ehhh.ok.am gonna be MIA for the next three days...hahaha.will be back on thurs..haha.
hehe.ookk.went for a swim in the morning..and then went grocery shopping with mummy and tl... bought loadsa junk along with the groceries...hahaha.not my fault.hahaha.and then went home for a tea break..hahah.made some stuffed mushrooms... haha.then there was not time to eat them.so brought them to yiyi's house...haha.woahh.the mozerella cheese is like sooo good man.hahaha.man.i have a soft spot for cheese.haha.and mushrooms.think nice piping hot portobello mushrooms.covered with honey baked ham.with cheese oozing out...haha.hahaha. I L O V E M U S H R O O M S...hahahaha.oh yeah..i packed the fridge too!!! haha.cause auntie does not really do it..haha.and i found like FOUR chocolate bars..and like a few bottles of honey..hahaha.tucked away behind the other stuff...hahaha.ooo..rations for when i come back.haha.hope they would still be there...hahaha.we headed to the north part of singapore...to visit my aunt.hahaha.aiyo...i am like so dead.sigh.ookk..missing da slut loads...hahaha.hmmm.nahh.it is ok.shall try to get used to it..haha.later i am going overseas to study..hahah.then...ehhh..ookk..thinking too far.might not even last past this yr... - . - "hahah.am like heading for camp tmr..and ...am gonna be like the only new comer..hahaha.ehh..hope it would be ok.hahaha.and praying that i would bunk with pig.haha.so that we can talk crap.aiyo.that girl ah.so toot lah. =p she said that she might not be able to make it for class party!!! tsk tsk.helping me organise.but not gonna be there.if she does not go.i will personally kill her.hahaha.nahh...wont do tht...will just like BUG her.and like NAG.and like TALK A WHOLE LOADA crap...haha.more than i am doing now.hahahaha.hahaha.weird lah.it does not even feel as if i am heading for camp tmr!!!haha.very weird.hahaha.

swollen eyes- in need of new sunnies.haha.

okkk..found out stuff.hahahah.tht i dont really wanna know...hmm..or actually i do..just tht it does not make me happy knowing... -.- " haha.okkk...i shall just shut up.

oooo.sarah posted these up on the shooting yahoo group page.hahah.there we all are.hahaha.
aiyo..haha.the bimbo stands in front.HAHAHA.and the WINKY...hahaha.actually.he is like some sorta science genius..hahah.i hate bio.hahahah. -.-"
okk.out of point.haha..hmm..i dont really know know everyone..haha.too bad lah.shall go try to have bonding..just the matter of ionic or covalent.hahaha.omg.science joke...sighh.hahaha.am supposed to have forgotten ALLL science terms..haha.btw.i am soooo not a cartoon character...it is just tht you just happen to catch me doing weird stuff.hahaha.ooo..and there is pretty boy.hahahaha.coolicious. ;)haha

hehe.there is like training tmr.very weird timings and all.so0oo..am gonna go for the range training..and skip pt.hahahaha.due to the VERY weird timing...hahaha.and tht is what EVERYONE ..(or at least all the ppl who told me.) are doing.
to slut: and i am sorry.i dont have the power to really control what i think.i know.i suck.
sorry. :(

missing you guys!!! haha.cant wait!! haha.

hahahah.okkk.i am like super high now...

QY reminded me tht i STILL have to study.hahah.shall go do tht after this.hahaha.

welll...ehh..woke up at an unearthly hour...haha.at SIX!! haha.and i was the earliest!! OMG!! haha...one of the RARE times..hahaha.met at yishun mrt..and we took the WRONG bus!! took 812E instead of 812..sooo we ended up taking a cab..haha.and sarah said something kinda racist in the cab..and the cab driver was a malay...so weird...aiyo..okk.FINALLY..we arrived at safra ...like super late..haha.it was like boring lah.haha.like sitting there watching the guns..hahahaha.okkk..then we got to watch the ppl shoot.and KY did well!! :D and all the other AC shooters!! sarah too!! WELL DONE!!:D hahaha.then we went for lunch..and...winky told me tht SOMEONE..(ie L---) told him about yesterday...hahaha.so DIAO..hahaha..kinda awkward...cause..errr...he came and sat next to me.feel a bit mean for like trying to not talk too much to him...sighh...nvm..i shall try act as if i dont know anything...hahaha.this trick works WONDERS!!! haha. ;)

ooo...gotta like plan plan plan the details for class partyyy..haha.so fun!!! cant wait!!!haha.HAVE to.MUST get.new sunnies...some idiot sat on my precious nine west ones... :( haha.later tht idiot is me.hahahahahah.but i highly doubt soo..i think it was TW..haha.OMG!! look at the freaking time lahhh.........have to GO STUDY!!! ahhhh.fine.shall stop it.STUDY TONGS!!!

okkk...yesterday was kinda fun...hahaha.i hope so.or i rather think so...haha.well...err..was supposed to go for vaunt yesterday...but..due to the RENTS...hahaha.i gotta compromise...so instead i went to orchard...hahaha.went to hyatt ...and ran out.haha.and then went back in again..cause it was too warm outside..hahaha.oookk..but i am want to be there...but i dont wanna be there..haha.okkk...contradicting.i am like a coward.sometimes i just dont dare face it.hahaha.well...kinda went shopping today..hahaha.OH YEAH!!! MONDAY was like super fun with piggy!!! hahaha.started shopping at like eleven in the morning..and she went home at like six..hahahaa.bought shirts, swim wear, undies..haha very cute ones...haha.and she went like MAD!!! hahaha.bought like shoes.undies.swim wear.tops..haha.we went trying on like shorts..and stuff.and URGH.i look hideous in them...sighh..i have sucky legs...haha. -.-" okk.shall not grumble on and on and on about body proportions..haha.cause it cant be changed...unless i go for plastic surgery or something..hahaha.had loadsa fun with piggy!! but we did not make our shopping stop at like our normal places like zara..and scotts...hahaha.the nice yogurt place!! haha.so weird..hahahaha.NVM!!! we ARE weird.hahaha.the loonies.and the retards.hahaha;) OMG!!! today was kinda awkward at training today..hahaha.like do i want a hug or a kiss... -.-"""""" *puke ____ is sooooo not my type...hahaha.mg gals have standards. ;) haha.ooo..went shopping today too!!! OMG!!! the stupid sale!!! sigh..have to like go with the rents..hahahaha...and see them spend instead of me..hahahaha.OHH!!! cant wait for next week!!! going on a camp with piggy for FOUR WHOLE DAYS!!! hahahaha.hehehehehe.so fun!!! :) even though i would miss ____ ...it is okk..haha.cause...____ and i have to get used to it..haha.will miss ___ too.hahah.and ____.and ____.hahaha. ;)oooo..and will miss like allll the trainings..haha.which is gonna be a lot.hahaha.not my fault.haha.and cant wait for like class outing!! hahaha.
OH YEAH!!! 4B1 CLASS OUTING!!! ON THE 12 th JUNE!!! place is yet to be confirmed!!! either east coast or sentosa ;)

ooo.should like sleep earlier today...haha.nutty ppl wanna meet up tmr at 7.15 at yishun mrt!!! hahaha.and where do i live...hahaha.haha.sighh..have to wake up at like errr...hahaha.earlier than on a normal school day.hahahaha. <3

A SUNDAY.

intensive shopping today...haha.but not for me!!! haha.my dad went a LITTLE crazy at orchard today..hahaha.and i was his ermm..shopping bag holder.haha...nvm...i DID actually get something..haha.got a guess top..haha.it is MYYY turn tmr!!! hahaha.going out with piggy.cant wait!! haha.have not really spent loadsa time with her...sooo..haha.it is the company that matters. ;) ooooo...OH MY GOSH!!! haha.okk.i still am a little suspicious about piggy and cookies..haha.hope tht they are not crapping IT up..haha.okk.ooohh yeahh.haha.met mrs nat lim today.hahaha.she looks really really really tired.haha.pooor gal...

sooo..COOKIES : if you are reading this...if you need any help..just tell me kk? :D
yes..i am in a little shock here you PTI!!! haha.or rather..EX-PTI.hahaha... :)

and piggyy..!!! I CANT WAIT TOO!!! to spend FOUR WHOLE days with YOU going NUTS!!! hahaha.and let us talk CRAP.hahaha.shall show you my french accent and try to piss you off.MUUUAAA HAHAHAHA*VERY evil laugh*
i miss you a lot...but sometimes..i just feel like punching you. :(
OMG!!! this girl just sent me a smile on friendster..and i am kinda shocked ..cause..i dont remember knowing a natalie my age other then one natalie tan...then i was like thinking and thinking..and i REMEMBERED!!! OMG!!! she is like one of my GFs since kindergarten lahhhhh.alll the way to MG!!! OMG!!! and i FORGOT THAT SHE LIKES THE NAME NATALIE!!!!! awww...i miss her!!! eunice !!! haha.oooo...haha.MUST meet up with her during the hols!!! I DONT CARE!!! haha.sigh.i hope i really do so!!! shall go try arrange with THE clara.hahahaa.

had a marvy time talking to piggy and amos..haha.really funky...haha.make me laugh all the time.they wont fail to make me laugh when i am feeling down..sooo THANKS YOU GUYS!!! haha.and...I am still in shock.hahaha. ;) man..i should like really start studying!!! should stop slacking!!! TERMS ARE COMING!!! URGH!!!

miss you guys!!! <3>

mood just now: :) mood now: :( sigh.whatever.shall just try to stop it.
riigghhtt.i have given in to bribery. :( okkk.
whatever. i shall just go try sign up for CIP...so can earn CIP hours.and just get all tied up.and busy.haha.or even more busy than i already am.it is like all the cons are pouring in now.and it just is plain sucky.sigh.whateva.shall just ...sigh.nvm.shall think happy thoughts...

BROKEN HEARTS

hahaha.was super high after love mg...love mg rocks!!! haha.had such a great time there!!! haha.but now i am feeling kinda down...i dunno...sighh..okk.yeah.i do know..but ...nvm...sigh. -.- haha.riigghhtt.adding on...cookies is also feeling like really sad...aiyeah...hahaha.okkk.haha.ponned school today...was planning to sleep in...but...i have NO IDEA why..i woke up like ten minutes after the time i normally wake up...hahaha.sooo i accompanied mummy, and fetched TL to school today!!! hahaha.it is kinda weird and all seeing mg in a morning sun now..hahaha.like the good old days...hahaha.the only problem is that i was wearing like my 2t sweater and shorts.hahaha.awww..THE mg UNIFORM!!! hahaha.okkk..i have no idea where mine went.hahaha.wwwaaahhhhh...i miss mg loads.like i did not know that there was a new pastor and all... :( awww..but it is ok...now i know.haha..ooo..at love mg today....she talked about how we live a world of broken hearts...which also indicates that we all HAVE living hearts.to feel pain.to feel hurt.feel joy.feel sadness. and it is statistically proven that one in four people have experienced or are experiencing or will experience depression...yeahhh.sooo YOU are not alone.hahaha.or rather..i am not alone...riigghhtt..okkk.yeahh... A WORLD OF BROKEN HEARTS. oooo..then we just hung about..until like 10.45..was supposed to go for supper!!! but...hmm..mummy said to go home..soooo i did..haha.being such a good girl..hahaha.and then i was walking..and i saw my bus ZOOOOM pass.hahahaa.and had to wait for like twenty minutes.hahaha...oooo..and at love mg..got to seee soooo many ppl!!! hahaha.like angie.daph..haha.have not seen them in like ages..!!! ahhh!!!ooo..and walking down the hill with qi reminded me of england.hahaha.and all the times we spend in england..and her having her ulcers..and the rest of us forcing her to eat oranges..and like stealing Jessica's oranges.hahaha..awwww..miss the days spent at lake district...with the strong wind..and the nice sky..and the trees..and the nature hike..okk.hahaha.i should not go to that topic..if not i cant sleep tonight...hahahaha.ooo.and got to spend time with adele!!! FINALLY!!!:)
hehehe.okkk...i look kinda toot.hahahahaa.

ooo..and i met up with piggy today at orchard...hahahahaha.she is still looking soooo weird with her tan..am still not used to her BLACK look.haha.like so weird to see her so tan..haha.oooo..and seeing her tan reminds me of us needing to go to the beach...with new swimsuits..hahaha.and like new sunnies...OOOOoooo yeahh..shall go get new sunnies too!! hahaha.ooo. sunnies remind me of elise..and she is like in aussie now...it is going to be another looooong time before i see her again...awww...man...nvm.next time she gets here...shall go partying + shopping with her.hahaha.so fun!!! CANT WAIT FOR 4B1 class partyyy!!! hahaha.and for all my upcoming shopping trips.hahahaha.YEA!!! SHOPPING!!! hehehehehe.*evil laugh* hahah.riigghhtt.nvm. oooo yeah.it is kinda difficult planning the class party..with all the conflicting dates and everything...hmm..sooo far.. the third week is the best.but angel and cyn cant make it...hmmm...well...err..ms tan and mr yeo actually suggested third week..do i really have to sacrifice ppl!?!?!awwww..i dont wanna!!! :( so sad!!! ahhh..shit.have no idea what to do with it lahh...hmmm..ooo yeah.met abby today too.and she too recommended third week since it is the week everyone.(well.ALMOST everyone) is free.sooo..hmm..i think it is around the third week.. :) ooo.yeah.happy third month.haha.and 49 mins.hahaha. miss ya ALLLL!!! :( so sad... <3>

lalala.okk.am feeling kinda sad yet high now.haha.okk.this is like super weird.haha. cause it seems almost impossible to feel that way...but am sad that piggy cant make it!!! AHHH!!!! shit.so sad... :( boohoo. hmmm..okkk.

today was kinda a short day...had chinese listening comprehension in the morning.and like the normal timetable...AND...haha.AD2 was scheduled to go to kallang to support the tennis match.sooo..school ended at like 1.10...but no diff.cause i end school at like 2.30...haha.but had fun at kallang.even though it is really sad watching some matches.. :( my heart like went out to the players..seeing them get so disappointed and sad.awwww...and this roy ahh..soooo piggish.haha.he ate like THREE icecreams!!! THAT PIG!!! haha.accompanied him to buy the first one.then was watching the match.and then i turned my head..and i saw him eating a different ice cream..and then i went to buy one too.and he bought another one.hahahaha.piggggg.ooo.then a few of us went to KFC to eat.kinda fun...with all the weird topics popping up.hahahaha.okkkk.emphasize on WEIRD.hahaha.
hmm.cant WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS!!! ahhh.am in real need of shopping therapy!!! ahhh..okk.shall make a shopping list...hahahah

• new bag (for school) the strap of my CK one is like gonna snap.
• new swim suit!!! yeah!!! haha.okk.the one i bought with piggy like last year is admittedly kinda weird.haha
• new top --> need new clothes basically.haha
• new pair of shoes.
  
• new slippers
• new pencil box
• new nail polish colours...haha.have to get one like SUPER shocking .hahah.like glam and funkyyy.hahaha.okk.am like having an obsession.haha
• thick hair band
• sigh.this list can like go on and on...shall like stop here.haha.if not ppl can see my REAL shopping capacity.haha. ;)
  

shall go off now.cause someone i miss a lot is such a bugger. ;) and i have deleted something.cause you are such a toot. ;)

haha.this is a pic of MY DEARIE!!! LOVE HIM TO BITS!!! haha.MY rottweiler.hahahaha.okk.yes.he can be scary...but he is MYYYY POOOKKIIEEEEKIINNSSS!!!
haha.awwww...look how cute he is!!! haha.he is like looking at the piece of doggie biscuit i was holding when i tool this pic.smart right?!?! haha.ooo..but as you can see the leg of the chair..in the background...my dearie destroyed ALL of my mum's precious furniture...and she was not too happy about it...tsk tsk.well..at least..now he does not really do that anymore...i hope.haha.at least he does not do it in front of me.hahaha.seeee..told ya he was smart. my dearie poookkiiieeeekinsss!!! :D haha.he shall live and grow with me allll the way till i am at least 28 years old.hahaha. okkk..all these are like SUPER random.hahahaha.

today...my muscles are aching like mad!!! haha.due to pft yesterday.and i had training in the morning.ahhh...my shoulders, and arms ache like hell.did weights.hahaha.and my leg muscles too!!! haha.cause...qinwen and i were like bored in the morning waiting for everyone to arrive...sooo..we went to cycle on the machine.and did the HARDEST COURSES!!! like going upppp and ddooowwnnn slopes with rEALLY steep gradients!!! haha.and all the calories burnt was like 30 + haha.so toot.hahaha.and that was before training...haha.can you imagine after training...haha

man...am feeling damn stressed about JC life...mum keeps talking to me about my As and what results i want etc.and what course to take in uni.and WHICH uni i wanna go to...sighh..oh yeah.should go offline alreadyyy...to studyyy..

ooooo...have not been blogging.but...hahahaha.loadsa things have happened in the past few days...haha.today was like a super hectic day...haha.like went to school.did pft five item.as usual.i got like a freaking c for s&r.and a b for SBJ.haha.so toot...i cant like reach my toes for nuts.haha.oh yeah.school passed quite fast today.sigh.in the morning.everyone (or at least me) was feeling damn sad.about the sucky season on a whole.so ...like ...my heart goes out to the sports ppl.nvm!!! the school feels your pain!!! ohh yeahh..haha.was supposed to blog about the fact that there are THREE BLURRIES in AD2.hahahahaJOSHUA.MARUCS.GERM Q.hahahaha.sooo funny.they went to watch a movie (poseidon) and were late.then they actually walked into the wrong hall which was also showing poseidon..and they sat through the whole movie. wondering why they missed the first part.and then they realised that they were sitting in the wrong hall after watching the WHOLE movie.which was like half an hour after they arrived.HAHAHA.funny...so blur!!! and so cute!!!haha.
yeahh.haha.today.i went back to MG!!!:D so happy!!! saw ms tan.mr yeo.mrs chan.mrs raj.mr tay.etc.HAHAHA.okk.bought a carrot cheescake for them hahaha.and i spent like aLLLL my money taking cabs here and there and buying the cake.oops.hmmm.my bad.tsk tsk.i should save up...haha.oh yeah.piggy was supposed to like meet me at like TWO!!! and she came at like THREE!!! and obviously...the teachers LEFT already!!! haha.so we just walked around a bit.and to go BUY THE UNIQUE snacks of MG.hahaha.piggy bought THE PIZZA, BOTTLED 100-plus, HELLO PANDA, THE cuttlefish.hahahaha.and she like INHALED IT !!! haha.miss seeing her inhale her food.hahahaha.and i bought the REALLY unique WHEELs.hahaha.and guava juice.hahaha.yummy!!!then we walked out..and we shared piggy's err..REALLY small umbrello.and walked down the hill.haha.my whole back and BAG was WET!!! haha.then i cabbed back to ac.then i SAW MY DEBBY WEBBY DEBORAH!!! she was in her ACS (i) uniform.hahahaha.which was kinda funny.hahaha.then i went for art outing.hahaha.super fun!!! funniest thing is that jo, eugene and i think that the best part of the whole SAM was the section that was out of our syllabus-- fantasy and manga.like REALLY COOL! haha.
hahaha.oh yeah.eugene said tht i do not sound singaporean!!! WHY!??!?! I DOOOO!!! hurmph.and that i dont look singaporean...which i DOOO!!! hurmph.just because i have a natural TAN.does not mean that i dont look singaporean.hurmph. then i RUSHED home to take a bath..seeing that i got caught in the rain on the way back from MG.and my shoes and socks were like SOAKED.sooo..i was like late for Passion AC.haha.

PASSION AC WAS LIKE SOOOO FUN!!!had a BLAST!!! saw RIA POOOKIEEEE!!! haha.my dearie!!! haha.miss RIA KU LOADS!!!:D my sitting partner.and the person who always try to clear my doubts about God. thanks for everything ria!!! :D my dearie!!! haha.hmmm.miss such a worship session!!! SOOO...i AM SOOO GOING FOR LOVE MG!!! haha.next friday!!! SO FUN!!! and it is good time spent ;) haha.sooo i shall persuade my dear esther to go with me!!! haha.adele welly is going too. :D too bad ria cant go.awwww.

oh yeah.g2g sleep...got PT tmr morning.hahaha.night!!!

MISS YA LOADS ESTHER, PIGGY, RIA. love ya to bits. MUACKS <3
thanks pearleen for your encouraging words and sweetness!!! :D really appreciated them!!! :D thanks!!!

and to YOU.well done on your match kk?haha.told you not to worry so much.hahahaha.miss ya. ;)

okkk...i had a little trouble talking and eating today...due to my swelling gums.haha.hmmm..some ppl said that it was due to my wisdom tooth.lol.hurts real bad lah.sooo i took like four panadol extra today.sigh.i am like getting freaking nightmares even though i thought it was ok already.
not good at all.sigh.and then i just remembered all the details of the talk i had with piggy.and sometimes i feel that i should do what she suggested.but the other side says no.sigh.this is called internal conflict.haha.sucks majorly.bleah.i wish i could take like painkillers for this too.sigh.sigh.sigh.i just wanna cryyyyyyyyy.bleah.
MISSing piggy loads.well.tmr is a hol.haha.but it still doesn't make things all that better. :( this is bad.a holiday does not make tongs happy...REALLY bad.

from the bottom of my broken heart.
there is something i really need to know.


okkk..was talking to piggy about some stuff like my thoughts and feelings...haha.okkk.nvm.shall not think about it.i shall not think about it. :D

ooo..today went by really fast.like a blur.hahaha.mummy arranged a family gathering at our house today...haha.and i am guilty to say that i did not help much with the preparations... :( cause...i went to the library to meet PIGGY!!! LOVE YA ZHUQING!!! update me often!!! hahahaha. i love ya too bits!!! heehee.it is really GREAT like talking to you ...FACE TO FACE...and i miss hearing your moans and groans.sooo..it is ok moaning and groaning about stuff!!! it is myyyy pleasure..haha.cause i would be laughing at you.heehee.which you would be doing too..haha.to me.hehe.and thanks for inviting me to your church stuff!!! REALLY APPRECIATED!!!hahaha.and your display pic of us is like really pornstar quality..haha.like a c or d grade porn star...haha.i told you to burn that neoprint.hahaha.missing you loads. :Dwe shall gatecrash stuff in MG.i DONT CARE!!! EVEN IF I HAVE TO PON!!! hahahaha.missing ms tan.mr yeo.haha.hmm..CANT WAIT FOR CLASS PARTTYYY!!!haha.and the pic (with deb in the middle) i found with you that is the closest to visible is like this only...sooo next time must take mOre pics kk?? haha.and neoprints!!!

oh yeAh..the gathering.haha.hmm...everyone (esp my mummy) is like getting kinda excited with karen's wedding.haha.even though it is like in dec.hahaha.mummy propsed her idea of customising clothes with the same fabric..and yiyi gave her a very WEIRD look.haha.hmm..i think i shall just take the money and buy a nice dress plus shoes plus bag or something.hahaha.nvm.too early to think...if not like founders day dress... ended up buying like a few.hahahaha.the result of buying tooooo early.haha.and kelly and TW is like planning and planning holidays!!! WHICH BTW I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO!!!! haha.but stupid terms...stupid school.bleah.a WHOLE TRIP w/o mummy and papa.like DUH!!!! I WANNA GO!!!!and yiyi just came back from india...and she is like flying off again this weekend...haha.on holiday.woah.her life is very cool.haha.her lifestyle rocks!!!ahh...miss talking to them!!! haha.and talking about sinful stuff.haha.like eating white chocolate and vanilla rose cakes...hahahah.and growing sideways inside of vertically.hahaha.

hmmm...and i shall go do my art research now..about analytical and synthetic cubism.haha.stupid.did the prac piece on analytical already..but..apparently..she wants us to follow the style of braque and picasso.sooo..i have to redo it...haha.hmmm..and i should start painting again..haha.the big board piece is like dued next next week.sooo.haha.i shall start again tmr!!! hehe.since TUESDAY IS A HOLIDAY!!! hahahaha.okkk..seee tongs.you should relax.and not think so much.you will feel happier.and better.even with the nagging feeling at the back of your heart...you still feel better overall. ;)

MISSING YOU ESTHER AND ZHUQING!!! <3

hmm.today was fun!!! and i actually studied like in full concentration ..even though it is for only one subject..but..it is GOOD!!! haha.and then i went for KRONOS.and saw like yating!!! hahaha.so happy!!! have not seen her in AGES!!! :D and the music is good!!! i love the violin!!! :) haha.and am happy that i spent time with esther!!! :D haha.bought famous amos cookies for the cello performer, ADELE KWAN!!! hahaha.love her.yummy.

attention all MG 4B1 2005 girls!!! it is time to PARRRTTTYYY!!! :D class party during june..soo..email me the dates you can make it kk?? or can sms or call... :D

My top career area is Counseling and Guidance

Careers in this field often demand that you have a strong desire to improve the lives of others. Most likely, you have strong interpersonal skills, and enjoy working with people. It may also be important to you to work in a profession where you can be certain you're making a difference.

haha.i took the tickle test.haha.am good for counseling and guidance.HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okk..i just spent like two hours reading my GP package.hahaha.

sigh.seems like i am slacking a lot now.and i cant help it!!! ahhh.ooooo...i did my 2.4 run today...man..it was like SWELTERING HOT!!! hmmm.sigh.things are getting kinda weird.as in everytime i see him.i am reminded of all that stuff he promised her....sigh..sucks lah.nvm.
shall not think about it anymore.and just lift my burdens to Him as his yoak is mild.

On His Blindness
John Milton

WHEN I consider how my light is spent
E're half my days, in this dark world and wide,
And that one Talent which is death to hide,
Lodg'd with me useless, though my Soul more bent
To serve therewith my Maker, and present
My true account, least he returning chide,
Doth God exact day-labour, light deny'd,
I fondly ask; But patience to prevent
That murmur, soon replies, God doth not need
Either man's work or his own gifts, who best
Bear his milde yoak, they serve him best, his State
Is Kingly. Thousands at his bidding speed
And post o're Land and Ocean without rest:
They also serve who only stand and waite.

AHHHH
RED.
I AM SEEING RED!!!

:(

little specks of red dots.

. . .. . .. .
. . . . .
. .. . .

it is called rashes.haha.
dunno why.shit.why am i still feeling like this?

haha.i got this from roy's blog...heehee.

the angel test.

You're an angel if you scored below 60.

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 4

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 9

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 2

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 3

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 3

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 5

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 4

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 8

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 8

haha.i am an ANGEL.only scored 50..haha..
the past week had been kinda hectic.and emotionally draining. there were times when i feel like just bursting out in tears and to just lose control.but.i cant. :( bleah.sucks lah.just spacing out and just thinking about the content...bleah.nvm..am not going to go to that blog anymore...

haha.okk...cookies is heartbroken... :( awww...nvm.hope that my mum will allow me to go to that party so that can go comfort mr cookies.haha.

school sucks basically...haha.have like two econs test next week and a gp test...haha.but compared to others..i am like super slack already.they have like six tests.haha...hmm..wanna go to ensem concert!!! :D LOVE going for concerts..heehee.and just basically go for plays, dances, musicals, concerts.hahahaha.wanna go to a ROCK concert!!!haha.nvm.school takes up too much time.bleah.haha.and my mum is like HOOKED on da chang jin now.she has succeeded in watching all the discs in TWO daYSS!!! OMG! i cant believe it lah.haha.and she still goes to work.haha. oh yeah.took the personality test this week on weds.and i am still a SCI..haha.but everyone says that the DISC test is CRAP.haha.hmmm.cant really concentrate on my work...haha.too bad.shall mug later..if i dont feel sleepy.haha.
hmm.am chatting with piggy and cookies now.and he seems rEALLY REALLY REALLY sad.mad.depressed. :(AHHHh...sighh.so frustrating...

MISS ESTHER, PIGGY, XWX,RIA. <3>
love you guys.
thanks esther and piggy for hearing me rant on and on and on about ME.haha.very boring subject.love you guys!
cheer up cookies.this is not the end!!! :D and thanks for being there for me when i am feeling down...

shit...
nope.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
i will not do it.
pls do not poke.

:(

control.

Self-disciplined begins with the mastery of your thoughts. If you don't control what you think, you can't control what you do.
Napolean Hill

i know i can do it.i have stopped.and this is my second day.YEA!!! lalala.but i am still rather curious ..bleah.stop it.you can control what you think.YOU ARE NOT CURIOUS.haha.brainwashing technique.

went to queensway shopping centre with esther today!!! met her at 11 am.haha.was late for 15 mins.my fault.haha.man..it was super warm in the morning.was sweating like a PIG.haha.then.most of the shops were not open.yet.haha.sooo..since esther did not eat breakfast.(tsktsk)sooo..we went to eat.haha.and then we bought her stuff.and walked around a bit.and just talked.

then...at about 12.30 we headed out.and realised that it was RAINING!!! VERY HEAVILY!!! haha.sooo..we RAN to the taxi stand.with esther running in front of me.and splashing all the water at me.haha.

took a cab to orchard.and since esther wants to get her TAKOPACHI for her cow, we dropped off at taka.so swweeetttt..heehee.miss her loads.nice to have a one on one time with her. :D heehee.and we dropped at taka.and i walked in the rain to cine.haha.it was not fun.haha.cause i was wearing jeans.sooo...when i got into the building.my feet were FREEZING.haha.went to the toilet to blowdry my hair.hahahaha.worked.a bit.heehee.

then.headed down to the cafe cartel to meet ex-classmates of 1AD2 :D heehee
so happy!!!
saw noah and marcus!!! :D heehee.have not seen them in a LOOOOONG time.haha.but a pity..i had to leave early.

miss ya piggy.
cheer up qiuyan!!!
missing you esther
XWX!!! AHHHhhh.

i must control.
i must have control.
pls. help me esther.haha. shopping

hmm.i went shopping today.haha.at zara.man...and everything was like RED.but i was bent on getting something.sooo.i bought like two RED tops(as in bright RED) and a blue one.haha.siiiggghhhh.ok.i am dumb.dumbbbbbb.

i am trying.trying.trying.trying.

lalalalala. IT IS A LOOOONG WEEKEND!!! XD super HAPPY!!! heehee.met up with esther at orchard today. man...she is spending money like water. haha. and the cow was instigating her to spend more money.tsk tsk.went for training in the morning.haha.had fun in the gym.and watching everyone flopping like dead fishes on the carpet.hahahahaha.so weird...but i gotta remember that i am one of them.hahaha.a DEAD fish.no lah.more of superman/superwoman.heehee.and when training ended, ian hid samson's phone under his towel.and samson was like looking alllll over for it.haha.and he actually asked ian to call him.hahahahaha.and alll that while, it was in ian's hand.heehee. well.zhixin, saratri and sarah did not go for today's training.so sad. :( after training, we went to play a little basketball.reminded me of ALLLL the FUUUUN time esther,xwx,adele,jo, and i had.bleah.oh yeah.reminded me of mr ng and shilin...hmmm.wonder if she still remembers me.haha.wonder how she is now.and her sis.haha.okkk.sighh.MGGGGGGGGG...

the past week had been really really really really really hectic.haha.like i was sleeping at around two to three plus everyday.haha.in need of zzzzzzz.just came back from shopping with my mum.haha.and surprisingly...she was kept asking me if i wanted this or that or this or that or this or that etc.haha.so weird.well.today..i was not the big spender.actually.these days..i am not much of a spender.shopping wise.haha.today...it was MY LIL SIS!!! woahhh..haha.okkk. am just in a state of shock.haha.well.she is my lil sis after all.haha.

MISS ESTHER PIGGY XWX. <3<3<3>

bleah.i should stop it with the obsessing of something.cause.the feeling sucks.STOP IT TONGS.

bleah.training ended REALLY late today. haha.ok.not LATE LATE.but late.haha.if you get what i mean. and i have to travel ALLL the way back. haha.

I MISS YOU PIGGY.
I MISS MG.
I MISS MS TAN.
I MISS MR YEO.
I MISS 4B1 2005.
I MISS PURPLE COW.
I MISS SEEING YOU GUYS!!!
bleah. this sucks.
talked to piggy yesterday.(well am talking to her now too) but yesterday...she was painting vivid pictures of our "lives" together. in the same JC. the same class. the same cca. pictures of us tying ropes together for odac. and looking at hot guys together. biatching about stuff. and like basically TOGETHER. bleah. MISS ESTHER LOADS TOO!!! hahaha.chatted with her just now when she was in her lecture. heehee.FINALLY!!! SHE IS IN SCHOOOOOL!!! hahahaha.

<3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

this sucks. really really really really really sucks. big time.sigh.sigh.sigh.

wish that i did not poke.

and now. i feel much worse.

MISS YOU.
thinking about you.
thanks for being there for me.
always.
to wang and pig. <3

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YOU ARE BRAINWASHED.
THE LAST POST DID NOT EXIST.

anyway...I AM NOT TELLING!!!
ahhh. too bad.

miss you.

but you know.

bleaahhh.this sucks.

D.E.pressi.O.N

it has been a VERY depressing week.and it is only tuesday today. sighh.nvm.talking to angie, piggy, and last but sooo not least, my dear dear ELISE has brighten up my DAY!!! ahhh..gave her an update from sinagpore...haha.missing her loads. and miss angie too!!! I WANNA CRASH MG LESSONS!!! esp. ms tan's lit lessons and mrs chan's art... haha...missing mr yeo too... AND FOUR BE ONE 2005 ROCKS MY FREAKING STRIPED ANKLE SOCKS!!! ahhhh...lol.am like chatting with elise..about CRAP!!! haha.we are such bitches.heehee.both self-proclaimed.and materialistic people.hahahaha. oh yeah...have to go reread the very very very interesting email i got from esther...hahahaha.some parts are quite accurate;) ahhh.oh yeah.esther.so jealous.sigh.nvm.will date her some other day. :D

hmmm.econs test today...surprisingly and weirdly similar to geog.oh no.facing the monday bluuuueeesss. missing esther loads.and xwx. :( and piggy. and basically MG...miss ms tan.hmmm.ooo.am so excited about the upcoming uk project thingy..but i have like noooo idea..should be the normal things..like pics.etc..:D but seems a bit the normal.haha.yeah.

YEA.am so happy that esther has got a new and active blog!!! am able to stalk her somemore..haha.no lah.she is MYYYY girlfriend.soo...stalkable;) sigh...art is like so sucky.cause my painting sucks.so sad... URGH! that like sucks BIG time.aww man.sigh.looks so bad that i just wanna THROW IT AWAY!!! ahhhhh. shit.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.another factor...

d.r.o.w.n.i.n.g

my shoes are soaked.

haha. I CHANGED MY MSN PASSWORD!!! ;) see how are you going to think of the password...haha.:D hmmm. it is a VERY wet day today.so sad.had to walk in the rain with my art piece.and the black mounting board was running. not good. sigh.so sad.am supposed to have an early day tomorrow.but because of lit...i have to stay back till like 3.10... so sad. ahhh
and i hope my mum would allow me out tmr with the old AD2 class..!!! i REALLY HOPE SOOO!!! i so want to hang out with them again... i REALLY miss them loads!!! ahhh. well...pray hard!!! :D haha.

THE

FUGUE

is pretty confusing.haha.ok.shall go work on it now.hmm.plus stupid econs essay. twenty five marks.for a demand and supply essay.what am i supposed to write about!??!!?! haha. so toot.

BEEP.

b.i.m.b.o. day.

hahahaha.ok.hmmm.EMOTIONAL BASKET CASE.haha.ok.random.well.am like doing my art essay.hahahaha.have to write about one of the well-known paintings done by either one of these three artists...van gogh, paul cezanne or paul gauguin.hahaha.ok.hmmm.have having a little problems choosing which one.since i am like CLUELESS about everything.haha.ok.well.hmm.today was a rather slack day.but have like absolutely noooo break.sooo.i had to sneak eat waffles.haha.hmmm.rah rah commented that i am always having waffles in my bag.haha.cause it was like that yesterday too.well.i get hungry easily.haha.and my bag is like smelling of waffles.not good.not good at all.haha.ookkk.hmm.i got sabo-ed to do the fashion show for the international friendship day...ahhhhhhhhh!!! haha.at least i have roy to accompany me.hahaha.but it is so toot lah.SAMMIEEE.tsk tsk.sabo-ed me.actually i LOVE fashion shows!!! haha. as long as i am the one watching. -.-
ahhh.so sad.found out today that rah rah is leaving for the US...:( like in the middle of the year.boohoo.it is sad lah.only four more months.:( nvm.i make friends to keep!!!:D haha. oh man.
hahaha.i was feeling a bit the weird walking out of school today.cause i was like so slack.haha.today is like the cca day...and shooting has not started yet.haha.well.sigh.hope when it starts..it would not get too hectic.haha.i heard that there is gonna be training on sat too.physical training.hahahaha.ok.
and a tribute to the GUYS OF ex-1AD2 / happy birthday you guys!!! to CLEMENT and SHENGZHONG!!! happy sweet seventeen.haha.ok.that sounded weird.
ahhhh.so happy that i talked to charis yesterday:D it has been like such a long time since i talked to her:D and she is GETTING A HANDPHONE!!! yeaaaa!!! haha.that is going to be sooo much better... haha.YEAH! cant wait for tempest!! haha.i am desperate to stay out late!!! it has been such a long time since i stayed out late with my friends!!! haha.missing you wangity!!! MUACKS<3>

Into your head, into your mind
out of your soul, race through your veins
You can't escape, you can't escape.

Into your life, into your dreams,
Out of the dark, sunlight again.
You can't explain, you can't explain.

Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you try.

Pulling you in, spinning you 'round,
Lifting your feet right off the ground,
You can't believe it's happening now.

Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you try.

It takes you to another place,
imagine everything you can.
All the colors start to blend,
Your system overloads again.

Can You feel it?

Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you try.

Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Give into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you try.

hmmm.weird mood.and.and.and.dots.dots.dots.nothing.

well..hmm.went abck to mg yesterday..hahahah.very the weird.cause...like almost all the teachers went home already.hahaha.anddddd.that ms tan ahhh.went on a two month attachment with a british company ahhh.soo super cooool.;)hmmm.she is like able to conduct lit tours..hahaha.she already went to new zealand..to the LOTRs filming spots;)hahahaha.miss her loads!!! ahhhhh.haha.took a cab down with piggy.and we met with a RUNNING mrs channny.haha.purple princess.(or is it cow)haha.nope that is what she calls us;)cows.tsk tsk.nvm.it is called a pet name;)hahah.well.she was dragging poooor saraphina.haha.yelling at us to hold that cab for her.haha.well.lucky we did not buy the intended cake.haha.if not only mrs raj and mr yeo would be eating it.hahahaha.so sad lah.well.at least we got to talk to both of them.and able to eat the malay stall's chicken briyani.haha.without chicken.well.at least for me.haha.miss saying that.hahahaha.good to be back at mg:D heehee.well.am like trying to crack my mind open now.thinking about my stuuuupid scarcity mind map.there are just tooooo many things.it is like EVERYTHING.tsk tsk.cant really fit it in the A4 sized paper.hahaha.well.too bad.sighhhh.got ___ for my econs teacher.sigh sigh.hope i will still be able to score in econs:( HOPE.hmmm.have FAITH.well.pardon my pun.

well.am kinda stressed about my art too.mr dunn said that i gotta SPEED UP!.haha.well.hmmm.cause i have to get my photos and all.well.GO TOOT TOOT TONG SI.haha.

and.HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY TO YOU HIU XIAN!!! :D haha.

it is a whirlpool inside my head.:'(

:D ok.yesterday was like soooo fun! the gals went BOWLING.and ARCADE!haha.and we took neoprints!!!haha.heehee.well.we were at like marina south.(very ULU place)haha.and we had to walk like a looooong way from marina bay mrt station.haha.under the hot sun.without my trusty sunnies.heehee.well.still fun anyway.was able to catch up with XWX.;) haha.and Real Kool too.;)heehee.well.Wangiddy too.hmmm.i will make MORE effort to stay close to them.haha.well.ooo.at the bowling alley.i sucked at bowling.haha.it started off with esther, then ria, then me.then last.but not least, XWX.haha.well.i started off with like knocking ZERO pins.while the others could at least hit something.haha.then...FINALLY! i got like a freaking STRIKE.haha.heehee.YEA! well.nothing to boast about.haha.cause after that i still sucked;) well. then we played the second game.heehee.annnnnnd.i was like DA pro.;) haha.esther and i were competing.heehee.super FUN la.haha.awwww man.i just got a call.annnnd.i was reminded of the zouk party.haha.well.really wanted to go.but...i could not find anyone to go with. :( and i thought soph is not going.sigh.haha.but...nvm.i shall be a good girl;) (as if.) and to stay home.using the com.haha.so toot.well.i got STUCK in the lift today.hahahaha.soooo funny lah.adding on..i was like in a rush.i know man.that sucks.rush to meet my freaking early curfew.haha.i was one hour ten minutes late.haha.well.lucky i did not get scolded or anything.haha.well.but the bad thing is that when i got home there was like noooo more food.which like sucks.but nvm.i made my own sandwich.with cheese.haha.HAD A REALLY WEIRD DAY.heehee. ;)

oh yeah.CLASS PARTYYYYY!!! haha.super FUN la.but too bad i could not stay out with them for dinner.:( BUMMER.but.we went to rah rah's beautiful.wonderful.house.haha.REALLY cool house.she got there.and we watched like silence of the lambs.haha.freaky.but since it wasn't in the night.sooo i wasn't freaked out.haha.and we watched the famous...BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN.haha.well.gay scenes.really weird.haha.well.no wonder it is R21.haha.hmmm.jake vs heath.hahahahaha.hmmm.loadsa hanky panky.;) hahaha.rah rah's dog is like soooo cute.the pug and the husky.heehee.well.the pug is cute.the husky is beautiful.haha.HAD A FUN TIME!!! hahaha.
oh yeah.before i went to meet the ppl at far east...met sad case.hahaha.right.yeah.took neoprints!!!hahaha.well.sad case cant smile.hahahaha.so toot.heehee;)
ps.I LOVE ATTENTION.JUST NOT FROM YOU.hahahahaha.right.my new top. ;)

heehee.ok.i got pissed today.not in the drunk manner.as in the angry manner.well.ok.it sounds really petty.hmm.nvm.am not angry anymore.:) went out with pig today.and then gab came along.ooohh.i bought a new top.ok.no.TWO new tops.haha.both are like black.haha.coolicious.well.we stoned at coffeebean for a WHOLE hour.i am like SHOCKED that i can actually stone.haha.well.HE made me angry one.not my fault.haha.well.it is ok.i shall live with it.hmm.not typing any secrets online.haha.not that dumb.=p well.CANT WAIT FOR TMR!!!! CLASS PARTYYYYYY at rah rah's.heehee

Since You've Been Gone

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

:D

siiggghhhh.well.very confused what to dooooo!!!there is like the options of taking four h2 subjects.but i dun wanna be like DEAD.and have NOOOO social life!!!well..have already handed in the appeal form and all.but just have not registered for my subjects yet.well.that is like SUPER freaky man.what if i make the wrong choice?sigh.adding on.not much mg girls came to ac.so sad.was actually looking forward to see my good friends.:( well.it is ok.Ria thanks God anyway for his will:D MISS RIA!<3>

YEA!today was like half day..:D.haha.sooo..ended at like 11 am.heehee.sorry that i did not go with my class.or rather.a small group of ppl from my class to seoul garden.haha.sorry.was not really in the mood for a buffet!!!soooo...i headed home to do my work..haha.am such a good girl.haha..sigh.the a levels results are out today..annnddd..my sis seems REALLY sad about it.sooo.i dunno how she did.haha.nvm.hope she will cheer up.:D haha.had FUN today!!!haha.but.school starts AGAIN tmr.sooo.am back down on earth once again.haha.well.back to GP.haha.found out tht i the 12 articles i did are like wrong.sooo.have to like REDO.haha.sigh.it is like SUPER toot lah.haha.blame me.never READ properly.haha.:) (: GP.

hahaha.went to the beach today!east coast.went cycling for two hours.haha.oooo.she said tht she saw james there today.haha.did not see him.haha.very long since i saw him actually.haha.oookkk.hmmm.it was REALLY fun today!thought it was gonna rain.but.instead it was a VERY good weather to be at the beach.:)

haha.piggy likes someone!!:D haha.right.hmm.went to buy my uniform today from lidos.and 14 was like outa stock.sooo i got size 14 half.and the skirt is like SUPER long.haha.but shall go alter it.and after lidos.mummy, tw,tl and me walked alllll the way to john little.haha.and bought stuff.then we walllkkkked allllll the way back.cause the car was parked at lidos.haha.yeah..and we stopped by paragon to buy some other stuff.and walked.and walked.and walked.and we went home.then i painted my toe nails RED!!haha.the same colour as the pedicure i had in the hols.heehee.love it!sighhhh.nvm.

sigh.super confused.super er...confused.and er..sigh.i DUNNo.oooo.

sigh.played the ever-so-bright lamp post AGAIN...haha.but it is kinda fun hanging with esther and puffy.haha.so sweet to see them fight over who pays for each other...haha.so cute.and sweet.:) heehee.well.went to THE ulu macs.actually.only the outside.and then headed for orchard.then we hang out.took our weekly dosage of neoprint taking.i headed home to take a bath for the CNY dinner..at conrad centennial.or whatever..and then my mum came home..yelling if i have changed.and i said no.then she started yelling about how the last time we were late.blah blah blah.and tht we MUST be earlier this time.blah blah blah.then she took a super long time changing..haha.nvm..it was fun though..getting yelled at.then telling her tht she wanted to be there early...haha.sigh.my mum is so weird.in a cute way.haha.oh man.o levels results..diiee..

lalalala..it is a weds today..went to hv.ate at crystal jade.and went home.super hot day.and still duper hyper about yesterday..:)

haha..am super happy.cause i just bought my GLAM top from forever21 for $48..:)lalalalala..went shopping today.and hung out with puffy and wang..:) super fun being the SHINING lamp post..no la.actually kinda awkward..lol...

lalala..am doing my art critical essay..have to write about Edouard Manet's Luncheon on the Grass.quite tough.since i don't really know how to do it.sigh.will miss elise when she heads back to australia..MISS YOU ELISE!!after the cny celebrations. i went to meet my dearly missed friend at the concourse since we have not met since tht morning..and then we head to the gate to meet a EVEN longer lost friend..my dear piggy!!<3<3then>

sigh.super depressed.mood swings.met up with charis,jas,pig.sat at holland starbucks.and i REALLY miss them.which sucks.and i miss talking to pig and charis and jas as a group.feelings of nostalgia. and the new toy i bought for tyson from the pet shop BROKE after five minutes of him playing it.:(this is getting sadder...adding on, i just found out tht yan cant make it tmr.sigh.and now i am feeling absolutely down.and super sad.and she is haunting me to the end.she is affecting my life in ac already.which really sucks big time.and i really love ac.but i cant seem to muster that strength to face another day in school tmr.i just cant.i just feel so down.and i think about all the times we did spend together. and how i cant really know what she wants and thinks about.i feel so sad just thinking about it.but i really wanna resolve this.and i dunno how.and i really miss wang, dele, xwx loads.and ria too.i know i will be meeting wang, xwx, and dele on sat.but i really cant stand it.i mean.i love my og and all.but i have only met them at the beginning of jan.so tht is abt two weeks.and i dunno how to stop myself from feeling like this.and tyson is really naughty.and i snapped at my brother today.:(and i totally biatched at my older sis for taking my clothes.everyday.sigh.am rambling.:(and i have to think about studies.and i am fearful of whether i can cope well.and catch up.blah blah blah.i am open to change.but i think i am kinda trying to adapt to change number 2.new class.sigh.but just wanna say thanks to wendy for the comfort.and am listening to this hilary duff song.it seems kinda true.that something will be going on everywhere.anywhere.but i gotta keep going.at least try.no matter what i do.someone will be there to bring me down.but i just gotta keep going.it is all around me.but i have the choice whether i wanna let it make an impact on me.
There's people talking
They talk about me
They know my name
They think they know everything
But they don't know anything
About me
Give me a dance floor
Give me a dj
Play me a record
Forget what they say
Cause I need to go
I need to getaway tonight
I put my makeup on a saturday night
I try and make it happen
Try to make it all right
I know I make mistakes
I'm living life day to day
It's never really easy but it's ok
The cities restless
It's all around me
People in motion
Sick of all the same routines
And they need to go
They need to get away
Tonight

orientation week has flown by...and i have made loadsa new friends..but i am NOT forgetting the old oness..(are u reading this, esther???)and i LOVE my og!!! kisses to Baudelaire!!lalalala..i just met my class today.and i am pretty afraid of them..sigh.and SHE is in my class.and Deb said tht if SHE was in HER class, she would transfer out.OMG!die die die.everyone is like patting on my back.telling me it is ok.sigh.the first look on their faces when i told them who was in my class is like.DOT DOT DOT.sigh.so sad.:(well.nvm.MUST THINK POSITIVE!ok.good thing coming up.going out with piggy, jas, charis tmr to holland.shall sit at starbucks and talk.for a very long time.since the stupid place practically threw van, esther and me OUT when we wanted to study on a sat after a sleepover at my house.to study for the olevels.so evil.right.:Pcant wait for og outing!!!lalalalala.

lol.it has been like ages since i even add anything in here...lol...am at home.. trying to do my art..and still not forgetting tht i am having chinese prelims tmr!!!and i am in this 'play' mood...all because i finally watched my second episode of one tree hill..i know. i am really outdated.lol

heehee.went major shopping today. bought stuff from zara, fox fashion and this quaint shop called 'the station'.my lil bro went overseas today for a school trip.to thailand.sigh.and he left without checking tht his comics are all returned.so it think my mum has to pay some fines.but my lil bro insisted tht he returned everything.but tht day i saw tht 2 comics are still in his possession.oh well.

	You've got a deep need to analyze and influence the people around you. You insist on excellence in all you do, and that's why you're always pushing people to use their talents, or competing with them to demonstrate how well you've developed your own. Your tough questions can sometimes scare people, but they really have no reason to be afraid. As long as they stay on your good side, you'll defend them to the end. But, when someone crosses you, they should be warned that they've chosen the fiercest enemy there is! Your instinctive ability to read people is an excellent diagnostic tool. Maybe that's why there are so many Scorpio doctors and surgeons. Criminal justice is another field that is well-suited to your sign. Your tremendous tenacity forces you to keep working on puzzles until you have them solved. No one would get away with breaking the law if you were on the case! You're strong and independent, but you cherish your relationships, too. You need people who admire your intelligence and focus, and who live up to your high standards of success.

* chariot - Gavin degraw

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
and seedless watermelon.
Ohhhh, nothing from the ground is good enough
Body rise,
Look what's over me

Oh Chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh Chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me give me your strength

Remember seeking moons rebirth
Rains made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
There is a living promised land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons filled my mind and covered me
Bring it back
More than a memory

You'll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup
It's pouring over the sides
You make me want to spread my arms and fly