hehe.NY NY ROCKS!!! :)

muah muah.

awww.and there are we...

omg.i see EYEBAGS!

haha.i realise..that most of the pics are of the MUAH pose...lol..jas has not really sent me allllll the pics yet..hahah.

and conray- you are soooo sooo very lame.

this has been a hectic and emotional week...tiring too.

ooo. yesterday was kind of a VVVV ponnable day ...but i had rehearsals..soo..that was a reason to come to school...chinese was free period.so i actually had a chance to EAT. i was dismissed earlier from PW and Maths lecture. PCCG time was FREE PERIOD.so went down with roy and sharmeen to eat, while BIAN TAI walked home.haha.sharmeen cursed bian tht she hopes it will RAIN on the way homeee...met qiuyan after i finished eating.and i watched her eat her YUMMYLICIOUS meal of chicken cutlet.lol...the weather today was sooo nice to SLEEP!!! but..i had rehearsals...from 2.30 to 8... ate my dinner...and talked to mummy.and wrapped the cookies.with TA stealing pieces here and there... -.- even though rehearsals are looong and i felt like sleeping at one point...i felt quite happy after it all. :) like a sense of accomplishment!!! :D:D:D

oh my gosh.and i have a freaking ulcer!!! :( :( :( boohoo.super toot!

ooo.today...CONGRATS TO JULIANNEEEE for the GREAT concert organised!!! :D <3
today's concert had a theme of "survivor"...sat with roy..who was making his "ROY ORIGINAL" card for his SJI teachers...hahaha.it looks kinda nice...haha ;)

oooo.after the concert..there was supposed to be contact time.but ms ng NEVER came...and sharmeen gave me a cookie to test...hmmm.now i FINALLY know what is butter shortening.haha.i gave her the recipe and this is the recipe that i have been using for the past few years. lol...and all the time..i have been forgoing the BUTTER SHORTENING... lol.oooo.SHARMEEN!!! YOUR COOKIES ARE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. :) :) :)

haha.she made a BATCH SPECIALLY for BIAN (yes i will really try calling him that..(HAHA)) and i ACTUALLY ate it. -.- lol!!! i totally forgot our PLAN to kill him off...lol! roy ate one piece too... when sharmeen reminded me that the batch was SPECIALLY for Bian..i was like.. "OHHH!!!" then i ran to the toilet.but i think roy actually BELIEVED sharmeen.and he was EXCLAIMING "OMG!!!" hahaha.lol!!! super nice to be in a group again :Dhahah. love you guys!

OOHH OHH OHH!! and i saw CLEMENT TODAY!!! MENT MENT!!! i was like...OMG... have not seen him in a loooooong looooong looooooong time!!! :):):) nice to see him!!! <3<3<3

ohyeah.and BIAN lost his IC...HAHAHAHAH!!! *laughs in YOUR (ian's) face*

hahaha.went back to MGS with a WHOLE BUNCH of people! :) pooey.jas d abandoned US!!!

ooo. i miss MG food LOADS!!! hahaha. :) :) :) i am a glutton. haha.SOO SOOO VERY HAPPY to SEEE MY DEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR XWX!!! you PIG!!! never make the effort to CALLLL me. hurmph.i dont care.we are going out after my promos. hurmph. haha.and her shirt was kinda "DIAO" haha.cause i was like ...trying to read it.after FINALLY reading it.i was like...HUH?... hahaha.sooooo sooo sooo VERY happy to seeee allll the MG PEOPLE AGAIN!!! like..may may, dawnie (with her BLUE streaks in her HAIR!!! :) ), debbbb, xwx, jiaen, claire (even though we are in the same school we dont really see each other :( ), PIGGY AND RISSSY!!! omg.the list just goes on and on and on!!! hahaha. saw the cute cute cute teachers today!!! they were all in the MG uniform..hahah.kinda difficult to distinguish them... hahah.but MSSS TAAANNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) hahaha.and too bad MR YEO was on mc... pooo.
talked to mrs raj, and am v v v v happy that i could catch mrs chan on the last min.
haha.awww.and we missed ms sim :( and like mdm yang.. :( poo ...

piggy and rissy then went off...and i went off. haha.

ooo.went to this art gallery at taka again.super nice nice nice!!! :) i actually can see the influences of the styles of certain artists like derain and picasso !!! :)

haha.yes yes yes!!! ESTHER IS COMING OVER TMR FOR SLEEEEPPPOVER!!! :)
ooo.and i FINALLY got the pics for SUNDAY!!! :)
a last message :

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!

oookk.i know i was kinda of a pig today.but i really am really tired.so i slept for about one hour in the afternoon...and when my mum came to wake me up for dinner..i was like.."dont wake me up.i just closed my eyes.." and she had to go and whack my butt. -.-

sheesh.
oh yeah.yesterday!!! :)
am sorta suffering from post-high syndrome.

ooo.at dinner- we talked about everything...such as jassy having a relationship ;) ;) ;)
hahah.EYE relationship.hahahahaha.v v v v hilarious!oooo.all of us had wonderful lips!!! hahaha. we had a lip "makeover" with a new range of elizabeth arden lipstick collection :) jassy had nice RED HOT and BRIGHT lips !!! super smoochy.muah muah.

hahaha. shall load the pics once i get them!!! or once i load them on my com!!! :)

hahaha.one part of the evening..jas was like..talking about AHEM...and suddenly she was like...HOTTIE ALERT! hahaha. i love it when she does that!!! hahaha.i sorta miss it.hahaha. cross ref to CHARMAINE. and the meal at pizza hut. (HAHAHA!!!)
oooo.and the three guys were like SUPER weird..cause they were sorta camwhoring...hahaha.

hahaha.and we were sorta thinking up of dares for charis to do!!! one was to lie one the pool table (HAHA!) and another was to pose by the pool table for like one minute..hahaha. super FUNNY!!!! but in the end..the dare was to turn her chair and just look at this hot guy sitting behind her...hahahaha.which she didnt really do ...cause...jas and piggy kept talking to her...LOL!!! hahaha.ooo.then jas asked me to take a pic of that guy cause i was facing him...lol...super weird..so i kinda pretended to be taking a pic of charis...and then..OMG...HE LOOKED AT THE CAM DIRECTLY WHEN I TOOK THE PIC!!! freaky... oopsie...but when jas saw the pic..she was like.. "NASTY"..haha.cause he was sorta chewing his food.

we took loadsa pics to make up for the LACK of NEOPRINTS...hahaha.miss them A LOT!!! hahahaha.
hmm.i think i shall TRY to make cookies soon.hahaha. havent baked in a SUPER SUPER SUPER looong time...hahaha. so tht esther can EAT them when she come over and STAYYY.hahaha :)
oh yeah.sorry daniel that i CANT help you with CHEM!!! i totally FORGOT ALLL the CHEM info!!! but ...

ALL THE BEST FOR CHEM PRACTICAL TMR!!! :) :) :)

toodles
<3<3<3

wow.i had a BLAST today!!! even though i was feeling REALLY REALLY tired...i still enjoyed the WHOLE day!!! :)

attended the econs class this morning.after which i headed back home to change...and then went to orchard. :) thanks for the shopping! ;) and for ill treating your friend as a clothes hanger! haha. ;) ;) ;)

met jas jas at about six plus. and we basically panicked alittle as we have not got charis' bday prezzy!!! sooo we just brisk walked to far east cause we know she LOVES colourful and FUNKY stuff! omg. oh yeah. jas looked super pretty and nice in her VVVVVV-nice-i-lied-to-my-parents-about-the-actual-cost white dress. :D hahaha.we were at a loss what to buy...jewellry, belts, bags etc etc etc. then we thought OMG.WE HAVE TO GET HER UNDERWEAR!!!
haha.so we headed to BUTT ON. (super cute shop!) and bought super cute undies for her! hahaha.then we bought a bag...really really really nice colour!!! :) headed for city hall together after that. :)

met piggy at city hall.went to surf girl to get jas' wonderful bag. :) colourful and STRIPED! haha.
jas was SUPER excited to get her new bag.haha.miss the old gang. where all of us just ADORE shopping.hahaha.piggy acted DAO to jas.cause jas bought the bag w/o her.haha.ooo.then we were waiting for charis outside surf girl...and we were trying to think up of a dare for charis...haha.her bday dare...and we saw this KISSSSSS booth staring at us in our faces...went to get an application form for charis.but seeing that it was like..SUPER fun.ALL of us decided to join too.hahaha.we were in the queue when charis came. :) :) :) hahaha.DRAGGED her into the line. and SMOOCH SMOOCH. haha. :) :) :) promoting elizabeth arden lipsticks. haha

then we had dinner at new york new york even though the queue was SUPER long...dinner was great.we just talked about EVERYTHING under the STARS! hahaha.miss them A LOT! omg...a lot to tell!!! shall cont tmr.as i am close to being brain dead. lol.

just wanna tell you guys that i miss you guys loads.and that we shall see each other on THURSDAY! <3<3<3

and thanks for the day. and that article of clothing. lol.missing you loads! <3<3<3

lOooveeee :)

oh my...I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY TIRED!!! boohoo.double eyebags.omg. i woke up with DOUBLE EYEBAGS!!!

yesterday.after school, i had shooting training. tried to study at the tables outside the range...but after awhile i went to the void deck where i tried to remember all the dance steps with amy.haha.to no avail.lol.after which we ran to the pink studio for rehearsals.rehearsals ended pretty late...so once i reached home..i just STUDIED like crazy for econs test.hahaha.but...piggy called me.then esther called me..soo..hahaha.

today...i am so sorry conray! hahaha.for taking your moneyyyy.
had econs test today.went err.horribly.haha...

great time talking to you guys!!! either by msn/sms/phone. :) :) :)

and sophie dear...you can tell me whatever you want!!! :) :) :) <3>


I HATE YOU.for making me feel this way.
I HATE YOU.for doing this to me.
I HATE YOU.for being such a frog.

to all girlfriends <3

No man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

loadsa love to ALL MY DEARLY BELOVEDs.haha. <3<3<3 thanks for being there for me like 247 :)
ooo..today's gp test was super difficult!!! AHHH!!! hehe.after school...studied with qiuyan at the void deck..haha.was amazingly quiet! then mum came to pick me up and we went to tiong bahru... hahaha. and...SHE HAS ALLOWED ME!!! yessss!!! *victory dance* but i shant get my hopes tooo high up...cause...she is v v v v fickle minded.hahaha.sooo..i shall just...errm..hang on to it first.haha. but i cant wait esther!!! :) :) :) missing you loads dear!!! and hope that you will stop feeling pukish.and STOP DRINKING!!! hahaha.let us go SHOPPING SOOOON!!! :)

today was kinda hectic.haha.mondays. stupid stupid stupid. woke up at like FOUR AM!!! wtfreak.sighh.in addition i slept at like one... man...well.on the bright side...i fell asleep at like five.and woke up at six. -.-

oooo.today i found out that i had to go for the GP seminar thingy at NTU. had loadsa fun like torturing ian with sharmeen. and i realise...ian tai is actually a kinda REALLY SERIOUSLY WEIRD GUY!!! hahaha.but i know..under all that BLUBBER... he is actually kinda nice. hahahaha . i think.

shall go off to watch tv.even though i have not finish reading my GP package for my package test tmr.with about 30 pages left...lol.whatever.at most..i shant sleep tonight.

and your promises are empty.
and your words seem fake.

this is dedicated to SARA TAN. <3

sara, it has been wonderful knowing you. and i wanna thank you for all the fun and joy i had. thanks for the memories in ac :) and us being the extras in pae ad2 :) hahaha.but now i realise... that i really LOVE pae AD2 <3<3<3
i really miss julianne, noah, marcus, huixian, junnie, hannah, jackson, joshua, yvonne and last but not least... SARA!!! :) <3>
and i think the next two weeks, it is going to be quite tough. esp for julianneee and cus cus. CHEER UP YOU GUYS!!! juli, I AM STILL HERE FOR YA!!! even though i am not in the same class as you.or any same tutorials...lol..but i am still in SCHOOL! haha.soo..if you need anything.or you just wanna talk about something...just come to me or something.hahaha.or if you wanna crap about bryan.lol...

had a GREAT time today!!! even though sara was leaving, it was kind of a day for us to come together to send her off [ :'( ] we must must must meet up often!!! be it to study or to just eat. :) hahaha.i actually miss the jackson-marcus thing going on.hahaha.and noah's stone- look.plus floppy hair. and julianne's smile :D hahaha. <3

am going to miss her loads.school is just going to be super duper weird without her. miss seeing her funnnkkkyy bags.and her chunky jewellry...

this has taught me that i must must must treasure my friends more. :D we shall meet up once she gets back!!! :) :) :) and must must must have a pae AD2 outing. love you guys!!! <3<3<3

after sending her off...we headed to T2 burger king for dinner.had a wonderful time. :) headed home from changi as a group :) :) :) and yes noah...we know that you can do pull ups.hahaha.even after i hit you sooo many times.hahaha.

omg.and i realise that i should most probably work on my posture.
haha.

ookk.feeling..quite...very difficult to describe...
sigh.sigh.sigh.

yesterday...went with jas to meet zhuqing at island creamery...and pig brought a friend :) jas ong. haha.she is a super nice and sweet and pretty girl!!! :) and i am NOT blind. hahahaha. had a great time just talking and crapping about stuff. :):):) and all of us were like...nooo we dont want our faces stuck on the photos wall..cause we are all having a bad day...hehehe. :) :) :) makes me miss their company soooo much.and charis is STILL missing.lol. miss her loads too!!! hehehe.and her bday is COMING UP!!! soooo.YEA!!! reunion time!!! :):):):):):) just thinking about it makes me happpyyy!!! :):):) girlfriends are always the BEST! <3<3<3oh>

bleah.am talking to piggy now about sicc.like in the past when all of us just spend time there...like watching movies...and eating...boohoo. :( and SLEEPOVERS!!!!boohoo. :( :( :( omg...and like going to wild wild wet. hahaha.and just chilling at the wave pool... :):):) it is like sooo sad to think of these stuff.but it makes me happy knowing that i have such wonderful memories!!! :) :) :) thanks you guys for making wonderful memories for me...and i know that there are MORE to COME!!! <3>

met qiuyan for lunch today at nydc...lol.had the big O and a bowl of chicken soup :) while...that qiuyan took ALL THE CHOCOLATE CHIPS OUT OF HER DRINK!!! omg.is SHE LIKE CRAZY!?!?!
hehe.today's rehearsals was held in the pink studio :) super nice place! :) haha. and man...the production is going to be SUPER nice!!! hahaha.sometimes i just wish that i can be the audience.hahaha :) after rehearsals, i headed to the library wanting to STUDY.but there wasnt any space.lol...sooo i went home to read crap.hahaha.

after dinner, headed down to orchard :) yea. i miss orchard.hahaha.but then..once i start trying to shop.i realise that..maybe..i dont really miss orchard that much...cause...this season's clothes suck.except for...the red trenchcoat from zara. :):):) super nice. hahaha.am sooo inspired to study hard so that i can study overseas... :):):) tried it on.and it fitted like a T. :) hehe.mummy said it looked GREATTTT!!! hehe.

esther.dont stress out kkk.everything will be fine!!! <3<3<3
hugs and kisses. love ya! <3<3<3>
guys are jerks. ignore them.
i think i shall go and shower you with loveeee tmr! :):):)

awwww.which reminds me...am going to the airport tmr..to send sara off. :(
man.i hope i dont cry. :(:(:( : ' (
am going to miss her soooo badly.almost cried in school yesterday when she gave me a hug..thinking that it was her last time seeing me before she leaves... <3

: (

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

hahaha.is it?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

hehe.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

hahaha.i should stop.shall go sleep!!! yea!!! my FIRST nap nap in a LOOOOONG time XD

lol.have not been blogging or going online these past few days...hahaha.too erm...caught up in things...haha.had a maths test and chinese mock paper today...boohoo.super long day it is...hahaha.

yesterday.EWWWW. the THING which GROSSED me off was IAN TAI actually SPITTING in his food!!! (thinking that he should and MUST protect his food from all of us.. -.-) stupid guy.super DISGUSTING!!! ewwww.and sharmeen and i got a FULL view of HIS SALIVA SPLATTERING over his food.EWW!!! total grossness. made my food taste not so nice after all.conray felt EXACTLY how i felt.hehehehe.DISGUSTING!!! after ian left, sharmeen quickly took his bowl and placed it on the NEXT table to prevent FURTHER contamination. HAHAHAHA.then headed for art tutorial.was so tired.i actually fell asleep in class.had a headache too. :(
oooo.today was my first day at the clay room...quite weird.haha.never did clay work before.ah weelll... great to try something new! :)
had maths tutorial after that...GREAT SEEING SARA!!! :) <3>
after maths..school ended!!! :) went to the void deck to study with qiuyan!!! :) then went homeeeee... :)
well.the night was kinda weird.had a GREAT TIME talking to esther.but after that.my happy mood CRASHED like nobody's business. :( :( :( talked to MOMOREN.(ha!) and felt like CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP.had the sudden urgh to just curl up and cry. sighhh.not good. :(

today was kinda weird toooo..haha. a straight day with no breaks.haha.but i managed to eat stuff. ;) haha
omg. i cant believe i ACTUALLY did the piggy dance for ian tai. stupid stupid stupid tongsi!!! and i did it TWICE! omg.omg.omg. -.-
in the end...he did not tell me the secret.sooo i did it all for nothing. but it is alright.i actually started a rumour about him in front of him.sooo.payback.
hit him with my chinese dictionary.then started hitting him with HIS chinese dictionary. (haha)
then headed into the MPH for our exam...lol.for the THREE hour paper.lol.

tonight was kinda weird toooo..lol.
weird sms received.
"helloo. guess who am i"

not obvious who ...dots...but i found out who was it in the end.lol.STUPID GUY!!!

hahaha.missing esther loads loads loads!!! and qy too!!! great studying with you and THANKS FOR YOUR HELP!!! <3>

HAPPY SEVENTEEN BDAY TO VIV AND VAN!!! <3<3<3

hehehe.esther asked me to do this!!! hahaha!!!

T.O.N.G. S.I.: Temptress Offering Naughty Gratification and Sensual Indulgence


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hmm...woke up still feeling the effects of yesterday's puking session. BLEAH. :(
forced myself outa bed.slacked a little in the morning...then told myself that i gotta study!!! but..man...THE WHOLE OF TODAY...i ONLY DID my gp compre. -.-
went to suntec.even though i was feeling a little teeny weeny bit woozy.hahaha.had a VERY VERY filling dinner of hainanese food. (cause mummy FORCED me to EAT. even though i was UNWELL) eating hainanese food made papa V V V happy.haha. XD

hehe.ESTHERRRR!!! HAD A GREAT GREAT time yesterday...even though i ended up puking...hahaha.I SWEAR IT WAS THE SUN!!! hahaha.you lah.choose to sit UNDER the SUN.hahaha. ;) ;) ;) but the view was NICE. and i LOVE tako paci!!! heheh.love ya.and STAY CHEERFUL!!! <3
we gotta go shopping. in need of RETAIL THERAPY!!! even though you went and buy your shoes while i was semi conscious...hehe.

love ya. and miss ya!!! <3
and let us pretend that everything is alright. right.

i could be that girl

i'm the girl who will put her head on your
shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i
want to be closer to you...

i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain,
more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive
resturant...

i'm the girl who says, "ok, but you owe me..."
jokingly not because i actually want something,
but because it means i get to spend more time with
you...

i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and
i will have fun because it means i am spending
time with you...

i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i
find someone i like i want to spend the whole
night curled up in their arms...

i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet
little things you do for me...

i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart,
there's always a place there with your name on it.
& even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who
never forgets you..

i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss..

i'm the girl who you can talk to about anything..

i'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...

i'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my
friends...

i'm the girl who will listen to you when you talk...

i'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no
apparent reason...

i'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from
behind or kiss me on the cheek...

i'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to
your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...

i'm the girl who loves the feeling when you take
me by the hand without saying a word...

i'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't
care what other people say about us...

but i am not.am i?

well.today was kinda a hectic day...suddenly got a pink slip with adele after maths tutorial.met esther and van at dover and headed for bugis to attend ms goh's service and cremation. :(
met shiping and shiling and some other familiar faces :) after that esther came over to my house...talked,drank some stuff.(HAHA!!!), listened to SUPER sad SAD songs...HAHA!!! and when we were heading out...we realised...that MY MUM wore esther's slippers out... -.-" erm.dots.dont even recognize our own footwear... -.-

:( ookk.nvm.just heard something SUPER depressing.soo.am no longer in the mood to blog...
i shall get things right first.before saying anything. :( :( :( but it does not sound good.

hmmm.was pretty busy the past few days.going for parties.and skipping parties.haha.and had rehearsals these past days.

and i am feeling rather tired.like there is no strength to go on. :(

bleah.

heck care about art essays. :(

hmm..today...was...such a sad day...bleah.it seems like all the sucky things are happening today.ending up sorta tearing up in the library. :( got news that ms goh pass away. this reminds me that life is so fragile.that we should not just take the crap from others.all that lies.and crap.and bullshit.sooo..conclusion...we should just live our lives to what we WANT. to enjoy it.and not feel crap all the time.
even though ms goh has never taught me before.well not directly anyway.but i still feel sad and felt like crying when i heard about it. : ( : ( : (

after econs lecture, headed to orchard to change my jazz pants.then wanted to go far east to do some shopping..lol..but it was already like..4.10.head to get back to school for shooting meeting...sooo...i gave up my much MUCH MUCH MUCH needed retail therapy.bleah. talked to esther for a bit. got back to school.(felt weird walking back in while everyone walked out.) shooting was kinda slack..haha.helped out with the trials. tried shooting with rifle.ok.now i know why i joined pistol.went to holland with qinwen, xinyi, ian hwee and samson for dinner at like 7 plus plus. haha.quite fun...cause...i sorta made a BET with ian hwee... GET READY PEOPLE!!! you guys are GETTING FREEEE drinks...five dollars min each. :)YES YES YES. :) *victory dance* but..if i dont fulfil my part...hahaha.i am sooo SCREWED. haha.yes.SCREWED. ookk.nvm.i wont even think about that.cause i KNOW i can do it! :):):)

then mummy fetched me from hv.headed to nus hostel to help tw.her room was kinda MESSY!!! and i spy my jeans in her really messy closet...hahaha.nvm. after that, headed home.bath.helped mum with bambi..yes.his wound is STILL there...and tried to do my art essay.haha. to no avail...

ooo.these are some of the neoprints taken yesteraday. :)
i miss esther after JUST ONE DAY.





What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone

TODAY WAS SUPER FUN!!! ohhhh boy!!! it is days like this which can cheer me UPPPPP!!! hehehe!!! love you esther and thanks for the GREAT night! ;) hahah.wellll...went for pw meeting at sab's house.then headed for tiong bahru to meet esther..hehe.i bought a few nail polishes from the face shop!!! hahah! ooo..bought colours like...blue!!! vampire red..and hmm.i forgot..i think there was a coral ...haha!!! nvm..i loved alll of them! and wanted to buy all.hahaha.shit.i should not even be thinking about doing that. :D hehe.played arcade with esther..had a GREAT time laughing at me losing..hahah.then shopped a little while.and had a candle light dinner under the (almost absent) stars.haha.marvy dinner! :) TRIED to cam whore..(HAHA!!!) well, the food tasted great! great company!great breeze! and wonderful self-played music. :)
after that...we headed to the neoprint shop...well..neoprints are not for ahlians..haha.cause..it just gets rather addictive and all...and we spent like twenty bucks there...lol!!! but whatever...cause we had GREAT fun doing it.hahahah!! :)
thanks esther!!! thanks for being there, listening to me grumble and crap about stuff.and remember kkk.i am HERE for you. :) love ya.and dont think too much.k?

i miss alllll of YOUUUU guys!!! piggy.charis.xwx.delly. :) and the whole of 4B1 2005. :):):)
muacks<3

welll...hmm...it is kinda weird today..but nvm.will get over it.

school.rara ponned maths lecture again..tsk tsk.miss her!!! :( it is gonna be weird NOT to see her and her pink bag anymore!!! urgh!!! :'( then had to go for this portfolio building talk..NOBODY was listening.haha.i was playing with my phone.ian and stella appeared to be sleeping.and roy was smsing me..haha.total retardedness!!! haha. sharmeen looked kinda stoned.and yet worried cause she and ian had to go see BC after the talk...about PW..hmm...hope everything went fine!!! :)

had lit lecture after lunch.and was missing text rehearsals...lol...after lit lecture, had dance auditions today...hahaha.was kinda hilarious...henryk and vicky took stella, sean and me under their wing(s).. haha.dance was pretty complicated. hahaha.kept forgetting the sequences!!! bleah...and after like three hours of sweating it out..it was our turn!!! hahahaha.this whole ACperience (lol) is kinda fun!!! :) man...am kinda worried tht training dates ARE going to crash with rehearsals...bleah...that will suck...

after the auditions, i headed to the void deck to CHILL with qy and weiting:) then sat at the bleachers...studying..and waiting for mummy to pick me up..lol.she took such a loooong time.haha.nvm.good time to study:) PROMOS PROMOS PROMOS!!!
yes yes yes.i must STUDY!!!!!!!!!!
and i miss esther! <3
had a great time talking to you yesterday.
and had a GREAT time talking to piggy too!!! :) <3>
and to delly welly tooooo!!! UPDATE ME!!! tsk tsk.even though we are in the SAME school we HARDLY talk talk. :(

and to qiuyan. dont worry about things okk? just let things be. :) you cant change it! :) ;) haha.
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miss you guys allll!!! to rissy and xwx.(even though you are ALWAYS MIA!!!haha )

and i still have no idea what is going on.

no, everything is not alright.

it IS my fault.

as in the negative things in this.