OMG. ok. i am breathing. haha.

sat was FUN. and THANKS esther dearriieee !!! :) <333>
haha.btw.am looking through the SCANDALOUS pics YOU took on fridayyy.. tsk tsk. note that your photography skills SUCK. hahaha.or it is just that MY cam sucks. and the fact that i REFUSED to STAY STILL
hahaha. so unglam looking at them. -.-

ehh.yesterday... had op rehearsals, then B & B rehearsals. and dance rehearsals. then went for MAP meeting.and went home.
YOU made me feel CRAPOLA. "pls do me a favour, dont talk to me forever." quote.
"you are making me regret it. " quote.

whattteevverrr.even if you said allll those in the CONTEXT of a "IF", you SHOULD not have said it to mE!!! how do you think i feel?!?!?! banana.

but you still smsed me. B A N A N A. hurmph. anyway...went for rehearsals today...bought DARK makeup for tmr...watched the guardian.
and...right now, am REALLY confused. i dont know. i just DONT KNOW.

yesterday
hehe. had a BLAST yesterday people!!! thanks a lot!!! tong si turned sexyyyy seventeen yesterday!!! :) hehe.but she was stuck at drama rehearsals for the WHOLE day.but at least she still managed to go out at night for a WONDERFUL dinner at new york new york, where alllllll the people are SUPER nice.and provide GREAT service. hahahahah.

thanks!!! <333
wanna say a GREAT BIGGGG THANK YOU to every single one of you who bothered to sms/call or in any other methods of communication, JUST to wish moi a happy birthday!!!
thanks!!! esther, for being the FIRST.and gab.for being no.2.THANKS to qiuyan, weiting, XWX(for remembering MY bday. <333),>
thank you ALL dearies!!! <333

hehe.dinner at new york new york was GREAT! and i wanna take QIUYAN and GABRIEL for THAT SURPRISE!!! cause that was the CLOSEST to what i WANT!!! :) hahahah. thanks thanks thanks!!!
sat down for a little while..and MY surprise no. 1 arrived! :) hahaha.and the surprise was ESTHER!!! :) hehehehehehehehehehehehe.made me SPEECHLESS!!! hehehe.could NOT even order my food lah..cause i was just SOOO excited!!! and HAPPY!!! and i became a JUMPING BEAN!!! hehehehehehehehe. love you to bits dear!!! <333

FINALLY.i ordered. had a mushroom cuppacino. (sounds cool right?) haha. and had smoked salmon sandwiches!!! :) v v v nice! but i was nice and gave half of it to the nit who ordered something crappy. the WHOLE time, esther and qiuyan were playing the role of photographers... -.-

and when i FINALLY finished eating ( i am a v slow eater...) went to the bathroom..and i came back.and there.was surprise no.2 . the cheesecake brownie from swiss bake.shall upload the pics another dayyy...awwww...so sweet...then it was the presentssss... hehe. i LOVE THEM ALL!!! no ranking!!! I LOOOVEEEEE TTHHEEEMMM ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
after eating, we just went to esplanade for a walk...hahaha.and sat at the merlion...and then went home...

had a GREAT time.and thank YOU ALL!!! i can say that this is one of the BEST bday ever. :)

today
had rehearsals.mostly tried out the costumes..man.i think the costumes for the last dance is V V V NICE!!! just that it is a little...uncomfy...
after rehearsals, went home to change and set off to meet THEM...ate my semi dinner at macs with dawn. had an APPLE PIE!!! cause THOSE PEOPLE were LATE...ESTHER AND VIV!!! hahah.LATE PEOPLE.then had went to burger king...shawn and miner and jessie came with VIV!!! :) hahaha.i remember shawn.that was the guy who told me earlier in the year (during the fashion show) that i talked too much. that nerd, but BENG wannabe. lol.then went to river valley.pubbing.after that...went to miner's mum's shop. to eat!!! :)
and mummy picked me up after that. :)

<333

but now.it is as if yesterday was just ONE day. and it CANT always be like that. the fairy tale wont last. i know you spent loadsa moneeyy on me.and time.and effort.but i dunno.and i am sorry.

haha.have been SUPER tired and busy for the past few days..got my result slip todayyy...LOL.
ok.i have uploaded pics from the kite flying outing!!! :) hahaha.
this is the link!!!
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this is one pic!!! :)

group photo!!!

hehehe.it is like thirty mins before my SEVENTEENTH bday!!! :) hahah.
cant wait till B & B ends.so that i can actually CELEBRATE my bday!!!:) hahaha.outing ppl!!! outings!!! :) bring the HOLS on!!!

haha.today is ANOTHER hectic DAY!!! :) and signed up for this camp!!! hahahaha. it sounds REALLY fun!!! omg..and now..the POLICE guy and like..the CC head people know about IAN TAI!!! hahahaha.and it is NOT my fault! hahaha.oh..and SHARMEEN ALAM said that... IAN TAI MAKES NICE DINOSAURS!!! omc! haha. had drama, dance, and the map meeting today.so got home at about 1045.haha. and IAN TAI HAS BEEN GOING AROUND TELLING PPL HOW I SLAPPED HIM!!! wth... -.-
btw.MY OREO CHEESECAKE!!! haha.

yesterday
went intensive shopping!!! hahaha.bought black and hot PINK everbest shorts.THREE nice nice bags!!! and v v v nice EARRINGS!!! :) hahaha.shopped till EVERYONE had a headache. hahahah. and now..i am SO happy that i had the TIME yesterday to watch goong! :) hahahah.
lalala.

but sometimes..the idiot STILL bugs me...like he thinks money can buy me.or my feelings.

D R E A M O N.

i know it is harsh.but sorry man. DIAMONDS ARE indeed a GIRL's bestfriend.but...there is a LIMIT to these sorta things. hurmph.
such a mean po. hurmph.insults me as a person.insults my friends.made YOUR choice.and now you DENY it.and PUTS the BLAME on me.whatever man.i shant be angry anymore.hurmph.

just came home from class outing...kinda fun!!! haha.but my yellow pumps are K I L L I N G my feet...kinda tired..due to ALLLLL the rehearsals i have been having for the past week...tiiirrreeeddd...went to orchard.watched prestige.kinda good. loadsa twists. then headed to marina bay for CLASS OUTING!!! hahaha. only ian and darrell were there... -.- then sharmeen came..and samme.and then amanda..the rest were like REALLY late... LOL. sat at the mrt station.in between TWO other groups - HCI and RJ people. hahahaha. gave up waiting for the rest...and headed to the PLACE...continued waiting.so we just went into the arcade..and played stuff. after everyone came...we went to the steamboat place... and ate.ate.ate. LOL. and we ate durian icecream.and ian tai was being GROSS. WENT KITE FLYING AFTER THAT!!! hahaha.at like...nine... super FUN!!! hahaha. :) omg.and IAN TAI GOT DRUNK. hahaha.and he deserves MORE slaps from me...cause...man..he CANT go home looking like THAT... LOL.everyone was kinda highh...hahahah.oooo.the green apple BUBBLES were fun!! :)

haha.
hope that i can go next sat !!! ahhh...hope my mod marks would look better!!! so i can GO!!! esther..i REALLY REALLY REALLY hope i can go!!!

am in school NOW!!! hahaha.skipping art so that i can go there later...

STUPID PIG. even though you say that YOU didnt DO ANYTHING, to be it just shows that you DONT know what the problem is...
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT.

IDIOT.

and i am NOT pmsing.

it is just that i was thinking.and thinking.and i came to a C O N C L U S I O N.

OOOOO..havent been updating much...haha.due to my v v v hectic post exams schedule...and the HAZE is STILL irritating my delicate skin...haha.

sun
went shopping!!! bought new plaid shorts :) which i TOTALLY love!!! and two nice nice V V V glam rings!!! :) hehe. too bad TW wasnt feeling too well..so we had to go home... :( awww...and SHE was the one who suggested we go vivocity. -.-

mon
school.costume fittings (kinda weird costumes.) and i found out about somethings very very interesting!!! LOL... kinda D I S T U R B I N G.went for rehearsals (which ended early!!! as raj was down with a fever...) then ate dinner with qiuyan and candy...went for the MAP talk...met MR de Souza. kinda cool.we got VIP treatment.hahaha.after that..we went to the meeting room for a meeting...hahaha.vvv formal...with the LONG table and comfy chairs.thank goodness for the comfy chairs!!! since we sat there for quite a while discussing about the the oncoming project :)
reached home at about 10.30... and someone made me feel like crap again. sniff sniff. stupid person.

today
school.with NO chinese.and i accidentally ponned maths lecture..as i thought it was ART period..dumb me. shucks. had rehearsals at four.which i thought started at four thirty.so i practically RUSHED from the sports complex to the pink studio...had rehearsals until like 7.30 today!!! kinda tired...but rehearsals were FUN!!! hahaha. tusha is kinda disturbing.hahah.

missing esther LOADSS!!! too bad i am NOT going to have anytime due to B&B rehearsals...sighh.hope i can at least celebrate ria's, xwx's, and my bday together!!! haha. :) missing them loads!!! <333

NOTE : 4 B 1 class party!!! tell me the dates. MADAM has suggested 23rd dec. tell me!!! :) sms me.or call me. or email me. hahahaha. :)

ps. hope you got my email.and have read it. sorry.

sigghh..tiredddd... but had fun today!!! at the ACJC open house :) just that some jerk ruined my day and my last night's sleep. :(

did soooo many things today!!! the shooting booth.to handing out shooting stuff at the entrance..playing with the water guns! and so sorry robert..for shooting you...saw you holding the gun and didnt realise that the one who shot me was brian...then i went to help out at the hissoc booth...but seeing that i DONT take history...i am the one just asking ppl if they need help and refering them to huitung or david...lol. and i did the drama shift..with the mask!!! hahahaha. quite fun just walking around school acting like idiots with charlene, nirali and jodee :) awwww stella fell down the stairs and sprained her ankle at home!!! so she didnt come...so saddddd... :( cause we got to act like idiots and the people cant recognise us!!! (with some exceptions like seewah,the whole shooting club etc etc etc ...) stupid bryan and ian hwee had to go grab the nose of my mask and SNAP it back on my face...nice work ...haha.

had fun today..but it was tiring...and there are more tiring stuff like THAT. :(

aww.i miss you esther. :(

SHIT!!! suddenly..after all my promos...i am DROWNING in stufffff!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i wanna go out. but... open house is coming up.so there is prep stuff to do. and oh yeah. i have to cover SO many shifts! lol. i hope i dont faint.or have a seizure!!! LOL!!!
omg. that word reminded me of YESTERDAY!!! hahaha.
want to pon school tmr.but i still have to go back to school for drama. URRGHH!!! defeats the WHOLE purpose!

TUESDAY
really last minute art studying for the theory paper. art paper at two for THREE hours. after that.went around school with roy..he was looking for food...walked to the mrt...and he remembered that he had FOOD in his bag. and he ended up throwing the HELLO KITTY marshmallows at me. -.- " went home.changed.went to holland v to meet charis and jas jas!!! piggy wasnt feeling too well...sooo she didnt go... awww :(

went to this REALLY nice place!!! settlers. :) like..a cafe.and GAMES. :) cool!!! loved the MUSHROOM SOUP!!! yes i am CRAZY over MUSHROOMS!!! hehehehe. was drowning sharmeen and steph with mushroom talk today. lol. anywaayy..had SO MUCH FUN!!! was stuffed. FULL to the BRIM. with chicken cutlet.etc. after eating..we went over to the sofas.and PLAYED GAMES!!!
omg. we asked for REACTION games...and the guy recommended some game called "jungle speed" or something...hahaha.after playing that game..i realise..that ALL of us are like..SLOW. LOL. and charis and jas kept calling me a bimbo. LOL.in turn..i called them BIMBOS TOO!!! :) hahaha.cause they REALLY are!!! haha.
after that..we played this REALLY weird game..involving wood and a circular thing...lol.and then we played CHARADES!!! hahahah. REALLY FUNNY!!! cause jas was like recording what we did!!! and we replayed to see how we are...lol. charis looked TOTALLY funny acting as old and wise. LOL. jas "gave birth" ... LOL. and my having a seizure.and suddenly being BORED. man. i looked CRAZY. hahaha.

ate blueberry cheesecake with tea :) talked.and played.
had SO MUCH FUN!!! :) love you guys!!! <333

slept at like TWO THIRTY cause i was TOO full. lol.and was kinda sad. cause SOMEONE made me that way : (

TODAY
during the service for the j2s...roy pinched me till i have a BLUEBLACK on my arm. ROY, if you are reading this. DIE ROY DIE.haha.
then during pw talk...ben punched the SAME arm. till a slight blueblack...man..sharmeen!!! one day..i will have to CUT you into HALF.so that you can sit on either side of me. hahah. my left arm is kinda sore today ..haha.

lol.had AC games. and for BASKETBALL. we were screwed. only sharmeen, ian and i were there to represent our class...cause ben went off to complete his claywork.roy went off to do his art club stuff.and stella just ponned school;) haha. and we played with joanna and this j2 guy ...
playing against... HOONG KEEEE.. (*honkhonk* ) haha. those stupid basketball players. haha.

after playing. helped to play captains ball for gabriel's class. OMG. so violent!!! haha.
GABRIEL WU SMACKED MY HEAD!!! HARD. with his NAILS SCRAPPING MY FOREHEAD AND RIGHT EYEBROW. hurmph. stupid pig. and that was like...in the first FIVE minutes of the game... -.- ESTHER!!! SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a VIOLENT GIT is OUT THERE!!!

went to the gym to enjoy the aircon with sharmeen and steph. super sad..cause sharmeen was like plotting to go to ian's house for a swim...but ...no extra clothes... :( boo.or underwear...sat in the gym just lazing about...talking about stuff like mushrooms! haha.two hours later...i went to play basketball for jo's class...haha. LOL. after which i went to the void deck to meet the SHOOTING ppl. talked to joshua for a while though. haha. :)

after today..i remember WHY i refuse to join a sports sports team. LOL. but overall.. i had FUN !!! :) :) :) and ROY. OMG. this is the FIRST time you stayed in ACJC for the WHOLE AFTERNOON!!! hahahahahahahahaha.

oooo.the sky today is REALLY hazy.really really bad! :( boo.my throat is kinda itchy...haha.
ahh.today was supposed to be mug day...but..hahaha.went to meet esther in the morning! watched her eat her breakfast.then waited for her to cut her hair at centrepoint... haha. then went to cine :D took neoprints!
haha.had fun doing so!!! :) then she had to go meet van at hv.and i went off to meet elise and dawn. ahh well.but elise was prettty late. haha.came only after like one to two hours..but understandable girl! :) walked around a bit with dawn. bought nice nice rose earrings.walked somemore.then esther and van came to orchard. lol. AGAIN. went to meet elise. :) love her and miss her SOOO MUCH! :D am really really really glad that i met her.as in to even have her as a friend. :D had a GREAT talk with her! and i realised that her violent tendencies are GONE!!! she hasnt slapped my shoulder more than ONCE this WHOLE DAY!!! haha. bought two pairs of shoes too! :) haha.ok.ART ART ART

TONGSI.GO INTO ART MODE.

piggy, jas. just love talking to you guys! <333

awww. elise is back! but for all the wrong reasons. :( sorry dear.for what happened!!! but cant wait to see you tmr! :)

the sky sucks. :( had my lit paper in the morn.met piggy. went shopping for a little while! :) then went home to sleep.
haha.

cant wait for tmr!!! but i must must must remember that i STILL have my art paper. lol.
feeling a lot of emotions now. :( so dont really feel like blogging at all.

WAS happy. but now... :'(
and i dont know WHY the hell do you have to make me feel this way.

haha. YEA!!! :) esther sent me THIS!!! hahaha. i wasnt sure which one of those little midgets was me. LOL. hahaha.but now.i know! :) haha. i think.hope i got the RIGHT girl! :) hahah

Class 1.6 - 1996
and i see Mrs TSE!!! :) haha.

haha.after getting this...was looking at my whole pics folder :) :) :) hahaha.super NICE!!! :) hahah.i should be studying.or doing my art or something. but...i think THIS is art related!haha.
was looking through the pics. and it was like a recap of the past year!!! :) i just realised that the year just FLEW by! omg! haha. like..from OG outings.to GF outings.to the beach.to class pics.to 4B1 pics.to england pics. :) (OMG I LOVE THEM!). it is just plain RAWKIN' !!! :D

man. i HAVE to put this up! there is JONNY! :) haha.

outside suntec! :)

qy and me!!! :)
and there is the whole og :D
piggy's BDAY!!! :)
hehe.to GRAD :)

and there is PIGGY.BEING CRAZY AGAIN in public. haha.
and i think they look so CUTE!!! ;) haha.so sweet and innocent LOOKING.haha.
hehe.ria's face got cut off. :( MISS HER!!! <333

haha.yes.i most probably should just go and study. hahahaha. sleep TIGHT esther!!! :) FIRST TIME in AGES...since you slept at THIS time. :)

<333

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watch the "i like you song" hahaha.damn FREAKY! but SUPER CUTE!!!hahahahahahaha!!! thanks esther!!! for cheering me up when i am feeling down! :) <333 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">ALWAYS have to get myself into this kinda shit. damn me. ookk.nvm. happy thoughts tong si.happy thoughts.

just got off the phone with piggy :) haha. YOU DUMB GIRL!!! go off tanning while i am at home..studying for DOM. -.- HURMPH. thanks for calling! :) love ya babe! :) and all the BEST for your LAST paper tmr! <333

haha.maths today was a KILLER.am SCREWED. chinese was TEDIOUS. so..in total, i sat for SIX hours today. writing and thinking like CRAZY. well.but we had about two hours of break in between maths and chinese. haha.

shucks. i shall go study brave new world now. haha. about eugenics and belonging to EVERYONE. haha.cause i watched like two hours of tv today. haha.more than usual. ATM was totally ROCKIN'. haha.but jade is such a bitch.lol.SARA ROCKS! haha.she is hot. :)

in NEED of SHOPPING!!! hahaha.ok. no no no no .NO shopping. NO movies! but i wanna watch john tucker must die. haha.cause i LOVE sophia bush. darn it. ok.nvm.NO to SHOPPING! haha. just ONE week LEFT.

urgh!!! i have NO idea why the Fing hell did i do THAT for. i can just go kill myself. oh.but i dont have to. inhaling this air is killing me off.