sighh. i dont really mean to sound so emo...wth. anyway you wont even be reading this. soo... WHO CARES!?!?!?!?! but i still wont say it.

get over it. and get on with life. self control is v v v important. and i hope i get into the gylc. like...I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY want to get into it. like a LOT. even though i am risking being air sick. lol. the sad thing is that it is quite some time away. and i really wanna get away like...NOW. NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW !!!

am like SO tired. still ill. have NO idea why. since i dont eat fried food.nor drink cold drinks. bleah. and i have already seen the doctor... BLEAH. hope i get well soon!!!!!!! URGH!
got a zara top today :) yay! it is like GOLDEN! hehehe. :) had frogs for dinner. LOL. supposed to be tonic. LOL. ate it with porridge. kinda nice.. haha. i think lao beijing is kinda nice !!! haha.ate there yesterday!!! YUMMY! but too bad i was ill. cannot really enjoy the food. boohoo.

xxxxx:
attention i got was like 0.000000001

LOL. someone is jealous!!! heheheheheh. dont worry DEARIE! :)

A LEVELS. A LEVELS. A LEVELS. i SHOULD most prob START studying. and my j1 revision. since i have ABSOLUTELY no idea what i did in J1 maths and econs. LOL.

plus i HAVE to meet elise before she heads back to australia. hope i can like..contact alysia, audrey and stephanie. LOL. seeing that i kinda lost contact with all of them... -.-" and the only way is friendster. LOL.

i wanna sex you all night long.
LOL.

take the month you were born
January: i WANNA RUB YOU
February: i WANNA TAKE YOU TO SEX
HEAVEN
March: i WANNA MARRY YOU
April: i WANNA TOUCH YOU
May: i WANNA RUB YOUR BODY
June: i WANNA DANCE WiTH YOU
July: i WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND
August: i WANNA LiCK YOU
September: i WANNA MAKE YOU MINE
October: i WANNA SEX YOU
November: i WANNA LOVE YOU
December: i WANNA KISS YOU


Now take the day you were born:

x01. ON THE ROOF
x02. WENEVER WHERE EVER
x03. ON A PARK BENCH
x04. iN AN ELEVATOR
x05. ON THE STAiRS
x06. ON THE COUNTER
x07. ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL
x08. iN A ClOSET
x09. ON ViDEO CAMERA
x10. ON THE TOiLET
x11. iN THE SHEETS
x12. iN THE BASEMENT
x13. iN THE BACK OF A CAR
x14. WHiLE WATCHiNG PORN
x15. BETWEEN THE LEGS
x16. iN A CAR
x17. IN THE HOT TUB
x18. iN THE LAUNDRY ROOM
x19. iN THE SWiMMiNG POOL
x20. WiTH STRAWBERRiES
x21. iN THE DRESSiNG ROOM
x22. iN THE RAIN
x23. AT A GAS STATiON
x24. iN THE STATiON WAGON
x25. iN THE ATTiC
x26. AT WoRLdS Of fUn
x27. ALL NiGHT LONG
x28. at my grandparents house
x29. WiTH KiWi
x30. AT THE POST OFFiCE
x31. iN THE BATH TUB

Repost or get bad luck with your lover
for
TEN YEARS. Besides, this is a fun way
to
learn everybody's birthday
n it'll definitely make u laugh when u
got an
unexpected answer in the end..

omg.what am i doing?!?!?!

LOL.

:) havent blogged in a loong time! had the MEGA long break today...haha.just sat at the void deck and cam whored all the way with roy, stella, jenny and candy! hahah. two cameras. five people. HAHAHa. was actually planning to complete my maths...but.. LOL. after meeting the junior class, went off to meet esther at PS!!! :) miss her loads! even though i JUST saw her. LOL. did crappy stuff with her. LOL. like eat RAMEN. -.- hahaha. and buy dumb stuff. HAHAHA.

omg. am reading about the columbine high school massacre now...and..it is pretty damn sad. sigh.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY EILEEN and VALENCIA!!! <333

ah weellll.too bad i am feeling ill :( it has been like that since tuesdayy. sigh.so sad. :(

weds
the freaking LONG break, went for contact time in the hall. then watched someone do something..tsk tsk. then went drama meeting, and left half way for MAP meeting. and RUSHED off for shooting meeting in the sports com.i wasnt THAT late...didnt go for pt in the end.cause i wasnt feeling too well...but since i was going to mel's house anywayyy...so i had to wait for her...completed my gp commonwealth essay. then did my art. and mel called! yay! wasnt feeling too well by then... LOL. kinda funny. cause i kinda left my shoe bag at the void deck...and eileen's presents were inside!!! and we were already on our way!!! oopsie! lucky ian hwee got it for me. THANKS!!!
went to mel's house. feeling WOOZY. LOL. but still made the muffins with mel for eileen!! :) haha. well..personally..i think mel did most of the work! hahah.got home, did a little work.talked to dearrrieee wangky.then i SLEPT.

today
oMG! had SO much FUN !!! hehe. surprised eileen with the muffins with the "18" candles! awww...and we handed her THE bday pres. HAHAHAHA. so funny! wait till i get the pics..then...it will END up. HAHAHA. covered her eyes, made her feel the present. TRIED to make her kiss it..but...well.no success there..haha.LOL!!! hope she likes the rubber, the "friendship band" and aLL the other stuff in the goodie "bag" hahahaha!!! :) hehe.got to see some of the other people again!!! awesomeness!!! :)
wasnt feeling too well...so got papa to pick me up.heh and i should sleep like..soon. haha.

thanks ah soh for all your care and concern! hope you are feeling MUCH better! MUACKS. ps.i promise i will try not to call you ah ma.heh.

thanks ria ku! for eVERYTHING! hehe. your sms just CHEERS me UP! :) hehehe.
MISS YA DEARIE!!! <333

okk. a break should be good. time to think and stuff :)
it is like... i am feeling freer. and slightly happy. yet...it seems empty. and WEIRD. ah well. we will see how things go...we might not even get back. riighhtt.

miss ya esther!!!

had a GREAT talk to YOU ah soh. hehe ;)

<333

omg. ok..shall update about orientation!!!
FREAKING FUN!

day one
caladrius!!! haha. went for dinner at tiong bahru with isaac, ritik, mel and shuhui. then mel came over to sleep over. HAHAHA. omg. i am SO sorry for whacking you with my hands. and for kicking you!!! hahahaha.

day two
OG was MUCH better! not SO dead. :) at least they were talking!!! haha. after orientation, went to lily's house with mel and pt! omg!!! i wanted to STAY OVER !!! but mummy wont allow it :( boo. sooo..after a yummy indonesian dinner, i went home... :) <333

day three
OG WAS GREAT!!! VVVV enthu! everyone TALKED. plus PLAYED. and we got MUDDY! haha.MASS RALLY WAS FANTASTIC!!! went nydc for dinner with eileen and mel! YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY!!! :) then mel came over to stay over..but seeing that we were both basically DEAD, we didnt proceed with our movie marathon..hahah.

day four
OMG!!! it was SO GOOD!!! :) dancing. games.(pure waterbombs) haha. og time at yihui's house!!! omg . we had SO much fun!!! played truth or dare. and nini got a dare which was to cheer to a car. and i got cheese up my nose. and also had to sing sexy back plus dance to it. omg. SO embarrassing! isaac had to DRINK the DISGUSTING, HORRIBLE CHILLI-CHEESE-CHIPS-COKE thing...hahahah.it was MY IDEA!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! wellll....og time was fun!!! had like..five boxes of pizzas left.too bad jacob wasnt there. the night was EVEN BETTER!!! like!!!OMG!!! david got kinda saboed into doing stuff on the stage! hahaha.and the MASS DANCE WAS GREAT!!! hahaha. EVERYONE danced!!! but that melissa ...tsk tsk...didnt come for camp fire... TSK TSK. a BIG TSK TSK to her.

haha. :) sigghh..so fun..haha

had loadsa fun today as well!!! :) had dizzy spells during gp, but was SO much better after eating. went ikea with the og :) then..PS. PLAYED the ARCADE!!! so FUN!!! hahah. esp the basketball one!!! haha. vERY exhilarating!!!haha. then cabbed back to school for MUTS. sob sob. i miss EILEEN AND MEL AND LILY AND FIONA!!! booo. missing the OG alr!!! and i THINK i will miss melissa as well..haha.but not THAT much.HAHA.

i miss orientation :( boo.
school is starting to be a bitch. ah well. not THAT bad yet.
i guess i am just feeling the blues cause i am stuck in the ART BLOCK box.
boo. you whore. hurmph.

ah well. at least i still have melo!!! :) and my GFs! hehe. went to spizzas after training. hahaha. omg. we have the rugby PT coach! HAHAHAHAHA. hilarious!

we look kinda NORMAL...

and then again... not THAT normal... hahaha.

omg. i am missing you guys SO much!!! <333
well.at least i got my locker today! haha.

OMG!!! ORIENTATION WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING FUN!!!!!!
i LOVE my OG!
i LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM!!! <333
MUACKS.
thanks for all the fun!
love, peace and joy.

hehehehe.

love ya thing!
plus blob is SUCH a GREAT gf!
and. FIONA apple RAWKS.
along with the CRAZY SKINNY BONES eileen.
and the sleepy eyed sandra!
and NINI nirali!
plus the GREAT isaac!
the OH-SO-HUGGABLE LILY!
along with lil boy PT!
and GIRL EYED ritik.
followed REALLY closely by the BREAKDANCER weijian! haha.
and the WHOLE ALDARAON!


ONE AC.

haha.

OMG!!! ORIENTATION WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING FUN!!!!!!
i LOVE my OG!
i LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM!!! <333
MUACKS.
thanks for all the fun!
love, peace and joy.

hehehehe.

love ya thing!
plus blob is SUCH a GREAT gf!
and. FIONA apple RAWKS.
along with the CRAZY SKINNY BONES eileen.
and the sleepy eyed sandra!
and NINI nirali!
plus the GREAT isaac!
the OH-SO-HUGGABLE LILY!
along with lil boy PT!
and GIRL EYED ritik.
followed REALLY closely by the BREAKDANCER weijian! haha.
and the WHOLE ALDARAON!


ONE AC.

haha.

happy new yr!!! :)

with the new year coming up...it is as if the past year of 2006 just FLOODS back.

having to adjust to a whole new environment was difficult.and i AM STILL adjusting! but i realise that i can never go back to those days. so i guess it is INDEED time to move on. from all that trouble with the frog business, i guess... MOVE ON TS!!!
ah well. as i ALWAYS say. STUPID DUMB ASS FROG. hurmph.

well.but had a nice time yesterday. until ...
ah.nvm.

ORIENTATION!!! omg. i realise i STILL havent done a lot of things!!!! SHOOTS and i have ONLY ONE DAY LEFT!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

miss ya esther!!! <333