okkk...yesterday was kinda fun...hahaha.i hope so.or i rather think so...haha.well...err..was supposed to go for vaunt yesterday...but..due to the RENTS...hahaha.i gotta compromise...so instead i went to orchard...hahaha.went to hyatt ...and ran out.haha.and then went back in again..cause it was too warm outside..hahaha.oookk..but i am want to be there...but i dont wanna be there..haha.okkk...contradicting.i am like a coward.sometimes i just dont dare face it.hahaha.well...kinda went shopping today..hahaha.OH YEAH!!! MONDAY was like super fun with piggy!!! hahaha.started shopping at like eleven in the morning..and she went home at like six..hahahaa.bought shirts, swim wear, undies..haha very cute ones...haha.and she went like MAD!!! hahaha.bought like shoes.undies.swim wear.tops..haha.we went trying on like shorts..and stuff.and URGH.i look hideous in them...sighh..i have sucky legs...haha. -.-" okk.shall not grumble on and on and on about body proportions..haha.cause it cant be changed...unless i go for plastic surgery or something..hahaha.had loadsa fun with piggy!! but we did not make our shopping stop at like our normal places like zara..and scotts...hahaha.the nice yogurt place!! haha.so weird..hahahaha.NVM!!! we ARE weird.hahaha.the loonies.and the retards.hahaha;) OMG!!! today was kinda awkward at training today..hahaha.like do i want a hug or a kiss... -.-"""""" *puke ____ is sooooo not my type...hahaha.mg gals have standards. ;) haha.ooo..went shopping today too!!! OMG!!! the stupid sale!!! sigh..have to like go with the rents..hahahaha...and see them spend instead of me..hahahaha.OHH!!! cant wait for next week!!! going on a camp with piggy for FOUR WHOLE DAYS!!! hahahaha.hehehehehe.so fun!!! :) even though i would miss ____ ...it is okk..haha.cause...____ and i have to get used to it..haha.will miss ___ too.hahah.and ____.and ____.hahaha. ;)oooo..and will miss like allll the trainings..haha.which is gonna be a lot.hahaha.not my fault.haha.and cant wait for like class outing!! hahaha.
OH YEAH!!! 4B1 CLASS OUTING!!! ON THE 12 th JUNE!!! place is yet to be confirmed!!! either east coast or sentosa ;)

ooo.should like sleep earlier today...haha.nutty ppl wanna meet up tmr at 7.15 at yishun mrt!!! hahaha.and where do i live...hahaha.haha.sighh..have to wake up at like errr...hahaha.earlier than on a normal school day.hahahaha. <3

A SUNDAY.

intensive shopping today...haha.but not for me!!! haha.my dad went a LITTLE crazy at orchard today..hahaha.and i was his ermm..shopping bag holder.haha...nvm...i DID actually get something..haha.got a guess top..haha.it is MYYY turn tmr!!! hahaha.going out with piggy.cant wait!! haha.have not really spent loadsa time with her...sooo..haha.it is the company that matters. ;) ooooo...OH MY GOSH!!! haha.okk.i still am a little suspicious about piggy and cookies..haha.hope tht they are not crapping IT up..haha.okk.ooohh yeahh.haha.met mrs nat lim today.hahaha.she looks really really really tired.haha.pooor gal...

sooo..COOKIES : if you are reading this...if you need any help..just tell me kk? :D
yes..i am in a little shock here you PTI!!! haha.or rather..EX-PTI.hahaha... :)

and piggyy..!!! I CANT WAIT TOO!!! to spend FOUR WHOLE days with YOU going NUTS!!! hahaha.and let us talk CRAP.hahaha.shall show you my french accent and try to piss you off.MUUUAAA HAHAHAHA*VERY evil laugh*
i miss you a lot...but sometimes..i just feel like punching you. :(
OMG!!! this girl just sent me a smile on friendster..and i am kinda shocked ..cause..i dont remember knowing a natalie my age other then one natalie tan...then i was like thinking and thinking..and i REMEMBERED!!! OMG!!! she is like one of my GFs since kindergarten lahhhhh.alll the way to MG!!! OMG!!! and i FORGOT THAT SHE LIKES THE NAME NATALIE!!!!! awww...i miss her!!! eunice !!! haha.oooo...haha.MUST meet up with her during the hols!!! I DONT CARE!!! haha.sigh.i hope i really do so!!! shall go try arrange with THE clara.hahahaa.

had a marvy time talking to piggy and amos..haha.really funky...haha.make me laugh all the time.they wont fail to make me laugh when i am feeling down..sooo THANKS YOU GUYS!!! haha.and...I am still in shock.hahaha. ;) man..i should like really start studying!!! should stop slacking!!! TERMS ARE COMING!!! URGH!!!

miss you guys!!! <3>

mood just now: :) mood now: :( sigh.whatever.shall just try to stop it.
riigghhtt.i have given in to bribery. :( okkk.
whatever. i shall just go try sign up for CIP...so can earn CIP hours.and just get all tied up.and busy.haha.or even more busy than i already am.it is like all the cons are pouring in now.and it just is plain sucky.sigh.whateva.shall just ...sigh.nvm.shall think happy thoughts...

BROKEN HEARTS

hahaha.was super high after love mg...love mg rocks!!! haha.had such a great time there!!! haha.but now i am feeling kinda down...i dunno...sighh..okk.yeah.i do know..but ...nvm...sigh. -.- haha.riigghhtt.adding on...cookies is also feeling like really sad...aiyeah...hahaha.okkk.haha.ponned school today...was planning to sleep in...but...i have NO IDEA why..i woke up like ten minutes after the time i normally wake up...hahaha.sooo i accompanied mummy, and fetched TL to school today!!! hahaha.it is kinda weird and all seeing mg in a morning sun now..hahaha.like the good old days...hahaha.the only problem is that i was wearing like my 2t sweater and shorts.hahaha.awww..THE mg UNIFORM!!! hahaha.okkk..i have no idea where mine went.hahaha.wwwaaahhhhh...i miss mg loads.like i did not know that there was a new pastor and all... :( awww..but it is ok...now i know.haha..ooo..at love mg today....she talked about how we live a world of broken hearts...which also indicates that we all HAVE living hearts.to feel pain.to feel hurt.feel joy.feel sadness. and it is statistically proven that one in four people have experienced or are experiencing or will experience depression...yeahhh.sooo YOU are not alone.hahaha.or rather..i am not alone...riigghhtt..okkk.yeahh... A WORLD OF BROKEN HEARTS. oooo..then we just hung about..until like 10.45..was supposed to go for supper!!! but...hmm..mummy said to go home..soooo i did..haha.being such a good girl..hahaha.and then i was walking..and i saw my bus ZOOOOM pass.hahahaa.and had to wait for like twenty minutes.hahaha...oooo..and at love mg..got to seee soooo many ppl!!! hahaha.like angie.daph..haha.have not seen them in like ages..!!! ahhh!!!ooo..and walking down the hill with qi reminded me of england.hahaha.and all the times we spend in england..and her having her ulcers..and the rest of us forcing her to eat oranges..and like stealing Jessica's oranges.hahaha..awwww..miss the days spent at lake district...with the strong wind..and the nice sky..and the trees..and the nature hike..okk.hahaha.i should not go to that topic..if not i cant sleep tonight...hahahaha.ooo.and got to spend time with adele!!! FINALLY!!!:)
hehehe.okkk...i look kinda toot.hahahahaa.

ooo..and i met up with piggy today at orchard...hahahahaha.she is still looking soooo weird with her tan..am still not used to her BLACK look.haha.like so weird to see her so tan..haha.oooo..and seeing her tan reminds me of us needing to go to the beach...with new swimsuits..hahaha.and like new sunnies...OOOOoooo yeahh..shall go get new sunnies too!! hahaha.ooo. sunnies remind me of elise..and she is like in aussie now...it is going to be another looooong time before i see her again...awww...man...nvm.next time she gets here...shall go partying + shopping with her.hahaha.so fun!!! CANT WAIT FOR 4B1 class partyyy!!! hahaha.and for all my upcoming shopping trips.hahahaha.YEA!!! SHOPPING!!! hehehehehe.*evil laugh* hahah.riigghhtt.nvm. oooo yeah.it is kinda difficult planning the class party..with all the conflicting dates and everything...hmm..sooo far.. the third week is the best.but angel and cyn cant make it...hmmm...well...err..ms tan and mr yeo actually suggested third week..do i really have to sacrifice ppl!?!?!awwww..i dont wanna!!! :( so sad!!! ahhh..shit.have no idea what to do with it lahh...hmmm..ooo yeah.met abby today too.and she too recommended third week since it is the week everyone.(well.ALMOST everyone) is free.sooo..hmm..i think it is around the third week.. :) ooo.yeah.happy third month.haha.and 49 mins.hahaha. miss ya ALLLL!!! :( so sad... <3>

lalala.okk.am feeling kinda sad yet high now.haha.okk.this is like super weird.haha. cause it seems almost impossible to feel that way...but am sad that piggy cant make it!!! AHHH!!!! shit.so sad... :( boohoo. hmmm..okkk.

today was kinda a short day...had chinese listening comprehension in the morning.and like the normal timetable...AND...haha.AD2 was scheduled to go to kallang to support the tennis match.sooo..school ended at like 1.10...but no diff.cause i end school at like 2.30...haha.but had fun at kallang.even though it is really sad watching some matches.. :( my heart like went out to the players..seeing them get so disappointed and sad.awwww...and this roy ahh..soooo piggish.haha.he ate like THREE icecreams!!! THAT PIG!!! haha.accompanied him to buy the first one.then was watching the match.and then i turned my head..and i saw him eating a different ice cream..and then i went to buy one too.and he bought another one.hahahaha.piggggg.ooo.then a few of us went to KFC to eat.kinda fun...with all the weird topics popping up.hahahaha.okkkk.emphasize on WEIRD.hahaha.
hmm.cant WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!! ahhh.am in real need of shopping therapy!!! ahhh..okk.shall make a shopping list...hahahah

• new bag (for school) the strap of my CK one is like gonna snap.
• new swim suit!!! yeah!!! haha.okk.the one i bought with piggy like last year is admittedly kinda weird.haha
• new top --> need new clothes basically.haha
• new pair of shoes.
  
• new slippers
• new pencil box
• new nail polish colours...haha.have to get one like SUPER shocking .hahah.like glam and funkyyy.hahaha.okk.am like having an obsession.haha
• thick hair band
• sigh.this list can like go on and on...shall like stop here.haha.if not ppl can see my REAL shopping capacity.haha. ;)
  

shall go off now.cause someone i miss a lot is such a bugger. ;) and i have deleted something.cause you are such a toot. ;)

haha.this is a pic of MY DEARIE!!! LOVE HIM TO BITS!!! haha.MY rottweiler.hahahaha.okk.yes.he can be scary...but he is MYYYY POOOKKIIEEEEKIINNSSS!!!
haha.awwww...look how cute he is!!! haha.he is like looking at the piece of doggie biscuit i was holding when i tool this pic.smart right?!?! haha.ooo..but as you can see the leg of the chair..in the background...my dearie destroyed ALL of my mum's precious furniture...and she was not too happy about it...tsk tsk.well..at least..now he does not really do that anymore...i hope.haha.at least he does not do it in front of me.hahaha.seeee..told ya he was smart. my dearie poookkiiieeeekinsss!!! :D haha.he shall live and grow with me allll the way till i am at least 28 years old.hahaha. okkk..all these are like SUPER random.hahahaha.

today...my muscles are aching like mad!!! haha.due to pft yesterday.and i had training in the morning.ahhh...my shoulders, and arms ache like hell.did weights.hahaha.and my leg muscles too!!! haha.cause...qinwen and i were like bored in the morning waiting for everyone to arrive...sooo..we went to cycle on the machine.and did the HARDEST COURSES!!! like going upppp and ddooowwnnn slopes with rEALLY steep gradients!!! haha.and all the calories burnt was like 30 + haha.so toot.hahaha.and that was before training...haha.can you imagine after training...haha

man...am feeling damn stressed about JC life...mum keeps talking to me about my As and what results i want etc.and what course to take in uni.and WHICH uni i wanna go to...sighh..oh yeah.should go offline alreadyyy...to studyyy..

ooooo...have not been blogging.but...hahahaha.loadsa things have happened in the past few days...haha.today was like a super hectic day...haha.like went to school.did pft five item.as usual.i got like a freaking c for s&r.and a b for SBJ.haha.so toot...i cant like reach my toes for nuts.haha.oh yeah.school passed quite fast today.sigh.in the morning.everyone (or at least me) was feeling damn sad.about the sucky season on a whole.so ...like ...my heart goes out to the sports ppl.nvm!!! the school feels your pain!!! ohh yeahh..haha.was supposed to blog about the fact that there are THREE BLURRIES in AD2.hahahahaJOSHUA.MARUCS.GERM Q.hahahaha.sooo funny.they went to watch a movie (poseidon) and were late.then they actually walked into the wrong hall which was also showing poseidon..and they sat through the whole movie. wondering why they missed the first part.and then they realised that they were sitting in the wrong hall after watching the WHOLE movie.which was like half an hour after they arrived.HAHAHA.funny...so blur!!! and so cute!!!haha.
yeahh.haha.today.i went back to MG!!!:D so happy!!! saw ms tan.mr yeo.mrs chan.mrs raj.mr tay.etc.HAHAHA.okk.bought a carrot cheescake for them hahaha.and i spent like aLLLL my money taking cabs here and there and buying the cake.oops.hmmm.my bad.tsk tsk.i should save up...haha.oh yeah.piggy was supposed to like meet me at like TWO!!! and she came at like THREE!!! and obviously...the teachers LEFT already!!! haha.so we just walked around a bit.and to go BUY THE UNIQUE snacks of MG.hahaha.piggy bought THE PIZZA, BOTTLED 100-plus, HELLO PANDA, THE cuttlefish.hahahaha.and she like INHALED IT !!! haha.miss seeing her inhale her food.hahahaha.and i bought the REALLY unique WHEELs.hahaha.and guava juice.hahaha.yummy!!!then we walked out..and we shared piggy's err..REALLY small umbrello.and walked down the hill.haha.my whole back and BAG was WET!!! haha.then i cabbed back to ac.then i SAW MY DEBBY WEBBY DEBORAH!!! she was in her ACS (i) uniform.hahahaha.which was kinda funny.hahaha.then i went for art outing.hahaha.super fun!!! funniest thing is that jo, eugene and i think that the best part of the whole SAM was the section that was out of our syllabus-- fantasy and manga.like REALLY COOL! haha.
hahaha.oh yeah.eugene said tht i do not sound singaporean!!! WHY!??!?! I DOOOO!!! hurmph.and that i dont look singaporean...which i DOOO!!! hurmph.just because i have a natural TAN.does not mean that i dont look singaporean.hurmph. then i RUSHED home to take a bath..seeing that i got caught in the rain on the way back from MG.and my shoes and socks were like SOAKED.sooo..i was like late for Passion AC.haha.

PASSION AC WAS LIKE SOOOO FUN!!!had a BLAST!!! saw RIA POOOKIEEEE!!! haha.my dearie!!! haha.miss RIA KU LOADS!!!:D my sitting partner.and the person who always try to clear my doubts about God. thanks for everything ria!!! :D my dearie!!! haha.hmmm.miss such a worship session!!! SOOO...i AM SOOO GOING FOR LOVE MG!!! haha.next friday!!! SO FUN!!! and it is good time spent ;) haha.sooo i shall persuade my dear esther to go with me!!! haha.adele welly is going too. :D too bad ria cant go.awwww.

oh yeah.g2g sleep...got PT tmr morning.hahaha.night!!!

MISS YA LOADS ESTHER, PIGGY, RIA. love ya to bits. MUACKS <3
thanks pearleen for your encouraging words and sweetness!!! :D really appreciated them!!! :D thanks!!!

and to YOU.well done on your match kk?haha.told you not to worry so much.hahahaha.miss ya. ;)

okkk...i had a little trouble talking and eating today...due to my swelling gums.haha.hmmm..some ppl said that it was due to my wisdom tooth.lol.hurts real bad lah.sooo i took like four panadol extra today.sigh.i am like getting freaking nightmares even though i thought it was ok already.
not good at all.sigh.and then i just remembered all the details of the talk i had with piggy.and sometimes i feel that i should do what she suggested.but the other side says no.sigh.this is called internal conflict.haha.sucks majorly.bleah.i wish i could take like painkillers for this too.sigh.sigh.sigh.i just wanna cryyyyyyyyy.bleah.
MISSing piggy loads.well.tmr is a hol.haha.but it still doesn't make things all that better. :( this is bad.a holiday does not make tongs happy...REALLY bad.

from the bottom of my broken heart.
there is something i really need to know.


okkk..was talking to piggy about some stuff like my thoughts and feelings...haha.okkk.nvm.shall not think about it.i shall not think about it. :D

ooo..today went by really fast.like a blur.hahaha.mummy arranged a family gathering at our house today...haha.and i am guilty to say that i did not help much with the preparations... :( cause...i went to the library to meet PIGGY!!! LOVE YA ZHUQING!!! update me often!!! hahahaha. i love ya too bits!!! heehee.it is really GREAT like talking to you ...FACE TO FACE...and i miss hearing your moans and groans.sooo..it is ok moaning and groaning about stuff!!! it is myyyy pleasure..haha.cause i would be laughing at you.heehee.which you would be doing too..haha.to me.hehe.and thanks for inviting me to your church stuff!!! REALLY APPRECIATED!!!hahaha.and your display pic of us is like really pornstar quality..haha.like a c or d grade porn star...haha.i told you to burn that neoprint.hahaha.missing you loads. :Dwe shall gatecrash stuff in MG.i DONT CARE!!! EVEN IF I HAVE TO PON!!! hahahaha.missing ms tan.mr yeo.haha.hmm..CANT WAIT FOR CLASS PARTTYYY!!!haha.and the pic (with deb in the middle) i found with you that is the closest to visible is like this only...sooo next time must take mOre pics kk?? haha.and neoprints!!!

oh yeAh..the gathering.haha.hmm...everyone (esp my mummy) is like getting kinda excited with karen's wedding.haha.even though it is like in dec.hahaha.mummy propsed her idea of customising clothes with the same fabric..and yiyi gave her a very WEIRD look.haha.hmm..i think i shall just take the money and buy a nice dress plus shoes plus bag or something.hahaha.nvm.too early to think...if not like founders day dress... ended up buying like a few.hahahaha.the result of buying tooooo early.haha.and kelly and TW is like planning and planning holidays!!! WHICH BTW I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO!!!! haha.but stupid terms...stupid school.bleah.a WHOLE TRIP w/o mummy and papa.like DUH!!!! I WANNA GO!!!!and yiyi just came back from india...and she is like flying off again this weekend...haha.on holiday.woah.her life is very cool.haha.her lifestyle rocks!!!ahh...miss talking to them!!! haha.and talking about sinful stuff.haha.like eating white chocolate and vanilla rose cakes...hahahah.and growing sideways inside of vertically.hahaha.

hmmm...and i shall go do my art research now..about analytical and synthetic cubism.haha.stupid.did the prac piece on analytical already..but..apparently..she wants us to follow the style of braque and picasso.sooo..i have to redo it...haha.hmmm..and i should start painting again..haha.the big board piece is like dued next next week.sooo.haha.i shall start again tmr!!! hehe.since TUESDAY IS A HOLIDAY!!! hahahaha.okkk..seee tongs.you should relax.and not think so much.you will feel happier.and better.even with the nagging feeling at the back of your heart...you still feel better overall. ;)

MISSING YOU ESTHER AND ZHUQING!!! <3

hmm.today was fun!!! and i actually studied like in full concentration ..even though it is for only one subject..but..it is GOOD!!! haha.and then i went for KRONOS.and saw like yating!!! hahaha.so happy!!! have not seen her in AGES!!! :D and the music is good!!! i love the violin!!! :) haha.and am happy that i spent time with esther!!! :D haha.bought famous amos cookies for the cello performer, ADELE KWAN!!! hahaha.love her.yummy.

attention all MG 4B1 2005 girls!!! it is time to PARRRTTTYYY!!! :D class party during june..soo..email me the dates you can make it kk?? or can sms or call... :D

My top career area is Counseling and Guidance

Careers in this field often demand that you have a strong desire to improve the lives of others. Most likely, you have strong interpersonal skills, and enjoy working with people. It may also be important to you to work in a profession where you can be certain you're making a difference.

haha.i took the tickle test.haha.am good for counseling and guidance.HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okk..i just spent like two hours reading my GP package.hahaha.

sigh.seems like i am slacking a lot now.and i cant help it!!! ahhh.ooooo...i did my 2.4 run today...man..it was like SWELTERING HOT!!! hmmm.sigh.things are getting kinda weird.as in everytime i see him.i am reminded of all that stuff he promised her....sigh..sucks lah.nvm.
shall not think about it anymore.and just lift my burdens to Him as his yoak is mild.

On His Blindness
John Milton

WHEN I consider how my light is spent
E're half my days, in this dark world and wide,
And that one Talent which is death to hide,
Lodg'd with me useless, though my Soul more bent
To serve therewith my Maker, and present
My true account, least he returning chide,
Doth God exact day-labour, light deny'd,
I fondly ask; But patience to prevent
That murmur, soon replies, God doth not need
Either man's work or his own gifts, who best
Bear his milde yoak, they serve him best, his State
Is Kingly. Thousands at his bidding speed
And post o're Land and Ocean without rest:
They also serve who only stand and waite.

AHHHH
RED.
I AM SEEING RED!!!

:(

little specks of red dots.

. . .. . .. .
. . . . .
. .. . .

it is called rashes.haha.
dunno why.shit.why am i still feeling like this?

haha.i got this from roy's blog...heehee.

the angel test.

You're an angel if you scored below 60.

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 4

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 9

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 2

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 3

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 3

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 5

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 4

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 8

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 8

haha.i am an ANGEL.only scored 50..haha..
the past week had been kinda hectic.and emotionally draining. there were times when i feel like just bursting out in tears and to just lose control.but.i cant. :( bleah.sucks lah.just spacing out and just thinking about the content...bleah.nvm..am not going to go to that blog anymore...

haha.okk...cookies is heartbroken... :( awww...nvm.hope that my mum will allow me to go to that party so that can go comfort mr cookies.haha.

school sucks basically...haha.have like two econs test next week and a gp test...haha.but compared to others..i am like super slack already.they have like six tests.haha...hmm..wanna go to ensem concert!!! :D LOVE going for concerts..heehee.and just basically go for plays, dances, musicals, concerts.hahahaha.wanna go to a ROCK concert!!!haha.nvm.school takes up too much time.bleah.haha.and my mum is like HOOKED on da chang jin now.she has succeeded in watching all the discs in TWO daYSS!!! OMG! i cant believe it lah.haha.and she still goes to work.haha. oh yeah.took the personality test this week on weds.and i am still a SCI..haha.but everyone says that the DISC test is CRAP.haha.hmmm.cant really concentrate on my work...haha.too bad.shall mug later..if i dont feel sleepy.haha.
hmm.am chatting with piggy and cookies now.and he seems rEALLY REALLY REALLY sad.mad.depressed. :(AHHHh...sighh.so frustrating...

MISS ESTHER, PIGGY, XWX,RIA. <3>
love you guys.
thanks esther and piggy for hearing me rant on and on and on about ME.haha.very boring subject.love you guys!
cheer up cookies.this is not the end!!! :D and thanks for being there for me when i am feeling down...

shit...
nope.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
pls do not poke.

:(

control.

Self-disciplined begins with the mastery of your thoughts. If you don't control what you think, you can't control what you do.
Napolean Hill

i know i can do it.i have stopped.and this is my second day.YEA!!! lalala.but i am still rather curious ..bleah.stop it.you can control what you think.YOU ARE NOT CURIOUS.haha.brainwashing technique.

went to queensway shopping centre with esther today!!! met her at 11 am.haha.was late for 15 mins.my fault.haha.man..it was super warm in the morning.was sweating like a PIG.haha.then.most of the shops were not open.yet.haha.sooo..since esther did not eat breakfast.(tsktsk)sooo..we went to eat.haha.and then we bought her stuff.and walked around a bit.and just talked.

then...at about 12.30 we headed out.and realised that it was RAINING!!! VERY HEAVILY!!! haha.sooo..we RAN to the taxi stand.with esther running in front of me.and splashing all the water at me.haha.

took a cab to orchard.and since esther wants to get her TAKOPACHI for her cow, we dropped off at taka.so swweeetttt..heehee.miss her loads.nice to have a one on one time with her. :D heehee.and we dropped at taka.and i walked in the rain to cine.haha.it was not fun.haha.cause i was wearing jeans.sooo...when i got into the building.my feet were FREEZING.haha.went to the toilet to blowdry my hair.hahahaha.worked.a bit.heehee.

then.headed down to the cafe cartel to meet ex-classmates of 1AD2 :D heehee
so happy!!!
saw noah and marcus!!! :D heehee.have not seen them in a LOOOOONG time.haha.but a pity..i had to leave early.

miss ya piggy.
cheer up qiuyan!!!
missing you esther
XWX!!! AHHHhhh.