man. i am feeling so FRUSTRATED and CONFUSED! and this isnt how i am supposed to feel!
i mean, i wanted this. but when it happened, i start thinking of other possibilities. and what i have to do...and it gets so frustrating because i feel so much like calling her back to reject her offer. yet , this is something i wanted to do. something i want. right? i was sooo excited to get her call. yet, now, why am i feeling this way? you pointed all the consequences. i cant meet up with my friends, i cant even meet up with elise... sigh.. this is hard!!! and the thing is,i HAVE to make up my mind like NOW! because i am leaving tmr! GOSH!
ok. i guess i will just jump into it right? and see how it goes along. and hope things dont and wont get ugly.

updates for this week!
did my own french manicure! and it looks pretty DECENT! :)went to mello's house, signed up for driving, shopping, lunch with qz, roy, sijie... :( SORRY QIANZHI FOR ABANDONING YOU YESTERDAY!!!

stuff i have been up to!

ok. holidays are really tiring!!!

yesterday, went to piggy's house for our annual sleepover!!!
and they (pig and jas) surprised charis and me with some birthday bash thingy! :)
the chocolate cake was GREAT when it wasnt on my face!!! (CHARIS RAN AWAY TO THE STAIRS AND TOTALLY BLOCKED MY ESCAPE PATH!!! ) tsktsk! haha
thanks for the prezzies! we walked into the room filled with balloons!
and pig made this rule that we have to burst every one of them with only our butts or feet.
-.-
totally hurt my butt after bursting one. stopped after that.
bitched for a while, then cabbed down to penang place! YUMMY! i miss the char kway teow!!! and the otak! and the choon piah! hohoho!
after that, debbie dropped us off at IMM. bought some snacks and cabbed back to piggy's house. omg. the cab driver was driving REALLY slow. began our movie marathon. but i got to say, jas and i were totally konked out!!! like SERIOUSLY! cause i slept through half of holiday, some of devil wears prada, some of pretty persuasion. and jasmine just SLEPT for MOST Of everything!!! hahahaha! so funny watching charis' face change when watching the last movie!!! :) hahah.
aw man. it is so weird because we were doing just what we did in this sleepover two yrs ago! except we are now like...EIGHTEEN!

ok..i am darn tired! we barely even slept! pictures coming soon! (most probably on facebook!)

updates!
yesterday (03 dec)
met qy in the morning to finish mel's card, went to mel's house to SURPRISE her! :)
took a cab down to the hotel.checked in. did our nails. bathe. headed to marina sq to do our hair. (ok. i dont really like my hair :( cause she kinda destroyed my fringe.not good. ) then went back to the hotel. running quite late. prepared for prom (ie.actually wear the dress, make up etc.) left the hotel at abt 8 (haha. prom started at 7)cabbed down. running REALLY late! haha! but i <3 my dress and MELLO and QY looked G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S! love qy's hair! and mello's gloves (pity she didnt wear them!)
took kinda little pics. haha. darn it. should have taken more!!!
after prom, a group of us went to the pool to take pics and headed back to the hotel.
changed, slacked, and talked, while waiting for qy... ... ... ... ... ...
then we basically walked to the party. haha. left at abt 4 plus. and we regret not going for supper with ian hwee and blobby! :( qy got gastric pains after breakfast!!!

went back to the hotel, and SLEPT. woke up at abt 8!! omg ! we woke up so early! and qy's hp alarm is SOOO ANNOYINGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *bash bash* haha. went to macs for breakfast because the hotel's breakfast is unappealing to all of us except mello (she craved for EGGS) heehee. went back to pack and checked out!

i watched gossip girls after that and slept for a while. dinner with the family is nice! :) pasta, chicken soup and mash potatoes! heehee. i likeee ;)

okkk. and i wanna comment that i think roy's pictures on his blog are really gay.

 

omg! i was reminded of the US trip with oli when i heard the gatsby song playing at shaw while i was in the car! haha. sooo..this is empire state building! :)

<3

WEE! i bought my prom dress alr. plus got a ck bag.and guess shorts. haha

salmon queen.

Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting!



Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends.



The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer.



Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question. Make sure to change the subject of the e-mail to read YOUR total. When you are finished, forward this to friends/family, and also send it to the person who sent this to you. Make sure to put YOUR score in the subject box.



Ready?



Begin.

1. When do you feel your best?





a) in the morning

b) during the afternoon and early evening

c) late at night










2. You usually walk...



a) fairly fast, with long steps

b) fairly fast, with little steps

c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face

d) less fast, head down

e) very slowly










3. When talking to people you. . .



a) stand with your arms folded

b) have your hands clasped

c) have one or both your hands on your hips

d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking

e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair










4. When relaxing, you sit with. . .



a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side

b) your legs crossed

c) you r legs stretched out or straight

d) one leg curled under you










5. When something really amuses you, you react with...





a) big appreciated laugh

b) a laugh, but not a loud one

c) a quiet chuckle

d) a sheepish smile







6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...



a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you

b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know

c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed





7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...



a) welcome the break

b) feel extremely irritated

c) vary between these two extremes







8. Which of the following colors do you like most?





a) Red or orange

b) black

c) yellow or light blue

d) green

e) dark blue or purple

f) white

g) brown or gray





9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...



a) stretched out on your back

b) stretched out face down on your stomach

c) on your side, slightly curled

d) with your head on one arm

e) with your head under the covers








10. You often dream that you are...



a) falling

b) fighting or struggling

c) searching for something or somebody

d) flying or floating

e) you usually have dreamless sleep

f) your dreams are always pleasant










POINTS:


1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6


2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1




Now add up the total number of points.



OVER 60 POINTS : Others see you as someone they should 'handle with care.' You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.



51 TO 60 POINTS : Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.



41 TO 50 POINTS : Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them u p and help them out.



31 TO 40 POINTS : Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.



21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.



UNDER 21 POINTS : People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you' re boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

ok! ROY SHOUT OUT! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU NINNY!
hope you had a REALLY fun week after your LAST paper! (seeing that you arent really studying, flying off to some autograph session and watching movies with someone...)
just wanna say thanks for hearing all my whinings and complains! :)
and for encouraging me for art and stuff, ( and KOPPING my notes of course)
you are a big FAT BITCH/SLUT/WHORE! :)

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY LEE, ROY LIAN HUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lovelove!
<3

hohoho. my picture personality test :

Temperament
Cosmopolitan
When you wake up in the morning, you set out to impress and to make a lasting impression on those who you encounter. You surround yourself with all the right people and right things - making you a real trendsetter. Others admire and want to be just like you. Second best will not do - it's the best (and only the best) for you. You are attentive to detail in yourself, your surroundings and your social circle.

Interests
Fashionable
Sophisticated, glamorous and experienced. You love everything that is new, fashionable and in vogue. Others admire you, but can't always relate to you since you are a real diamond in the ruff. You like to be two steps ahead of everyone else when it comes to the latest and greatest trends. It could take your counterparts years to adopt your current trends. You just seem to know what's "hot" before everyone else does.

Amusement
Adventurous
It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion
Physical
You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

ok. randomness.
someone's impression of me.
drawn on the shooting board.

HOHOHO. maths paper 2 today!
pretty scary because in the last half an hour, i found about FIVE careless mistakes!!!
omg.
ok.
updates:
sunday was simin's bday dinner at yiyi's house! THE BABY IS SO FREAKY ADORABLE! so sad that i couldnt carry him because i was/am sick. BLEAH. but he kept laughing and smiling. <3
and my dad went to hilton for an auction and came back slightly poorer.
and my mum was wearing the blingbling he purchased. hohoho.
she got a threepointsomething carat diamond ring which was abt the size of a logan seed (see, i told her that it might just be increasing every year!) plus a diamond necklacewithpearls.and another onepointsomething heart diamond ring. and here i am contemplating and have decided NOT to give in to my desires of buying a $27 pair of grey shorts online.
-.-

ok. nvm. THINK OF THE CHRISTMAS SALE and i MIGHT just get SUPER lucky this year with my purchases. hohoho.
oh wait. darn it. i wont be in singapore.
hurmph.

anyway,
i just wanna give a SHOUTOUT to MEL, QIUYAN and TITTIES!


QIUYAN
even though you thought maths SUCKED, chem SUCKED. it is ALRIGHT (for now) because you know you gave your all! DONT BE DISHEARTENED! because God has a plan for you, just trust in him! :) (ok. i should listen to this too! hoho)
BE CHEERFUL and NEVER GIVE UP! maybe it is your studying habits/methods? or something? try doing another method! like you ALWAYS sleep while studying, try FOCUSING more dearie! or...just hang your HEAD with a rope dangling on from the ceiling (JOKING!) if you need me to call you TILL YOU WAKE UP, just tell me k? :)
STUDY HARD and DO YOUR BEST! (you still can be a chinese teacher! :) )


MEL
even though you didnt have a paper today, i just havent seen you in like...AGES! well, it feels like ages! :) you have been staying whereever you are, studying!!! :)
just wanted to say PRESS ON! <333

TITTIES
DONT F-ING GIVE UP YOU NINNY.
DONT BE A NINNY/TWITTY.
alright? just do your best!
and DONT worry about the REST!!!
muacks
:)

woohoo.
i feel like being RANDOM
cause i totally randomly screwed maths up.
hohoho

i am super sad. cause my af shorts might be
MISSING!
:'(

unagi

nice photo credited to tl! :)
a mousse cake from bakerzin that has chocolate roses! :)

salmon avocado salad :)
hoho- must i say again? I LOVE SALMON!!!

HOHOHO. A LEVELS ARE IN THREE DAYS TIME! (or rather, TWO)
well... all the best to the c-liters taking their paper tmr! :)
GO QIUYAN! <333

and just wanna say a big THANK YOU to those who wished me happy birthday and for remembering my birthday in such a busy busy busy period! haha. even i almost forgot it was my birthday. weeellll...it doesnt even feel like it at all! :Sand i LOVE piggy's shoutout! THANKS GIRL! it is sooo sweet! :) i agree that our badass fight brought us closer together and we GREW up from that! :)

thanks!
credits toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
qiuyan, gab, pig, charis, jas, roy, sophie, mello, ian hwee, XWX, cus cus, lily, sharmeen, blob, ria, esther, zihui, angie, laura, nyssa, keith, ian, tze shun, hannah, candice!
and to all the others that i left out! :)

and a special shoutout to TITTIES!!! :)
<333


<3
lovelove!

hmm.today was kinda fun! :)
did lit in the morning.
totally had to cab down with my sister to met yiyi at novena.
met older sis.
had lunch at vienna international.
ate a lot
of
SALMON SASHIMI
(i strongly recommend this place! cause there was an endless variety of food
ranging from salmon to sushi to unagi to peking duck to dimsum to thai food to prawns to oysters to scallops to prawns to crabs to vienna cheesecake to creme brulee to oreo cheesecake to rose tea to vanilla tea to icecream to a chocolate fondue)and this is just a mere list of what there was...
haha. so you get the gist.
kinda went shopping (note to self: buy pillow for my leg)
then my mum joined us
and we shopped
fetch yiyi home
went to see our new house
and the possibility of our new house

and the result seems kinda FUNKY
but i dont know if i should stay there.
or like...go overseas or stay in hostel.

hmm...

i should most prob learn how to drive SOON

darn it.
and i dont know how to do STATS.

and i kinda miss esther wang yuting

heh. roy kinda influenced me. =p
i should be doing my stats now though...

art people

pig faces!-roy doesnt even have to pretend!

i heart qianzhi! ;)

melo, enhui and me!
- we went for icecream after this. lol.
(CHEESECAKE ICECREAM! YUMMY)

party hat!

i think this pic is HOT :)

omg! SO EXCITING!!!! :) my sister is going off to study in US next year! which means... i can, ONCE AGAIN, GO TO AMERICA for ROUND TWO of a MUCH fulfiling SHOPPING TRIP! WOOHOO! :))))))) ok. but i am a teensy weensy sad, and am in a melancholic mood... well. titties knows why...

pictures :

updates for the week!

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL - but TOTALLY not emotional. just that i wont get to see RSJSTs that often... and MEL and QY (ok. i will be seeing them on monday...)

i heart the salmon pink CK long sleeved shirt! ;)

and i got two BCBG tops!
and i STUDIED! :)
and i WILL be studying tmr!

woohoo! i really DO get a sense of satisfaction after REALLY studying.

sorry ria for being unable to attend your PARTY! :(
dont worry k ...i will make it up after NOV 26!

and ROY, i hope you had a REALLY FUN day today!
cause..i guess it was LONG OVERDUE!;)

<3

you know whyyy ;)

MONSTER!!!

ok. STELLA WANTS THIS! - ian looks retarded btw.heh.

ok. the pictures are random. HAHA.



WOW . this has been a kinda long journey. and it has all ended.
yet i feel so lost and displaced when i was thrown back into the normal life in school.
:S
weird that i dont have to be so obsessed with art.
wellll. i sure am going to miss the art people! :)

- to jo, qianzhi, roy, sijie, diane, tessa etc etc etc etc, WELL DONE YOU GUYS!
and i will MISS you guys dearly... ( no more mei nu everyday. :( )
cause we have FINALLY made it to the end
(be it satisfactory or not).
so just dont think about it anymore and concentrate on your other subjects!

ok. now, after art, i have SO much to do! oh boy. and i BETTER STUDY HARD!!!

STUDY STUDY STUDY

YOU with CARLITOS!

YOU!

feeling YOUR boobs

curling YOUR hair

SEXY WOMAN!

MODEL!

BIKINI BABE with NICE NICE boobies!

UNGLAM EATING STYLE OF YOURS

LAST YR (with your pineapple hair)! <3

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY QIUYAN! :)

we have grown so much in such a short time. and we have grown to KNOW each other better woman! thanks for being such a WONDERFUL friend, a GREAT companion, and a BITCH partner! :) thank YOU so very much for trying and trying to cheer me up whenever i am sad or depressed or discouraged. you are the little CRAZY FROG IN MY HEART! and i LOVE you for that (: thanks for the memories and i thank God for allowing me to MEET you, to KNOW you, and have YOU as one of my closest friends. shopping partners, study pals, bitching times and plain SLACKING with mel. :)
i hope you had loadsa fun with me and i pray that there will be more to come :))

LOVE YOU!
and STUDY HARD!!!!!!!!!!

JIAYOU!!!

i am as fat as a whale or a shark.

my life is now officially revolving round art. and tv.
and the holidays are GONE.

oh wait.
what holidays?

i am just plain heartbroken at what you said today.

-no comments.

crazy mel-the-alien

crazy frog without her sunnies!

FIVE PEOPLE!?

i think i shall find for this online! OMG! I REALLY LIKE IT! haha. :)

omg! CRAZY DAY! :)
and my holiday is NON-EXISTENT.

i found out tht my ex teacher is now a model. for maxim. hahahaha.

wow. ok. i am going crazy with my statistics! :S
yeah. anyway...after reading esther's blog, it dawned on me that we grew up.
like..since our good ole secondary school days. or even, since last year.
i know she is going through a really really really rough time now.
and i just want ESTHER to know that despite our lack of phonecalls and communication,
(HAHA) i am just a call away.

love ya dearie!
<333

hmm. wow. this week has been REALLY hectic! was kinda sick. but am recovering! yay! :)
but i feel so darn sad tht my guess bag is like SO effing dirty when it is BARELY evEN one MTH since i got it. and it has ALREADY got a HOLE. POO-IE. hurmph. i feel like getting a new bag alr. bleah.

:)

sigh. last week was a really sucky week. and all. but thank you guys SO VERY much for trying to cheer me up! thanks qy for getting me soooo many subway cookies!!! :)
<3>