bluuuueeesss. missing esther loads.and xwx. :( and piggy. and basically MG...miss ms tan.hmmm.ooo.am so excited about the upcoming uk project thingy..but i have like noooo idea..should be the normal things..like pics.etc..:D but seems a bit the normal.haha.yeah.

YEA.am so happy that esther has got a new and active blog!!! am able to stalk her somemore..haha.no lah.she is MYYYY girlfriend.soo...stalkable;) sigh...art is like so sucky.cause my painting sucks.so sad... URGH! that like sucks BIG time.aww man.sigh.looks so bad that i just wanna THROW IT AWAY!!! ahhhhh. shit.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.another factor...

d.r.o.w.n.i.n.g

my shoes are soaked.

haha. I CHANGED MY MSN PASSWORD!!! ;) see how are you going to think of the password...haha.:D hmmm. it is a VERY wet day today.so sad.had to walk in the rain with my art piece.and the black mounting board was running. not good. sigh.so sad.am supposed to have an early day tomorrow.but because of lit...i have to stay back till like 3.10... so sad. ahhh
and i hope my mum would allow me out tmr with the old AD2 class..!!! i REALLY HOPE SOOO!!! i so want to hang out with them again... i REALLY miss them loads!!! ahhh. well...pray hard!!! :D haha.

THE

FUGUE

is pretty confusing.haha.ok.shall go work on it now.hmm.plus stupid econs essay. twenty five marks.for a demand and supply essay.what am i supposed to write about!??!!?! haha. so toot.

BEEP.