Haha,pardon my blurness....I didn't know we were able to invite others to publish in our blogs.Till Tongsi sent me an email inviting me...=)
I'm in the library now,freezing my fingers off and typing away in on the keyboard.Its Chemistry period now,but I don't take Chem,or Additional Maths...coz I refused to take them.I guess,since its rightfully Tongsi's blog,I shall keep my usual rambling thoughts and feelings to myself and restrict to only school related stuff.
Hm,yesterday our principal called out an emergency meeting for all Sec 4s.Apparently,the Ministry of Education have decided to go back to the former system,and count our Prelimary Exams on our entry to JC or polytechnics.I know Tongsi's intending to go to a JC,and I have confidence in her that she definately will without trouble(You can do it Tongsi!)..coz she's hardworking...and posesses the brains to do so...
But it brings to mind those who are intending to go to a junior college but the prelims may be alittle difficult for them to get in.I guess I should be worrying about myself to,as I don't think I can even get into the course I want for poly with my impending prelim results.But I've learnt to become more concerned for others,instead of being selfcentered and worrying about me,myself and I all the time.They've got to work really hard...I've heard the prelims tend to be more difficult than the O level papers...
Honestly,I WAS nervous...and racked with anxiety when our principal broke the news to us...
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I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you and watch over you.

Psalm 32:8

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However,we must remind our selfs to keep our focus on Him.I was reminded that I seemed to be praying desperately for strength,and wisdom in the current circumstances...

And I will continue on to pray,to pray for wisdom and peace beyond understanding..

-www.individualistically-different.blogspot.com

Dulce Et Decorum Est

Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,
Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,
Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of disappointed shells that dropped behind.

GAS! Gas! Quick, boys!-- An ecstasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
And floundering like a man in fire or lime.--
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.

In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.

If in some smothering dreams you too could pace
Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,--
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie: Dulce et decorum est
Pro patria mori.

lalalala..heehee like tiny tiny words...:P sigh am feeling so restless and hot...the air is so humid and i just wanna lie on my bed and just watch tv...sigh...stupid tyson...he kepts biting tong li...he is driving me NUTS!!!but on the other hand, he is a smart dog...i found his choker chain buried in one of his hiding place after like...3 mths...and he is really cheeky..like when i hug him, he bites my hair...sigh,but he is really a sweet dog once he is trained properly...he bit and growled at uncle lee yesterday...so scary...am going to buy a muffler for him as he spoilt the one and only existing one in the house...sigh...he is draining my money...am going broke because of him...sigh...my lil baby...

just read dawnie's bloggg...very sweet...ok...but she does not like to be known as cute/sweet...::...and ria's sitting next to moi now...am a teenie weenie bit disppointed...about my english...and bioloy test...but well...i knew about the bio test...but for english...?sigh...i feel that ria is an extremely religious person...she scolded me yesterday for saying that we all have "a demon" in us...what i meant is that we all have a dark side...then she scolded me...:(...oh welll....not the first time.she has scolded me loadsa times for saying something which i think she thinks in ...sigh...::...she just broke my chain of thoughts..."critiria""bacteria"...what's the diff?still "....ria"...lol...anyway..i think that she thinks that a lot of things which i have said is extremely offensive...but...sigh...this is how i was brought up...i dunno...maybe i am not 'fated' to become a christian of something...i reallly don't know...am feeling exceptionally confused and haggard today...

"Rumors" "Saturday steppin' into the clubAnd it makes me wanna tell the DJ Turn It UpI feel the energy all aroundAnd my body can't stop moving to the soundBut I can tell that you're watching meAnd you're probably gonna write what you didn't seeWell I just need a little space to breatheCan you please respect my privacy[BRIDGE:]Why can't you just let me Do the things I wanna doI just wanna be me I don't understand whyWould you wanna bring me downI'm only having funI'm gonna live my lifeLike I wanna do[CHORUS:]I'm tired of rumors startingI'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lyingSaying what they want about meWhy can't they back up off meWhy can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my wayTake this for just what it isHere we are back up in the clubPeople taking picturesDon't you think they get enoughI just wanna be all over the floorAnd throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)I've gotta say respectfullyI would like it if you take the cameras off of me'Cause I just want a little room to breatheCan you please respect my privacy[BRIDGE:]Why can't you just let me Do the things I wanna doI just wanna be meI don't understand whyWould you wanna bring me downI'm only having funI'm gonna live my lifeLike I wanna do [CHORUS:]I'm tired of rumors startingI'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lyingSaying what they want about meWhy can't they back up off meWhy can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my wayTake this for just what it isI just need to free my mind (my mind)Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)I'm tired of rumors (rumors)Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)What they (follow) meWhy can't they (they they they-they-they) let me liveTake this for just what it is[CHORUS:]I'm tired of rumors startingI'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lyingSaying what they want about meWhy can't they back up off meWhy can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my wayTake this for just what it isI'm tired of rumors startingI'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lyingSaying what they want about meWhy can't they back up off mewhy can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my wayTake this for just what it is " superficial???i live in a superficial world.everything is about looks. i actually had a friend who made friends cause they are pretty...not naming any names. or pointing any fingers. it is just an example...life...sometimes i wonder about life. thinking abt the meaning of life...christians say that i am here cause He has a purpose for me...to redeem the others...i am neither here nor there. i grew up in a buddhist family.from young i wore amulets.but i went to all christian schools. in kindergarden i remember during nap thime, my teacher would check daily if i was still wearing it...it is not my fault...she made it seem like my fault... i i feel torn in between...anyway, abt the superficial society, i feel as if i NEED to fit in, to be in THE society,,,i have no idea why...i guess i AM superficial...the dog eat dog world...spreading rumours abt ppl...plain mean...i was like tht once...sigh....i guess i have out grown tht stage. i mean i still like to gossip and all...but i do not start rumours abt ppl anymore...i think i have changed for the better...