from the bottom of my broken heart.
there is something i really need to know.


okkk..was talking to piggy about some stuff like my thoughts and feelings...haha.okkk.nvm.shall not think about it.i shall not think about it. :D

ooo..today went by really fast.like a blur.hahaha.mummy arranged a family gathering at our house today...haha.and i am guilty to say that i did not help much with the preparations... :( cause...i went to the library to meet PIGGY!!! LOVE YA ZHUQING!!! update me often!!! hahahaha. i love ya too bits!!! heehee.it is really GREAT like talking to you ...FACE TO FACE...and i miss hearing your moans and groans.sooo..it is ok moaning and groaning about stuff!!! it is myyyy pleasure..haha.cause i would be laughing at you.heehee.which you would be doing too..haha.to me.hehe.and thanks for inviting me to your church stuff!!! REALLY APPRECIATED!!!hahaha.and your display pic of us is like really pornstar quality..haha.like a c or d grade porn star...haha.i told you to burn that neoprint.hahaha.missing you loads. :Dwe shall gatecrash stuff in MG.i DONT CARE!!! EVEN IF I HAVE TO PON!!! hahahaha.missing ms tan.mr yeo.haha.hmm..CANT WAIT FOR CLASS PARTTYYY!!!haha.and the pic (with deb in the middle) i found with you that is the closest to visible is like this only...sooo next time must take mOre pics kk?? haha.and neoprints!!!

oh yeAh..the gathering.haha.hmm...everyone (esp my mummy) is like getting kinda excited with karen's wedding.haha.even though it is like in dec.hahaha.mummy propsed her idea of customising clothes with the same fabric..and yiyi gave her a very WEIRD look.haha.hmm..i think i shall just take the money and buy a nice dress plus shoes plus bag or something.hahaha.nvm.too early to think...if not like founders day dress... ended up buying like a few.hahahaha.the result of buying tooooo early.haha.and kelly and TW is like planning and planning holidays!!! WHICH BTW I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO!!!! haha.but stupid terms...stupid school.bleah.a WHOLE TRIP w/o mummy and papa.like DUH!!!! I WANNA GO!!!!and yiyi just came back from india...and she is like flying off again this weekend...haha.on holiday.woah.her life is very cool.haha.her lifestyle rocks!!!ahh...miss talking to them!!! haha.and talking about sinful stuff.haha.like eating white chocolate and vanilla rose cakes...hahahah.and growing sideways inside of vertically.hahaha.

hmmm...and i shall go do my art research now..about analytical and synthetic cubism.haha.stupid.did the prac piece on analytical already..but..apparently..she wants us to follow the style of braque and picasso.sooo..i have to redo it...haha.hmmm..and i should start painting again..haha.the big board piece is like dued next next week.sooo.haha.i shall start again tmr!!! hehe.since TUESDAY IS A HOLIDAY!!! hahahaha.okkk..seee tongs.you should relax.and not think so much.you will feel happier.and better.even with the nagging feeling at the back of your heart...you still feel better overall. ;)

MISSING YOU ESTHER AND ZHUQING!!! <3