lol.it has been like ages since i even add anything in here...lol...am at home.. trying to do my art..and still not forgetting tht i am having chinese prelims tmr!!!and i am in this 'play' mood...all because i finally watched my second episode of one tree hill..i know. i am really outdated.lol

heehee.went major shopping today. bought stuff from zara, fox fashion and this quaint shop called 'the station'.my lil bro went overseas today for a school trip.to thailand.sigh.and he left without checking tht his comics are all returned.so it think my mum has to pay some fines.but my lil bro insisted tht he returned everything.but tht day i saw tht 2 comics are still in his possession.oh well.

	You've got a deep need to analyze and influence the people around you. You insist on excellence in all you do, and that's why you're always pushing people to use their talents, or competing with them to demonstrate how well you've developed your own. Your tough questions can sometimes scare people, but they really have no reason to be afraid. As long as they stay on your good side, you'll defend them to the end. But, when someone crosses you, they should be warned that they've chosen the fiercest enemy there is! Your instinctive ability to read people is an excellent diagnostic tool. Maybe that's why there are so many Scorpio doctors and surgeons. Criminal justice is another field that is well-suited to your sign. Your tremendous tenacity forces you to keep working on puzzles until you have them solved. No one would get away with breaking the law if you were on the case! You're strong and independent, but you cherish your relationships, too. You need people who admire your intelligence and focus, and who live up to your high standards of success.

* chariot - Gavin degraw

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
and seedless watermelon.
Ohhhh, nothing from the ground is good enough
Body rise,
Look what's over me

Oh Chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh Chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me give me your strength

Remember seeking moons rebirth
Rains made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
There is a living promised land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons filled my mind and covered me
Bring it back
More than a memory

You'll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup
It's pouring over the sides
You make me want to spread my arms and fly

Wellz,it is said that a friend loves at all times,and always protects,always trusts,always hopes,always perseveres...
Jiayou Esther!At least do your homework,it'll do you good...^_^

~Dawn

Pursue
By Ooi Tong Si

I am following the road’s insinuations
I am following the world of illusions
The sightings I see are filled with ominous ambition
Ever so dark and full of commotions
Now I see it.
Unprecedented in its scale and emotion.

just sent tyson dearie to the vet in the morning.he was quite reluctant to get into the car.and he was so scared when he saw me leave him there and the other doggies were all barking at him.hmmm.i miss him.oh.btw, do any of you wanna buy the hwa chong production tickets?if u wanna, give me a call/sms.at 9180 5927.it is $8 for the 20 th may and $9 for the 21st may. it is called 'cash on delivery'. the play is about the British social system and about this guy trying to get the free subsidy from the government by feigning ill. and he gets what he wants.the only problem is that the money kepts coming in.too much money.other then tht, his wife also thinks he has a gay relationship with his uncle.well.this play is written by a british...so if u want more info abt this, sms or call me...

Rottweilers accompanied the Roman Legions, herding their cattle and guarding their camps across the Alps. On the banks of the Neckar River in what is now southern Germany, was the origin of the town of Rottweil (named for the red tile roofs of the villas built by the Romans). The cattle trade flourished in Rottweil through the mid-1800s, as did the Rottweiler Metzgerhund (butcher dog), who drove the cattle to market and returned with the filled purses of their masters around their necks. As rail transportation became the primary means of bringing cattle to market, the dogs were used less frequently. By 1905, there was only one Rottweiler left in the town of Rottweil. The Rottweiler gained popularity as a police dog in the early 1900's. Several Clubs were formed, and in 1921 united as the Allgemeiner Deutscher Rottweiler Klub (ADRK). The first Rottweiler was admitted to the AKC Stud Book in 1931. The Rottweiler was a fairly uncommon dog in the United States through the 1970's, but the early 1980's began a meteoric rise in popularity. The Rottweiler is now the second most popular AKC breed since 1992.

One two three go! My baby don't mess around Because she loves me so And this I know fo shooo.. Uh, But does she really wanna But can't stand to see me Walk ou the dooo.. Don't try to fight the feelin' Because the thought alone is killing me right nooww.. Uh, thank god for mom and dad For sticking through together 'Cause we don't know hooowww... UH! [Chorus] Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. You think you've got it Ohh, you think you've go it But got it just don't get it Till' there's nothing at AaaaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaallllll.. We've been together Ohh, we've been together But seperate's always better when there's feelings InvooooooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOooooooOOOOOlved If what they say is ("Nothing is forever") Then what makes, Then what makes, Then what makes Then what makes, Then what makes LOOVVEEE? (Love exception) So why you, why you Why you, why you, why you are we so in denial When we are not happy heeeerrreeee... Y'all don't want me here you just wanna dance Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (Don't want to meet your daddy, OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just want you in my Caddy OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH, don't want to meet yo' mama OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just wan't to make you cumma OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (I'm, OHH OH I'm, OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (I'm just being honest OHH OH, I'm just being honest) Hey, alright now Alright now fealous, (YEAH!) Now what's cooler than bein' cool? (ICE COLD!) I can't hear ya' I say what's cooler than bein' cool? (ICE COLD!) whooo... Alright, alright, alright, alright Alright, alright, alright, alright Alright, alright, alright, alright Alright, alright, alright, Ok now ladies, (YEAH!) And we gon' break this back down in just a few seconds Now don't have me break this thang down for nothin' Now I wanna see y'all on y'all baddest behavior Gimme some suga', I am your neighbor ahh here we go! Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it (OHH OH) Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (OHH OH) Shke it, shake it like a Poloroid Picture, shake it, shake it Shh you got to, shake it, shh shake it, shake it, got to shake it (Shake it Suga') shake it like a Poloroid Picture "Shake it" Now while Beyonc้ and Lucy Lui And baby dogs, get on the floor (Get on the floor) You know what to dooo.. Yooooouuu.. know I do Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh oh, Hey Ya) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh, uh, OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)

lol.am super alert now.all due to the coffee bun i unwittedly pushed in down my throat.SHAKE IT LIKE A POLOROID .lol.haha.am feeling all weird.had a headache the whole day and felt like sleeping.and still wanna sleep but.there is a slight problem.anywayz.esther is like to TOOT.nah.just joking.:) cause she does not wanna do her homework.heehee.i know.i am sounding like her mother or something.am getting all naggy and stuff.well.this is me.and to answer you dawnie, HOLLER!

*dances about and singing*...

"Let me hear you say, this **** is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

this **** is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

Again, this **** is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

This **** is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S..."


haha,ok...even though this is not a very edifying song(holla back girl)...I like the rhythm.I like that part,its cute!
And i know Tongsi hates this song...

~Dawn

This school reminds me of the movie Mean girls...
at first I thought it was only a particular group of peeps that are THAT extreme-ish similar to the 'plastics' in school...sure there'll be backstabbing time and again,but I never expected a thick multitude of lies and stabbed backs to be uncovered on your regular group of regular people.
Haiz,but can't be helped if people find it more satisfying to speak behind other people's backs rather than facing up to it.And twisting and turning of stories...oh well.Izit juz this school?Or juz some particular people?Or are all girls like that?I find guys alot more direct and less twofaced.But it can't be,coz I'd never stopp that low...and neither will some people.

"Watch your back",says the blub of Mean Girls...
Oh,but don't worry about me...I'm perfectly harmless...^_^
I would never stab another human being...
Hey,I don't even have the heart to squash an insect!
Lol...
Me and my compassion for animals..

~Dawn

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Indifference is the strongest force in the universe.
It makes everything it touches meaningless.
Love and hate don't stand a chance against it.

The Snow Queen


hahaha.i blocked her. and she wants to find her foe to be outstretched under a tree.hahaha.i have decided to let it go.i will not allow this grudge to ruin me, to bleed me dry. i have decided to pull out that knife and go for an operation.lol.well.but i will not talk to her unless required to do so.by doing this, it does not mean tht my wrath did not end.it just means that i do not consider him my friend.*Alty is so weird and she kept calling me mean.well.what do u expect.i wrath did end.and i will not allow it to destroy me.i know he still wants revenge to statisfy oneself but that is just what is gonna ruin him.

haha.i know.i can be a bit blur.but apparently, i unwittedly hit the 'post' button when i was typing the post halfway.well lucky for me cause the extra stuff was not supposed to be posted on.sigh.heehee.well.am having free period now cause mr yeo is not in school today because he is off serving the country.and recess is next.however i want to go home to the extend tht i do not even want to have that period.

hahahahaha.everything i typed is GONE! nvm. but i cannot remember what i typed. the time i spent the past hour is down the drain.nvm.xcoz the light i s gone.figuritively.nvm.just that all my feelings has been flushed down.all the rantings and my deepesat most thoughts are gone!NVM.

http://www.hwachong.edu.sg/newsEvents/jcdsa/index.htm
hmm.am feeling a bit stressed out.i did not know tht it is gonna be so soon.have to send out the applications soon!!!and get my resume!!!and i just realise tht under the achievements area.it is gonna be quite blank.ohoh.and *hazel is extremely weird and she seems like she is not feeling any anger!!!such a weird girl. and *esther is so angry.filled with negative emotions and being all so angry.and plotting and plotting and plotting.and it scares me sometimes.well.am doing some quizzes, hoping to destress.

what color rose does you soul have?

Your Results:The red roseyous is the red rose you have love for many and think there might be a god but your not yet sure you cant stand to know that people you love are hurtting because it hurts you also so you try to make them happy in any way you can

Hey ya Tongsi!
haha,yeah....I like your blog too..
I'm typing this in the computer lab,with Charis...
While you guys are having Amaths tests..
muahahahaha....
I never regreted dropping Amaths...^_^

yippee!!!have a new cool funky hip and RAWKIN' blog skin.:P and i have to now figure out how to work the stuff out.lol.hmm.am still not planning to talk to the girl who sits next to dawnie.well g2g eat my recess.extremely imp period of the day:)

well...from dots to pink and beautiful ans then back to dots...well....hmm...was in an extremely brain dead mood today...was practically laying sprawled on the floor...(due to overusage of brain cells)...and too much laughing went on with me...and i have no reason why...but...(yes...there is always a BUT)...i feel so..melancholy...i mean i wanna go to the IB program...i mean...i seems totally rad..and cool...AND...the elite...yeah...tht is why to enter i have to get like...6 to 8 points...sigh...have to work a lot harder...hmmmmm.and the girl whom i am currently and maybe forever not gonna talk to is extremely DOT DOT DOT.sigh.nvm.ps . i love colourful and hot pink dots...well g2g do my geog thingy...:P

lol...just wrote a poem...must edit first..:P...am in one of those moods...:(

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??" - Results:
i am feeling extremely confused and angry...not hurt...she was not THAT close to me yet...but sigh...i now know the meaning of blood boiling...haha...

"What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)" - Results:

You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're confident, independent, outgoing, and love attention. You might become a star one day. All the girls like to follow in your foot steps because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't care about anything. You make the rules, never follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy. That could be bad. But keep the attitude. That's what makes you, you. hahaha...very funny...lol...btw, this quiz is from quizilla.com...lol

Moonlight
You have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery. Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what you think. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw a person's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words to describe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.

lol...did this quiz about "what kind of eyes do you have"...hmmm...very weird...heehee...dawnie dearie did this test too...and she is eden...can check it out at her blogger...:Pand a note to dawnie...please keep you letter size on my blog at tiny or small...i don't mind the colour red..(even though it messes up the colour scheme..)heehee...sigh...am thinking about founders day dinner...am partially excited and partially...er...how do i put it this way...er...bored about it...don't get me wrong...yeah it is exciting and all..but the fun part is preparing FOR it...not at it...it is so fun thinking and choosing what am i wearing, my nails, my toes, my shoes, what accessories etc...yeah...OH... and what hairstyle...i bet it is gonna be so fun just preparing with my galfriends...(yeahyeah:qing.jas,charis, dawnie,ria,estheretc...)...heehee...i am so gonna fail this chem test!!!i shall not put anything up about it just in case some one who read this has not taken the test...;)heehee...well...gonna do my CSI project now...:)

Haha,pardon my blurness....I didn't know we were able to invite others to publish in our blogs.Till Tongsi sent me an email inviting me...=)
I'm in the library now,freezing my fingers off and typing away in on the keyboard.Its Chemistry period now,but I don't take Chem,or Additional Maths...coz I refused to take them.I guess,since its rightfully Tongsi's blog,I shall keep my usual rambling thoughts and feelings to myself and restrict to only school related stuff.
Hm,yesterday our principal called out an emergency meeting for all Sec 4s.Apparently,the Ministry of Education have decided to go back to the former system,and count our Prelimary Exams on our entry to JC or polytechnics.I know Tongsi's intending to go to a JC,and I have confidence in her that she definately will without trouble(You can do it Tongsi!)..coz she's hardworking...and posesses the brains to do so...
But it brings to mind those who are intending to go to a junior college but the prelims may be alittle difficult for them to get in.I guess I should be worrying about myself to,as I don't think I can even get into the course I want for poly with my impending prelim results.But I've learnt to become more concerned for others,instead of being selfcentered and worrying about me,myself and I all the time.They've got to work really hard...I've heard the prelims tend to be more difficult than the O level papers...
Honestly,I WAS nervous...and racked with anxiety when our principal broke the news to us...
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I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you and watch over you.

Psalm 32:8

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However,we must remind our selfs to keep our focus on Him.I was reminded that I seemed to be praying desperately for strength,and wisdom in the current circumstances...

And I will continue on to pray,to pray for wisdom and peace beyond understanding..

-www.individualistically-different.blogspot.com

Dulce Et Decorum Est

Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,
Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,
Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of disappointed shells that dropped behind.

GAS! Gas! Quick, boys!-- An ecstasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
And floundering like a man in fire or lime.--
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.

In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.

If in some smothering dreams you too could pace
Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,--
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie: Dulce et decorum est
Pro patria mori.

lalalala..heehee like tiny tiny words...:P sigh am feeling so restless and hot...the air is so humid and i just wanna lie on my bed and just watch tv...sigh...stupid tyson...he kepts biting tong li...he is driving me NUTS!!!but on the other hand, he is a smart dog...i found his choker chain buried in one of his hiding place after like...3 mths...and he is really cheeky..like when i hug him, he bites my hair...sigh,but he is really a sweet dog once he is trained properly...he bit and growled at uncle lee yesterday...so scary...am going to buy a muffler for him as he spoilt the one and only existing one in the house...sigh...he is draining my money...am going broke because of him...sigh...my lil baby...

just read dawnie's bloggg...very sweet...ok...but she does not like to be known as cute/sweet...::...and ria's sitting next to moi now...am a teenie weenie bit disppointed...about my english...and bioloy test...but well...i knew about the bio test...but for english...?sigh...i feel that ria is an extremely religious person...she scolded me yesterday for saying that we all have "a demon" in us...what i meant is that we all have a dark side...then she scolded me...:(...oh welll....not the first time.she has scolded me loadsa times for saying something which i think she thinks in ...sigh...::...she just broke my chain of thoughts..."critiria""bacteria"...what's the diff?still "....ria"...lol...anyway..i think that she thinks that a lot of things which i have said is extremely offensive...but...sigh...this is how i was brought up...i dunno...maybe i am not 'fated' to become a christian of something...i reallly don't know...am feeling exceptionally confused and haggard today...

"Rumors" "Saturday steppin' into the clubAnd it makes me wanna tell the DJ Turn It UpI feel the energy all aroundAnd my body can't stop moving to the soundBut I can tell that you're watching meAnd you're probably gonna write what you didn't seeWell I just need a little space to breatheCan you please respect my privacy[BRIDGE:]Why can't you just let me Do the things I wanna doI just wanna be me I don't understand whyWould you wanna bring me downI'm only having funI'm gonna live my lifeLike I wanna do[CHORUS:]I'm tired of rumors startingI'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lyingSaying what they want about meWhy can't they back up off meWhy can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my wayTake this for just what it isHere we are back up in the clubPeople taking picturesDon't you think they get enoughI just wanna be all over the floorAnd throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)I've gotta say respectfullyI would like it if you take the cameras off of me'Cause I just want a little room to breatheCan you please respect my privacy[BRIDGE:]Why can't you just let me Do the things I wanna doI just wanna be meI don't understand whyWould you wanna bring me downI'm only having funI'm gonna live my lifeLike I wanna do [CHORUS:]I'm tired of rumors startingI'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lyingSaying what they want about meWhy can't they back up off meWhy can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my wayTake this for just what it isI just need to free my mind (my mind)Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)I'm tired of rumors (rumors)Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)What they (follow) meWhy can't they (they they they-they-they) let me liveTake this for just what it is[CHORUS:]I'm tired of rumors startingI'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lyingSaying what they want about meWhy can't they back up off meWhy can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my wayTake this for just what it isI'm tired of rumors startingI'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lyingSaying what they want about meWhy can't they back up off mewhy can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my wayTake this for just what it is " superficial???i live in a superficial world.everything is about looks. i actually had a friend who made friends cause they are pretty...not naming any names. or pointing any fingers. it is just an example...life...sometimes i wonder about life. thinking abt the meaning of life...christians say that i am here cause He has a purpose for me...to redeem the others...i am neither here nor there. i grew up in a buddhist family.from young i wore amulets.but i went to all christian schools. in kindergarden i remember during nap thime, my teacher would check daily if i was still wearing it...it is not my fault...she made it seem like my fault... i i feel torn in between...anyway, abt the superficial society, i feel as if i NEED to fit in, to be in THE society,,,i have no idea why...i guess i AM superficial...the dog eat dog world...spreading rumours abt ppl...plain mean...i was like tht once...sigh....i guess i have out grown tht stage. i mean i still like to gossip and all...but i do not start rumours abt ppl anymore...i think i have changed for the better...

sigh...am having spots on my feet and my toes are very itchy...itchitchitch....scratchscratchscratch...sigh...younger sis is very irritating...picked up the line when i was on the phone and continues listneing...now she is telling my mum about what i yaked about with esther...haha...speaking of whom, she is a real victim...lol...shall not embarrass her...g2g....feet too itchy and have to do chem notes...stupid electrolysis....can not really grasp the concept of it...many things happened on sat...sigh...maybe i am reading too much into what tht person said...sigh..ok...:)g2g..and esther,,,i am really disappointed with you...was supposed to be online since 6.30...and you are still not online...haha....oh well...but gotta go now....and i think you are getting online..so...BYE!!!:P