WEEE!!! finally! had a trip to the beach today! :)

ok. except i started my morning off REALLY EARLY. (almost like an adventure) cause... SOMEONE's hp died. and SOMEONE's housephone was connected directly to the answering machine. SO i could NOT carry out my morning call. SOOO i panicked. and got SO worried tht i went ALLL the way to her house to wake her up. cause mel and i were kinda PANICKING! sooo. mel didnt know the block. and she forgot the unit number. so i kinda called the wrong person up. OOPSIE. :S

on the BRIGHT side, that SOMEBODY woke up because her brother woke up, and he woke up because i RANG the doorbell a gazillion times... lol .
even though we missed the ten oclock sun..it is ALRIGHT! :) cause we STILL had fun! haha. and it rained. bleah.so we walked in the rain. and we didnt go to cafedelmar. but it is alright! cause we were STILL on track! haha. we managed to follow our plan of going shopping at THREE oclock! :) ate a late lunch at a REALLY nice nice nice french cafe at vivo! :) YUMMY! had my salmon! g says i am such an addict tht he should buy me a pond filled with salmon fish. HAHA.
and i CANT believe i DIDNT even BUY anything!!! :S bleah. i was sooo desperate the i began choosing WEIRD stuff. LOL. <3

thanks to that SOMEONE and MELODIE for a great day! :) even though mel left earlyyyy... hope you had a GREAT rest! ;)

i miss YOU! ;)

<333

alright. my HAIR ESPECIALLY the 'FRINGE' is fu*king ugly.

hot hot! ;)

oh! the IRONY. lol.

yum yum! thanks qy! :)

and THAT is what i am working on now.
:)

oh boy. i miss my hair. :( and why does mel mel look so tireD?!?!?!

pics pics

ok. i was feeling kinda pissed off today. with no reason.well..not EXACTLY pissed off. more of a sad feeling. bleah. alrightie! at least pics cheer me up! :)

hmm.mel and qy came over yesterday! :) went swimming, but too bad we didnt take much pics. haha. should have taken a pic of QY in her swim cap, looking like a DUCK. HEH. ;) then went for dinner at siam kitchen at bugis. and then for restless. got home DAMN late. but..it is ok! :)

today was just heavenly :)
thanks.

just short of shopping.
haha.
MUACKS.i guess i am going to miss you when i am in us afterall.

ok. i am being UTTERLY random! and i love mELO! :) had so much fun with mel,qy and gab today at nydc. i love love love you guys! thanks so very mcuh mel and qy for always cheering me up when i am feeling down. hope these pics cheer MELO up! :))) even though so of them are like... UBER random. sorry! hehe. ;)

i am sorry if i let you down.
i am sorry for all the pain and hurt i caused.
i am sorry i cant give you the happiness you want.
i am sorry for even beginning at the start.

sorry.

havent really been updating loaads.
update!
i have officially moved to boon lay ie end of singapore.
haha. STILL cabbing home. hahah.

mon
selection test! then went for dinner at hv with blob and ian hwee. LOL! i am NOT a guy.
oh yeah! plus... ian hwee and samson woon wanted to get FREE samples from 711!!! free samples of THE rubber.
haha.
ok. i think blob is SO going to kill me. haha.
then cabbed home from there with blob! lol.

tues
pe. and i did PT!!! (but not like lily, of course!) *wink wink* heh.
pt was kinda fun! :) i love pt sessions! :)

weds
today was kinda slack. cause...i only had maths. lol. econs teacher wasnt here. did art. yay! :) i hope i can work FASTER!!! but i kinda like what i see! haha. shall take pics tmr! TRIED to study chinese. but i ended up eating with roy. haha. and then we ended up going to the library to laugh at ppl. LOL! too bad i have cramps today :( plus we had our contact time SHORTENED.by a LOT!. man.... why must i have chinese prelims AFTER school!? soo. we went cafe to slack. and then i had my prelims. bleah. i cant even remember most of it. lol.went to fish and co for dinner. too bad i have to wait for the swordfish collar. bleah. :( nvm. what i really want is SALMON. RAW SASHIMI PLEASE!

astro boy!
eh roy. HELL o. haha. ;)
qy!!! <3
MELBOLOBO.
WANKO!!!

my heart is numb and have no feeling
so why am i still here

I MISS YOU and YOu and YOU and YOU!

hehee.

ok. i have been rather erratic for the past week. but then again. maybe NOT.

HAH.

oh yeah. note to self: BUY YOUR AIR TICKET TO US BY TMR NIGHT!!!

there wasnt training today. so i studied with qy and mel. and i did my maths TUTORIAL! yay! then papa came to pick me up, and i went to serene. went cold storage to get olive bread. then went into da paolo to buy salmon wrapped with spinach pastry. yummy!okk. i am starting like that place! then mummy fetched me to delifrance to pick up tl's breadpudding. bleah. i cant believe i actually travelled all the way to jurong east entertainment centre JUST to buy three of those.but man,,,they dont come cheap! haha. even the saleslady was like.. "HUH? THREE???" and sooo..i left school at about 640. and i got home at like 840! :S sooo... it is like...BYE BYE WORK! lol. cause i wanna watch tv plus eat my dinner. bleah. crap. being sick sucks. cause i eat MORE! :( boo. and i cant eat SOOO many thingS! soo the breadpudding icecream was devoured by everyone else. hmm. actually... there was like one left. hurmph. ended up being THROWN away or something. hurmph.

well...this has been a REALLY weird week for me. and sometimes i think i should just move on. sigh.

okk. i just spent a super long time talking to esther on the phone. and i am soooo happy tht we catched up on SOOO many things! yay! plus now i have the whole soundtrack of 200 pound beauty! so cute! but i dunno why. i am feeling really erratic. :( i hate this. bleah.
see.like a moment, i would feel happy and the NEXT, i will feel really sad.

OOoo.thanks blob! :)

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be

Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay

shooting guys!~ blob is being RETARDED! :)

shooting girls!

lily and me ~ we love each other.

yay! i love ac shooting team! <333

sigh. i am starting to dislike coming home.
yes. i have officially MOVED to the end of singapore. omg. it is so freaking FAR! and SMALL.
sigh.
call me a spoilt brat or whatever, but i got to complain! cause i am sO not used to this.

sigh
and it doesnt help tht i have loadsa work and essays to complete. and i am ill. FREAK.