i must control.
i must have control.
pls. help me esther.haha. shopping

hmm.i went shopping today.haha.at zara.man...and everything was like RED.but i was bent on getting something.sooo.i bought like two RED tops(as in bright RED) and a blue one.haha.siiiggghhhh.ok.i am dumb.dumbbbbbb.

i am trying.trying.trying.trying.

lalalalala. IT IS A LOOOONG WEEKEND!!! XD super HAPPY!!! heehee.met up with esther at orchard today. man...she is spending money like water. haha. and the cow was instigating her to spend more money.tsk tsk.went for training in the morning.haha.had fun in the gym.and watching everyone flopping like dead fishes on the carpet.hahahahaha.so weird...but i gotta remember that i am one of them.hahaha.a DEAD fish.no lah.more of superman/superwoman.heehee.and when training ended, ian hid samson's phone under his towel.and samson was like looking alllll over for it.haha.and he actually asked ian to call him.hahahahaha.and alll that while, it was in ian's hand.heehee. well.zhixin, saratri and sarah did not go for today's training.so sad. :( after training, we went to play a little basketball.reminded me of ALLLL the FUUUUN time esther,xwx,adele,jo, and i had.bleah.oh yeah.reminded me of mr ng and shilin...hmmm.wonder if she still remembers me.haha.wonder how she is now.and her sis.haha.okkk.sighh.MGGGGGGGGG...

the past week had been really really really really really hectic.haha.like i was sleeping at around two to three plus everyday.haha.in need of zzzzzzz.just came back from shopping with my mum.haha.and surprisingly...she was kept asking me if i wanted this or that or this or that or this or that etc.haha.so weird.well.today..i was not the big spender.actually.these days..i am not much of a spender.shopping wise.haha.today...it was MY LIL SIS!!! woahhh..haha.okkk. am just in a state of shock.haha.well.she is my lil sis after all.haha.

MISS ESTHER PIGGY XWX. <3<3<3>

bleah.i should stop it with the obsessing of something.cause.the feeling sucks.STOP IT TONGS.

bleah.training ended REALLY late today. haha.ok.not LATE LATE.but late.haha.if you get what i mean. and i have to travel ALLL the way back. haha.

I MISS YOU PIGGY.
I MISS MG.
I MISS MS TAN.
I MISS MR YEO.
I MISS 4B1 2005.
I MISS PURPLE COW.
I MISS SEEING YOU GUYS!!!
bleah. this sucks.
talked to piggy yesterday.(well am talking to her now too) but yesterday...she was painting vivid pictures of our "lives" together. in the same JC. the same class. the same cca. pictures of us tying ropes together for odac. and looking at hot guys together. biatching about stuff. and like basically TOGETHER. bleah. MISS ESTHER LOADS TOO!!! hahaha.chatted with her just now when she was in her lecture. heehee.FINALLY!!! SHE IS IN SCHOOOOOL!!! hahahaha.

<3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

this sucks. really really really really really sucks. big time.sigh.sigh.sigh.

wish that i did not poke.

and now. i feel much worse.

MISS YOU.
thinking about you.
thanks for being there for me.
always.
to wang and pig. <3

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YOU ARE BRAINWASHED.
THE LAST POST DID NOT EXIST.

anyway...I AM NOT TELLING!!!
ahhh. too bad.

miss you.

but you know.

bleaahhh.this sucks.

D.E.pressi.O.N

it has been a VERY depressing week.and it is only tuesday today. sighh.nvm.talking to angie, piggy, and last but sooo not least, my dear dear ELISE has brighten up my DAY!!! ahhh..gave her an update from sinagpore...haha.missing her loads. and miss angie too!!! I WANNA CRASH MG LESSONS!!! esp. ms tan's lit lessons and mrs chan's art... haha...missing mr yeo too... AND FOUR BE ONE 2005 ROCKS MY FREAKING STRIPED ANKLE SOCKS!!! ahhhh...lol.am like chatting with elise..about CRAP!!! haha.we are such bitches.heehee.both self-proclaimed.and materialistic people.hahahaha. oh yeah...have to go reread the very very very interesting email i got from esther...hahahaha.some parts are quite accurate;) ahhh.oh yeah.esther.so jealous.sigh.nvm.will date her some other day. :D

hmmm.econs test today...surprisingly and weirdly similar to geog.oh no.facing the monday bluuuueeesss. missing esther loads.and xwx. :( and piggy. and basically MG...miss ms tan.hmmm.ooo.am so excited about the upcoming uk project thingy..but i have like noooo idea..should be the normal things..like pics.etc..:D but seems a bit the normal.haha.yeah.

YEA.am so happy that esther has got a new and active blog!!! am able to stalk her somemore..haha.no lah.she is MYYYY girlfriend.soo...stalkable;) sigh...art is like so sucky.cause my painting sucks.so sad... URGH! that like sucks BIG time.aww man.sigh.looks so bad that i just wanna THROW IT AWAY!!! ahhhhh. shit.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.another factor...

d.r.o.w.n.i.n.g

my shoes are soaked.

haha. I CHANGED MY MSN PASSWORD!!! ;) see how are you going to think of the password...haha.:D hmmm. it is a VERY wet day today.so sad.had to walk in the rain with my art piece.and the black mounting board was running. not good. sigh.so sad.am supposed to have an early day tomorrow.but because of lit...i have to stay back till like 3.10... so sad. ahhh
and i hope my mum would allow me out tmr with the old AD2 class..!!! i REALLY HOPE SOOO!!! i so want to hang out with them again... i REALLY miss them loads!!! ahhh. well...pray hard!!! :D haha.

THE

FUGUE

is pretty confusing.haha.ok.shall go work on it now.hmm.plus stupid econs essay. twenty five marks.for a demand and supply essay.what am i supposed to write about!??!!?! haha. so toot.

BEEP.