YEAAAA!!! WE GOT INTO THE MP ATTACHMENT PROGRAMMMEEEEEEEEE!!!

*victory dance*

haha. YES YES YES YES YES!!! hehehe.so FUNNN!!! yeaaahhh
welll...QIUYAN!!! i hope hope hope that YOU wont be in CHINA when we are PLANNING or ATTENDING the PARTY!!! :)
hehehe.i think the main point of joining this thing is for the PARTY :D haha. right? LOL.

well girl..had fun with YOU today!!! just talking. (secretly bitching). and just plain study.and giggle at bits of songs we are listening :D hahaha :) planning for things to do after promos.during the hols.shopping trips.even PLANNING OUR SHOPPING LISTS!!! yes!!! :D shopping. haha.i am already getting withdrawal symptoms. :)

awww.and ian.cheer up! you looked so forlorn today. :D

miss you to bits esther!!! <333>guys suck big time.not even worth our time and effort. yes.no more guys. NO MORE. haha.gf time is impt.see you soon! MUACKS.well.at least once you are UNgrounded. hehe.muacks!and we shall go shopping..cause i am sure in your grounded period..you are actually saving money.haha :D and to the BEACH we go! hehe.love ya!

love always, tongsi <333

haha.omg i love this thing. :)
haha.went SHOPPING today! haha.i think i am the only weird girl who actually goes off shopping in her midst of her pretense of studying. haha.

hahaa..ok..esther..i am like..reading your DESPO guy convo now...yes.i NEED entertainment..seeing that i am down these few days. :( or weeks...or months...haha.

omg. his english SUCKS. and he is SOOO weird...asking you to "see stead 4 a month first"HAHAHAHA.okk.this is SOOO funnyy.
hahahaha.if he is indeed a high paid person, who travels to europe allll the time...why doesnt he know that the word is REVEAL...and not revert... LOL..
pppooooorrrr esther..must have been sOOOOO exasperating.hahahah :P

sighh.esther esther esther...cheer up k ? :)
here for YOUU!! :)
MUACKS
<333

hoho.went to the library to study today..cause i was falling asleep at home...then guess who i saw!!! conray! hahaha.stupid pig. he just plonked himself at my table...lol.total retard.

the people came to fix up this baby gate at the stairs today...haha.for tyson... hmmmm.REALLY inconvenient! have to always open the gate.close the gate...BAH!

stupid gabriel wu.
you suck.
meanie. :(
bully me.
hurmph.

haha.

hmm...had a GREAT talk with jas jas ... :) hahaha.am soooo happy that we still meet up EVERY SINGLE morning !!! :) eheh . ARE YOU JEALOUS PIGGY?!?!! haha. missing ya loads too!

hmmm.ponned maths tooddaayyy haha.to go to the clay room..haha.had pe in the morning..played floor ball...haha.pe gave me a RED/PINK cheeks the WHOLE day..that EVERYONE kept commenting about it!!! :S

I DID NOT APPLY BLUSHER!!!

haha.ponned econs lec too.and went to the hubbbbb with jay. met qy and weiting there. :) so we sat there tooo...with ALLL the intention to study...but..somehow...jay and i strayed off...haha...wandered around the canteen.MET JAS JAS!!! haha. ;) *wink wink* *nudge nudge*

went back to the hub together...and TRIED to study.haha.then jay left. then jas left when skinny bones came...leaving me with the TWO lunatics who kept laughing at my PINK cheeks...and qy took out her cam!!! hahaha.and i took LOADSA pics to THEM..haha.NICE NICE NICE SPONTANEOUS shots.haha.went for lit.then papa picked me up...man..he is SCARY on the road! :S

am now having this REALLY weird convo...and i think...that is SOO not daniel. sooo i was conversing with this unknown guy...and i added esther in... omg.soooo weird. like TOTALLY. and omg. i am SOO slow. he said my name...and i was like..how do you know my name?!?! and i looked up.and saw my msn nick. LOL.
yes.esther.this is ONE thing to keep note of...hahaha.for future laughs. LOL

OMG OMG OMG...and apparently...todayy... NITWIT TYSON... PUSHED DOWN ONE OF PAPA's VASE!!!! :S shit lah...sighhh...he was giving me the evil eye behind his gucci shades once i got into the car...LOL... :S apparently...the vase tyson broke was the one that was the MOST expensive of the second floor collection. SHIT.

esther....I AM HEREEE for YOUUU!!! call me if you wanna!!! <333

dear BANANALICIOUS roy,
you are BANANA.
i wish you and me were PIGGILICIOUS.
if i could tell u any thing it would be YOU PIG, I CAN LIP READ;).

the reason i like you is because we got the BITCHING license.
for one day i wish WE CAN JUST GET AWAY WITH SKIPPING CLASSES or WE CAN JUST HEAD DOWN TO THE BEACH.
when i think of CLAY WORK , i think of you.
if i were alone in a room with you, I WILL NOT LET YOU PINCH ME ANYMORE.

you remind me of CHINESE SONGS AND ART.
without you, LIFE WILL BE LESS COLOURFUL :).
memories of you are HILARIOUS.
"WHATEVER" is how i describe meeting you.

the worst thing about you is YOUR CRITICAL VIEW OF PEOPLE AND SOCIETY ;).
the best thing about you is THAT YOU CAN BE NICE IF YOU WANT TO.
if i could describe you in a word: ROYISM.

love always, tong si <333

today i spent loadsa time with my clay work! :) kinda proud :) haha.but shucks.no art period tmr for me...haha.and i went for my FIRST maths period this week! haha.
sorry qy for not going to hv with you todayyy :( was already reaching HOME!!! ahhh!!!

watched the beginning part of cinderella man... pretty nice :)then watched hv on TV. then ate dinner.and mummy offered to bring us to haagen dazs(!!!) and we did...with me wearing my NEW YELLOW flats.. :) haha.kinda painful...haha.but... XD had my icecream!!! :) and we bought two tubs back haha. shit.and i just ate a chicken chop papa brought back !!! i am eating too much!!! haha.nvm.shant sleep so early tonight..even though ian hwee just warned me about PERMENANT eyebags. where the skin will start BULGING, PUFFY and SAGGING!!!

thanks ian for taking all my crap:) and your countless attempts to cheer me up. LOL.even though your methods are like...WEIRD. haha.thanks anyway..for offering to get me a whole EXTRA cheesecake. or a bear for me to punch. and for allowing me to PUNCH you. :) hahaha.thanks! -- everything will be fine! hopefully.

and to ian hwee.thanks for hearing my crap. HAHA.you are SOOOO not a guy.and you are my GF ;)
haha and i shall get you a barbie house for your next bday! haha. ;)

esther dearrriieee!!! OH NO!!!! hope everything is ALRIGHT!!! tell me the FULLL story ASAP!
love ya!<333

and at this rate.it is REALLY over.

just thinking about it makes me feel colder, as if the air around me freezes, as if i can never feel warm again. is this really what it should be?

ok.no more being emo.
lol. today i was quite pissed off. haha.stupid thing.didnt buy anything in the end at the so called sale cause the stocks just ran out.they just keep running out of nice sizes. :(
pretty sad that i could not get my polo t and the red collage shirt. :( somemore stupid bang just had to rub it in my face :( haha. nvm. peace. walked to the mrt with qy and went home with jay :)
reached home..and i STUDIED! :) haha.just chucked my phone under my blanket.. haha. sooo.no distraction. haha.man..i should most probably speed up!

haha.QY.glad that you ad GREAT fun today with your cousin! haha.YOU PIG! hahaha.ate SOOO much!

nice talking to you nick! :) cheered me up loads!
haha.i am your stalker ;)
and you are pretty cute when you were five years old. haha. :)

esther esther esther...went back to MG to eat nice nice nasi lemak...never calllll me....!!!
haha.i know.i have school.haha.but nvm next time just call me.and i see if i can PON. :D
missing ya loads dearie! btw, you and darren look SOOO cute together! :)

haha.happy that you are happy!

stupid ROY.haha.abuse me.physically and mentally. exploit me as if it is FREE. haha.tsk tsk.and THREATEN MEEEE :( boo.haha. nvm. haha.we shall ACE our ART. :) dont worry too much about your clay work. i have faith in you ! i am SURE you CAN do it! so dont be discouraged if it doesnt go your way k? :D

missing you loads piggy! <333 haha.

i love this painting :)
<333
haha.warhol.
yes.

and i am missing esther!!! <333

haha.miss tong wei!!! :) hehehe.she tried giving me her name card...which btw it TOTALLY lame..haha.but papa asked me if i wanted a set too...lol..and i was like...YEAHHH...cause i wanna print

Ooi Tong Si
Princess Co.
Queen of the Princess Empire
Royal Pte Ltd

Tel: 9XXX XXXX

LOL. and it shall be in black and red with gold linings. HAHA.

well...today was kinda TIRING and ITCHY!!! AHHHH!!!
scratch scratch...nvm.use the trusty ole aloe vera gel! :)
haha.

still itchy..but not as bad as in the afternoon. :D haha.ooo.had the arts council interview today.pretty scary.and i think i kinda screwed it up with my incoherent rambling.i was rambling on about attitude.and crap...AHHH.HELP ME.

haha.am like..SUPER happy now!!! cause...i got an email from SARA!!! :)

THE MARTINI GIRL.
haha. <333

missing her loads!!! it will NEVER be the same w/o her and her PINK bree bag or her prada bag...siiiggh..and her FUNKY PINK furry shoes..haha.
yes. haha.

nice talking to elise the other day! :)

missing you loads!!! haha.
shucks. it is like everyone is overseas... :(
nvm.elise...all the best with AAAA.
haha. :) <333

hmm. oh shit. promos are coooooommmingggg!!!

hehe.but instead of studying for the promos...i am like...SHOPPING .planning for things to do AFTER promos.watching movies.eating.daydreaming.reading mags...
shit.
i should move my ass.

btw..i bought my lovely rounded flats today!!! :) haha.
went shopping with mummy and TW after that BIG dinner...had many different types of curry.plus satay..haha.but didnt really eat much due to my horrid ulcer. :( have a NEW one... :(
boooo :(

had jap food for lunch..well..salmon with wasabi... :) :) :) haha. i lovvve raw salmon! :) ehehe.with wasabi!!! :) yesss. :)

to piggy: cheer up ok? just ignore that guy!!! :) not worth it!!! :) haha.call me anytime!!! :) missing you loads dearie!!! <3

to esther: get WELL SOON! and have FUN FUN FUN!!! :) haha. <3>

to roy: haha.dont be so pissed off ok??? :) things WILL start being better!!! :) take ART for example...you will ROCK it! :) haha.

to sharmeen: SMILE MORE!!! things WILLLLL GET BEETTTEEERRR!!! :)

thanks yinling for that GREAT email! made my DAY!!! :) haha. <3

WAHAHAHAHAHA...got this from eleen..super CUTEEEE!!! hahaha.you MUST MUST MUST do this esther!!! hehe.sorry for adele..because of dear lil me...she called you...sooo EARLY(for you) in the morning. haha. :)

O- You are one of the best in bed.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
I- You have a fine ass

T- You're loyal to those you love.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
N- You are dead sexy.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.

S- Easy to fall in love with.
I- You have a fine ass

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. as if man... -.-"

little footnote:
A- You like to curse alot
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly.
L- you live to have fun.
M-one to have fun
N- You are dead sexy.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Fcukin Crazy
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for.
Z- Always ready.

hahaha.missing YOU LOADS!!! baaaaaa. esther esther esther!!! ahhh.missing your CRAZY lil self loads!!! booooo. i feel like just lazing at the beach...just tanning.and soaking in the sun...looking at the blue blue cloudless sky.looking past the horizon...boooo.and just SLACKING!!! AHHHH!!! shucks.nvm.at least...i got to eat my mango strudel...haha.bought it yesterday from ritz strudel house. hehe :D

ok.PROMOS are HERE.and i shall go get the ogl form tmr :) hehe.plus complete the map form.and get my passport size photo taken.yes.and STUDY!!! yes.i should just go study.i shall go study NOW.NOW NOW NOW.ok.
bye...

oh yeah. YOU, yes YOU.sucks.bugger.and what a STALKER.you know who you are.

S T A L K E R.

confuse me.then smash it into my face.and then make peace.then confuse me again.and then smash it into my face, yet again. -.-

YEA!!! MY CRAVING FOR SALMON IS STATISFIED!!! :)
hehe.we had jap food for dinner.and i ate and ate my dear dear dear SALMON!!! hehehe.
didnt really eat anything else..haha.other than my steamed egg.hehe.and my green tea soba. :):):)
hahahaha.salmon is GOOOOD :)

awww shucks.school starts tmr.and i obviously dont feel like going to school... boo.
and i should most prob start studying for my promos. hahaha.but the problem is...i dunno how!
boo.
oooo..all the best to noah and marcus for their upcoming promos...which is like in ONE week's time!!! :D do your best you guys!!!

stupid booboo gave the brush off today. hurmph.even though you give me money, i WONT TOLERATE BRUSH OFFs!!! hahaha.just joking... ;) (oh yeah. pls note that i DONT use the money.)

even though all the stuff you know shows how much you care...sometimes...it just isnt enough.we have to ALWAYS consider the other factors..you know...it is impossible to have live in a world comprising of only two people...
sooo...i am sorry i cant tell you the answer now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIUYAN!!! :)

ahhhhhhhhhh!!! shit. okkk.no more emo shit.hahaha.

yes...school is going to start!!! AHHHHHH!!! SHIT. i dont want to go back!!!
oooo.finally.watched the devil wears prada. omg. love the shoes.and the clothes!!! i actually can remember some of the designs..hahaha.like the ralph lauren coat!!! haha. :) hahaha.
baaahhhhh...miss wang loads!!! hahaha.even though i kinda know she is busy dating ...rather than to meet poor ole moi... *pout*

boo.am doing my pop art notes now...hahaha.dont really like the term three syllabus..all about pop art..photo realism..blah blah blah...rather the impressionism expressionism etc...sighhhh...oh yeAh..NO MORE EMO.hahah

:)

DONT CALL ME BABY

You and me, we have an opportunity
And we could make it something really cool
But you, you think I'm not that kind of girl
I'm here to tell you baby, I know how to rock your world

Don't think that I'm not strong
I'm the one to take you on
Don't underestimate me boy
I'll make you sorry you were born
You don't know me
The way you really should
You sure misunderstood

Dont' call me baby
You got some nerve, and baby that'll never do
You know I don't belong t o you
It's time you knew I'm not your baby
I belong to me, so
Don't call me baby

Behind my smile is my IQ
I must admit, this does not sit, with the likes of you
You're really sweet
Mmm, you're really nice
But didn't mama ever tell you not to play with fire?

hahahahahahahhahaha.this is for you.

oooo.
i heart jay! :)

hmmm.thanks for the past few days...it was like...i dunno...
but these past few days just made me even MORE confused. sigh...

i am sorry.

i am sorry i cant tell you my decision.
but i just want to tell you that all your actions are appreciated. like you buying the peppermint tea when i was coughing and having my flu...even though it was "fucking expensive"...and even though in the end i didnt drink it at all.and passed it to you.forcing YOU to drink it instead..cause i know it sucked. haha.and thanks for giving me your money.even though i refuse to use it.
thanks for your patience even with me hitting you and pinching you. i have no idea why i do that...haha.no.actually i do.cause it is fun... ;)
errr..even though there are loadsa things that point towards the direction of YES...i dont know.and i am sorry for putting you through all this.
if you want...i can end it now. ;)
haha.
i am sorry.

omg. ESTHER !!! I AM SOOOOO JEALOUS OF YOU!!! hurmph. went off to watch the devil wears prada WITHOUT MEEEEEEEE!!!!!! hurmph.
hehe.but hope your date went well.which i think did. LOL <3

had a greeeaaattt time with you yesterday ...taking v v v weird neoprints.and blowing all our money on them...haha.ooooo.and i thought the punk shirts are soooo rad...but..the sizes are soo big! boo. :( went to the dkny sale.man..the clothes are like kinda weird...a little too granny-ish...lol..even esther thought so. *drip drip*ooooo.it was quite a fun day despite my nose cum cough situation... :) esther can ALWAYSSSS make me feeeeellll better!!!:) hahahaha.v v v v v funny.hahaha. loads of people STARED at esther...hahahah.i think it was because..she is chio. :) :) :) but...she insisted that it was because she looked weird...which is SOOO not true! hahaha.oooo.then this lady approached us asking us if we are interested in modeling...err...nooo.later..this guy...SUPER WEIRD.approached us to do a survey.and esther kept LAUGHING and LAUGHING...lol...i was like..errr..that is her normal self.HAHAHAHA.she was like...HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.then turned away from the guy and HAHAHAHAHAH. LOL!!!
love ya!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3
i am here for you whenever you neeeeed ME!!! :)

went to the library to study after art...boo. YOU HUNG UP ON ME. you slut. tsk tsk.
i love you smiley face!!! i shall load a pic of you when i remember. :)

sigh.and i still dont know ...

I… can’t get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean

You’ve kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I’ve tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies

I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean

Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you

I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you

Now loves a broken record that’s been
Skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we have to play these games we play

I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool

I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you

Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you

I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
Don’t know what to do
I’m stuck on you

PS. LOH ZHUQING. I AM SOOOO gonna KILLLL you.
PSS. HAD FUN WITH YOU TODAY ESTHER!!! :) <3<3<3

thanks everyone for your endless support and encouragements!!! :)

had a great talk with flea today :) even though i dont agree with some things you said...*wink* :) love ya! <3>
hehe.

talked to marcus todayy... :) CUS CUS! haha.nice talking to you. and thanks for the advice. lol. i think i shall just delete EVERYTHING away. i hope i can do that. :) know that you are missing her a lot.call her!!! :) even though it is going to be like..super EX. :) :) :) study hard!!! :):):) and missing ya loads.and sorry man.i didnt mean to give you the "whatever man" look.haha. know that you are missing ac loads...but it is ok!!! :) one year left!!! hahahah.how comforting.lol.

today is still shit.but i was still able to forget about things.went to orchard in the morning.tried to find for paper napkins at isetan supermarket...but wth.the supermarket doesnt have napkins!!! so went to zara for the MUCH needed retail therapy. bought two tops.which i love. :) wanted to buy more..but..stupid me.dont have enough money.so could only buy two...booo.
then rushed to school.was late..but..nvm.others were later.muuhahaha.

Oooo.we got LILY a CAKE for her BDAY!!! :) her birthday was yesterday. :) hehehehe. my girlfriend! :) <3<3<3>

but coming home is like... :( sighh.there is like this glooooommy cloud hanging over alll our heads. :'(

siggghh...
sucks man. :( boo...accidentally hackled blood out. EWWW.vvvvvvvv ewww.oei esther.dont ask me to go see a doc when YOU dont do it. LOL :) but i feel your love <3>

hmm...well.at least..todayy...i have upped my food intake :) lol.from yesterday's near- to- nothing to today's near- to- something. ah well.didnt really eat breakfast and lunch...unless you count a hakao. no appetite after knowing about beebs. :( no lunch either.and ate a little for dinner. that is good.better than yesterday's!!! :)

and to ian hwee, thanks for taking my crappy mood. i know i was being kinda EMO EMO EMO... lol.

COOKIES!!! STOP SAYING SORRY TO ME!!! THERE IS NOTHING TO BE SORRYYYY ABOUT!!! -.-"

boo.still sniffling and hackling away.well.at least i dont have a fever now.
sigh.v v v v tired. kept waking up last night. even papa woke up and gave me panadol cause my lights were on in the middle of the night...lol.three am.and i was actually thinking of studying. lol. but to pacify papa...i tucked myself in bed.

thanks again to people who are like...sooo wonderful! :)
thanks esther, piggy, sharmeen, felicia, lily (for just being my GF ;) ), juliaannee(thanks for your hug! ), cus cus, samme :) , cookies, ian hwee, jas ong (YOU SEXXXYYYY babe!) , dawwnieee. etc etc etc.this list just goes on man.sorry if i left anyone out. :) love you all the same! :)
with hugs and kisses, toodles. ;)

<3

Bambi passed away this morning. papa said not to inform tong wei. :( for the past nine years he was with us, he was a rawkin' dog, one who loves to run around the garden, chasing butterflies, bugging Deedee.being such an active dog. :) i remember the first time i saw him. it was in the morning when i was going into the school bus and i had no idea we were going to have a new dog.so when i had a glimpse of a pig nose i thought i saw a monster. :) thanks for the wonderful memories and of being so ever loyal and steadfast in trying to protect us from things. like the cockroaches. :) i will always remember your puppy dog eyes, always peering at us pleading for food from the table during dinner time. i know the last few months was painful for you.to hear you whine and to see you lose so much weight. i am sorry for thinking that you are a stinky dog.i love you, and i will learn to cherish tyson more. :) it is unnaturally quiet in the house now. i half expect to hear the jingle of the bell and the sound of your nails clicking on the floor. even tyson knows something is wrong.
i will not forget you. <3<3<3

when it rains, it pours.

sigh.what is my f-ing problem? sheesh. cant sleep at all.even after eating two panadols. :( boo. i dont want last night, or rather this morning to repeat itself man...slept at like four and woke up at like seven thirty. slept at four after eating panadol.but had an allergic reaction to the panadol intake in the morning :( boo.shucks.stupid gastric. :( and cough.plus flu.and the f-ing ulcer.and fever.plus headache.and shivers. :(:(:( URGH!!!
sigh.why why why why why must i always fall ill during the HOLIDAYS!?!?!? FUCK.
had like no appetite today.so today i only ate like a piece of sushi and like five spoonful of porridge.this sucks :( and i was supposed to be shopping today.which i sorta did.if you count standing around at tangs by the railings.well.at least i got a new ring.lol.shoots.i have nooo idea why i can go to sleep!!! URGH! like..i am very very very tired.and my eyes are like puffy and painful.but i just cant sleep! sheesh man.boo.life is a whore.
have to go to school tmr.well.at least it is not in the morning. hope i wont faint or something.ha.urgh.
get out of my head!!!

it's over.

omg.we slept at like FIVE am in the morning today...hahah.esther and i woke up at about 930. then esther went back to sleep.while i did my work...haha.i did lit notes.chinese worksheet.and my art :) yea!!! finally the drawing of the cub is DONE!!! :) awww.and i woke up with a FREAKING SORETHROAT!!! :( boo.

had breakfast when esther woke up.and slacked in my room for a while.then headed to marina sq :) tsk tsk.esther...we are CABBING TOO MUCH!!! went bowling..and I WAS TRASHING ESTHER's BUTT!!! :D :D :D hehe.but i know the real reason why i am actually trashing her ass in bowling for once... boo. sorry esther!!! i just didnt feel like pooling today.

then played daytona. score is one all. haha.went shopping after that.walking around like zombies man...lol.her listening to her lurrrve songs.and my mind wondering off. -.-" bought the much needed box to put ****'s presents in.cute hot pink citrus mints. :) hehe.da baoed kenny rogers muffins for TL and TA(not that they really appreciated it). headed to hmv.got esther's cd.and headed homeeee :) took a nap.then headed for dinner.after which i went to orchard with mummy. went to hmv again.got the new christina aguilera cd.bought a silk kimono thingy.super chio... :) being black and all :) yea! new accessory for my room!!! :)

came home.took a bath.took some cough syrup. and thanks conray for your erm..lame- but- sounds- encouraging- yet- actually- insulting sms. :) but it cheered me up! :) haha.hope you have FUN FUN FUN tmr!!! :)

missing ya dearrieee poooiee-s! :)
piggy dont worry about things like that! :)
and esther. you promise josh that you WILL go see the docs if you cant take it anymore.
haha.sorry.i have to document it down.just in case.haha. :) <3<3<3

just came back from krunk.it sucked cause of two guys.disgusting.sheesh... shall elaborate when i am in the mood to blog.or you can just crossref to esther's blog.ha.and esther is sleeping over tonight!!! tht is like..the only good thing to the night. thanks esther!!! <3<3<3

you know what.i feel like it is over.
it most probably is long overdued.

"just treasure wad u have
b4 everyhing disappears"
i rather not experience it.than to experience it then lose it.

"then if i tell u i bullshitted the testimonial"
and you cant keep confusing me all the time.cause this is bullshit.and you know it.

"just take it as i nv had her as my gf"
this is bullshit too.and you know it. how can this be possible? is it fair to you? is it fair to her? is it fair to me?

"i told u u dun understand mi"
yes.i admit that i dont understand you. and i dont know how to understand you. cause you just contradict every single thing you freaking say. first you say that you never did love her.then you say you loved her only at one point.then you say that it was crap. let me tell you, what you are saying is crap. and i just dont have the strength to listen to anymore of your shit.it is just plain tiring.

saying that it is all in vain does not exactly make me feel good.let it be in vain then. if that is what you think.

hehe.NY NY ROCKS!!! :)

muah muah.

awww.and there are we...

omg.i see EYEBAGS!

haha.i realise..that most of the pics are of the MUAH pose...lol..jas has not really sent me allllll the pics yet..hahah.

and conray- you are soooo sooo very lame.

this has been a hectic and emotional week...tiring too.

ooo. yesterday was kind of a VVVV ponnable day ...but i had rehearsals..soo..that was a reason to come to school...chinese was free period.so i actually had a chance to EAT. i was dismissed earlier from PW and Maths lecture. PCCG time was FREE PERIOD.so went down with roy and sharmeen to eat, while BIAN TAI walked home.haha.sharmeen cursed bian tht she hopes it will RAIN on the way homeee...met qiuyan after i finished eating.and i watched her eat her YUMMYLICIOUS meal of chicken cutlet.lol...the weather today was sooo nice to SLEEP!!! but..i had rehearsals...from 2.30 to 8... ate my dinner...and talked to mummy.and wrapped the cookies.with TA stealing pieces here and there... -.- even though rehearsals are looong and i felt like sleeping at one point...i felt quite happy after it all. :) like a sense of accomplishment!!! :D:D:D

oh my gosh.and i have a freaking ulcer!!! :( :( :( boohoo.super toot!

ooo.today...CONGRATS TO JULIANNEEEE for the GREAT concert organised!!! :D <3
today's concert had a theme of "survivor"...sat with roy..who was making his "ROY ORIGINAL" card for his SJI teachers...hahaha.it looks kinda nice...haha ;)

oooo.after the concert..there was supposed to be contact time.but ms ng NEVER came...and sharmeen gave me a cookie to test...hmmm.now i FINALLY know what is butter shortening.haha.i gave her the recipe and this is the recipe that i have been using for the past few years. lol...and all the time..i have been forgoing the BUTTER SHORTENING... lol.oooo.SHARMEEN!!! YOUR COOKIES ARE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. :) :) :)

haha.she made a BATCH SPECIALLY for BIAN (yes i will really try calling him that..(HAHA)) and i ACTUALLY ate it. -.- lol!!! i totally forgot our PLAN to kill him off...lol! roy ate one piece too... when sharmeen reminded me that the batch was SPECIALLY for Bian..i was like.. "OHHH!!!" then i ran to the toilet.but i think roy actually BELIEVED sharmeen.and he was EXCLAIMING "OMG!!!" hahaha.lol!!! super nice to be in a group again :Dhahah. love you guys!

OOHH OHH OHH!! and i saw CLEMENT TODAY!!! MENT MENT!!! i was like...OMG... have not seen him in a loooooong looooong looooooong time!!! :):):) nice to see him!!! <3<3<3

ohyeah.and BIAN lost his IC...HAHAHAHAH!!! *laughs in YOUR (ian's) face*

hahaha.went back to MGS with a WHOLE BUNCH of people! :) pooey.jas d abandoned US!!!

ooo. i miss MG food LOADS!!! hahaha. :) :) :) i am a glutton. haha.SOO SOOO VERY HAPPY to SEEE MY DEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR XWX!!! you PIG!!! never make the effort to CALLLL me. hurmph.i dont care.we are going out after my promos. hurmph. haha.and her shirt was kinda "DIAO" haha.cause i was like ...trying to read it.after FINALLY reading it.i was like...HUH?... hahaha.sooooo sooo sooo VERY happy to seeee allll the MG PEOPLE AGAIN!!! like..may may, dawnie (with her BLUE streaks in her HAIR!!! :) ), debbbb, xwx, jiaen, claire (even though we are in the same school we dont really see each other :( ), PIGGY AND RISSSY!!! omg.the list just goes on and on and on!!! hahaha. saw the cute cute cute teachers today!!! they were all in the MG uniform..hahah.kinda difficult to distinguish them... hahah.but MSSS TAAANNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) hahaha.and too bad MR YEO was on mc... pooo.
talked to mrs raj, and am v v v v happy that i could catch mrs chan on the last min.
haha.awww.and we missed ms sim :( and like mdm yang.. :( poo ...

piggy and rissy then went off...and i went off. haha.

ooo.went to this art gallery at taka again.super nice nice nice!!! :) i actually can see the influences of the styles of certain artists like derain and picasso !!! :)

haha.yes yes yes!!! ESTHER IS COMING OVER TMR FOR SLEEEEPPPOVER!!! :)
ooo.and i FINALLY got the pics for SUNDAY!!! :)
a last message :

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!

oookk.i know i was kinda of a pig today.but i really am really tired.so i slept for about one hour in the afternoon...and when my mum came to wake me up for dinner..i was like.."dont wake me up.i just closed my eyes.." and she had to go and whack my butt. -.-

sheesh.
oh yeah.yesterday!!! :)
am sorta suffering from post-high syndrome.

ooo.at dinner- we talked about everything...such as jassy having a relationship ;) ;) ;)
hahah.EYE relationship.hahahahaha.v v v v hilarious!oooo.all of us had wonderful lips!!! hahaha. we had a lip "makeover" with a new range of elizabeth arden lipstick collection :) jassy had nice RED HOT and BRIGHT lips !!! super smoochy.muah muah.

hahaha. shall load the pics once i get them!!! or once i load them on my com!!! :)

hahaha.one part of the evening..jas was like..talking about AHEM...and suddenly she was like...HOTTIE ALERT! hahaha. i love it when she does that!!! hahaha.i sorta miss it.hahaha. cross ref to CHARMAINE. and the meal at pizza hut. (HAHAHA!!!)
oooo.and the three guys were like SUPER weird..cause they were sorta camwhoring...hahaha.

hahaha.and we were sorta thinking up of dares for charis to do!!! one was to lie one the pool table (HAHA!) and another was to pose by the pool table for like one minute..hahaha. super FUNNY!!!! but in the end..the dare was to turn her chair and just look at this hot guy sitting behind her...hahahaha.which she didnt really do ...cause...jas and piggy kept talking to her...LOL!!! hahaha.ooo.then jas asked me to take a pic of that guy cause i was facing him...lol...super weird..so i kinda pretended to be taking a pic of charis...and then..OMG...HE LOOKED AT THE CAM DIRECTLY WHEN I TOOK THE PIC!!! freaky... oopsie...but when jas saw the pic..she was like.. "NASTY"..haha.cause he was sorta chewing his food.

we took loadsa pics to make up for the LACK of NEOPRINTS...hahaha.miss them A LOT!!! hahahaha.
hmm.i think i shall TRY to make cookies soon.hahaha. havent baked in a SUPER SUPER SUPER looong time...hahaha. so tht esther can EAT them when she come over and STAYYY.hahaha :)
oh yeah.sorry daniel that i CANT help you with CHEM!!! i totally FORGOT ALLL the CHEM info!!! but ...

ALL THE BEST FOR CHEM PRACTICAL TMR!!! :) :) :)

toodles
<3<3<3

wow.i had a BLAST today!!! even though i was feeling REALLY REALLY tired...i still enjoyed the WHOLE day!!! :)

attended the econs class this morning.after which i headed back home to change...and then went to orchard. :) thanks for the shopping! ;) and for ill treating your friend as a clothes hanger! haha. ;) ;) ;)

met jas jas at about six plus. and we basically panicked alittle as we have not got charis' bday prezzy!!! sooo we just brisk walked to far east cause we know she LOVES colourful and FUNKY stuff! omg. oh yeah. jas looked super pretty and nice in her VVVVVV-nice-i-lied-to-my-parents-about-the-actual-cost white dress. :D hahaha.we were at a loss what to buy...jewellry, belts, bags etc etc etc. then we thought OMG.WE HAVE TO GET HER UNDERWEAR!!!
haha.so we headed to BUTT ON. (super cute shop!) and bought super cute undies for her! hahaha.then we bought a bag...really really really nice colour!!! :) headed for city hall together after that. :)

met piggy at city hall.went to surf girl to get jas' wonderful bag. :) colourful and STRIPED! haha.
jas was SUPER excited to get her new bag.haha.miss the old gang. where all of us just ADORE shopping.hahaha.piggy acted DAO to jas.cause jas bought the bag w/o her.haha.ooo.then we were waiting for charis outside surf girl...and we were trying to think up of a dare for charis...haha.her bday dare...and we saw this KISSSSSS booth staring at us in our faces...went to get an application form for charis.but seeing that it was like..SUPER fun.ALL of us decided to join too.hahaha.we were in the queue when charis came. :) :) :) hahaha.DRAGGED her into the line. and SMOOCH SMOOCH. haha. :) :) :) promoting elizabeth arden lipsticks. haha

then we had dinner at new york new york even though the queue was SUPER long...dinner was great.we just talked about EVERYTHING under the STARS! hahaha.miss them A LOT! omg...a lot to tell!!! shall cont tmr.as i am close to being brain dead. lol.

just wanna tell you guys that i miss you guys loads.and that we shall see each other on THURSDAY! <3<3<3

and thanks for the day. and that article of clothing. lol.missing you loads! <3<3<3

lOooveeee :)

oh my...I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY TIRED!!! boohoo.double eyebags.omg. i woke up with DOUBLE EYEBAGS!!!

yesterday.after school, i had shooting training. tried to study at the tables outside the range...but after awhile i went to the void deck where i tried to remember all the dance steps with amy.haha.to no avail.lol.after which we ran to the pink studio for rehearsals.rehearsals ended pretty late...so once i reached home..i just STUDIED like crazy for econs test.hahaha.but...piggy called me.then esther called me..soo..hahaha.

today...i am so sorry conray! hahaha.for taking your moneyyyy.
had econs test today.went err.horribly.haha...

great time talking to you guys!!! either by msn/sms/phone. :) :) :)

and sophie dear...you can tell me whatever you want!!! :) :) :) <3>


I HATE YOU.for making me feel this way.
I HATE YOU.for doing this to me.
I HATE YOU.for being such a frog.

to all girlfriends <3

No man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

loadsa love to ALL MY DEARLY BELOVEDs.haha. <3<3<3 thanks for being there for me like 247 :)
ooo..today's gp test was super difficult!!! AHHH!!! hehe.after school...studied with qiuyan at the void deck..haha.was amazingly quiet! then mum came to pick me up and we went to tiong bahru... hahaha. and...SHE HAS ALLOWED ME!!! yessss!!! *victory dance* but i shant get my hopes tooo high up...cause...she is v v v v fickle minded.hahaha.sooo..i shall just...errm..hang on to it first.haha. but i cant wait esther!!! :) :) :) missing you loads dear!!! and hope that you will stop feeling pukish.and STOP DRINKING!!! hahaha.let us go SHOPPING SOOOON!!! :)

today was kinda hectic.haha.mondays. stupid stupid stupid. woke up at like FOUR AM!!! wtfreak.sighh.in addition i slept at like one... man...well.on the bright side...i fell asleep at like five.and woke up at six. -.-

oooo.today i found out that i had to go for the GP seminar thingy at NTU. had loadsa fun like torturing ian with sharmeen. and i realise...ian tai is actually a kinda REALLY SERIOUSLY WEIRD GUY!!! hahaha.but i know..under all that BLUBBER... he is actually kinda nice. hahahaha . i think.

shall go off to watch tv.even though i have not finish reading my GP package for my package test tmr.with about 30 pages left...lol.whatever.at most..i shant sleep tonight.

and your promises are empty.
and your words seem fake.

this is dedicated to SARA TAN. <3

sara, it has been wonderful knowing you. and i wanna thank you for all the fun and joy i had. thanks for the memories in ac :) and us being the extras in pae ad2 :) hahaha.but now i realise... that i really LOVE pae AD2 <3<3<3
i really miss julianne, noah, marcus, huixian, junnie, hannah, jackson, joshua, yvonne and last but not least... SARA!!! :) <3>
and i think the next two weeks, it is going to be quite tough. esp for julianneee and cus cus. CHEER UP YOU GUYS!!! juli, I AM STILL HERE FOR YA!!! even though i am not in the same class as you.or any same tutorials...lol..but i am still in SCHOOL! haha.soo..if you need anything.or you just wanna talk about something...just come to me or something.hahaha.or if you wanna crap about bryan.lol...

had a GREAT time today!!! even though sara was leaving, it was kind of a day for us to come together to send her off [ :'( ] we must must must meet up often!!! be it to study or to just eat. :) hahaha.i actually miss the jackson-marcus thing going on.hahaha.and noah's stone- look.plus floppy hair. and julianne's smile :D hahaha. <3

am going to miss her loads.school is just going to be super duper weird without her. miss seeing her funnnkkkyy bags.and her chunky jewellry...

this has taught me that i must must must treasure my friends more. :D we shall meet up once she gets back!!! :) :) :) and must must must have a pae AD2 outing. love you guys!!! <3<3<3

after sending her off...we headed to T2 burger king for dinner.had a wonderful time. :) headed home from changi as a group :) :) :) and yes noah...we know that you can do pull ups.hahaha.even after i hit you sooo many times.hahaha.

omg.and i realise that i should most probably work on my posture.
haha.

ookk.feeling..quite...very difficult to describe...
sigh.sigh.sigh.

yesterday...went with jas to meet zhuqing at island creamery...and pig brought a friend :) jas ong. haha.she is a super nice and sweet and pretty girl!!! :) and i am NOT blind. hahahaha. had a great time just talking and crapping about stuff. :):):) and all of us were like...nooo we dont want our faces stuck on the photos wall..cause we are all having a bad day...hehehe. :) :) :) makes me miss their company soooo much.and charis is STILL missing.lol. miss her loads too!!! hehehe.and her bday is COMING UP!!! soooo.YEA!!! reunion time!!! :):):):):):) just thinking about it makes me happpyyy!!! :):):) girlfriends are always the BEST! <3<3<3oh>

bleah.am talking to piggy now about sicc.like in the past when all of us just spend time there...like watching movies...and eating...boohoo. :( and SLEEPOVERS!!!!boohoo. :( :( :( omg...and like going to wild wild wet. hahaha.and just chilling at the wave pool... :):):) it is like sooo sad to think of these stuff.but it makes me happy knowing that i have such wonderful memories!!! :) :) :) thanks you guys for making wonderful memories for me...and i know that there are MORE to COME!!! <3>

met qiuyan for lunch today at nydc...lol.had the big O and a bowl of chicken soup :) while...that qiuyan took ALL THE CHOCOLATE CHIPS OUT OF HER DRINK!!! omg.is SHE LIKE CRAZY!?!?!
hehe.today's rehearsals was held in the pink studio :) super nice place! :) haha. and man...the production is going to be SUPER nice!!! hahaha.sometimes i just wish that i can be the audience.hahaha :) after rehearsals, i headed to the library wanting to STUDY.but there wasnt any space.lol...sooo i went home to read crap.hahaha.

after dinner, headed down to orchard :) yea. i miss orchard.hahaha.but then..once i start trying to shop.i realise that..maybe..i dont really miss orchard that much...cause...this season's clothes suck.except for...the red trenchcoat from zara. :):):) super nice. hahaha.am sooo inspired to study hard so that i can study overseas... :):):) tried it on.and it fitted like a T. :) hehe.mummy said it looked GREATTTT!!! hehe.

esther.dont stress out kkk.everything will be fine!!! <3<3<3
hugs and kisses. love ya! <3<3<3>
guys are jerks. ignore them.
i think i shall go and shower you with loveeee tmr! :):):)

awwww.which reminds me...am going to the airport tmr..to send sara off. :(
man.i hope i dont cry. :(:(:( : ' (
am going to miss her soooo badly.almost cried in school yesterday when she gave me a hug..thinking that it was her last time seeing me before she leaves... <3

: (

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

hahaha.is it?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

hehe.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

hahaha.i should stop.shall go sleep!!! yea!!! my FIRST nap nap in a LOOOOONG time XD

lol.have not been blogging or going online these past few days...hahaha.too erm...caught up in things...haha.had a maths test and chinese mock paper today...boohoo.super long day it is...hahaha.

yesterday.EWWWW. the THING which GROSSED me off was IAN TAI actually SPITTING in his food!!! (thinking that he should and MUST protect his food from all of us.. -.-) stupid guy.super DISGUSTING!!! ewwww.and sharmeen and i got a FULL view of HIS SALIVA SPLATTERING over his food.EWW!!! total grossness. made my food taste not so nice after all.conray felt EXACTLY how i felt.hehehehe.DISGUSTING!!! after ian left, sharmeen quickly took his bowl and placed it on the NEXT table to prevent FURTHER contamination. HAHAHAHA.then headed for art tutorial.was so tired.i actually fell asleep in class.had a headache too. :(
oooo.today was my first day at the clay room...quite weird.haha.never did clay work before.ah weelll... great to try something new! :)
had maths tutorial after that...GREAT SEEING SARA!!! :) <3>
after maths..school ended!!! :) went to the void deck to study with qiuyan!!! :) then went homeeeee... :)
well.the night was kinda weird.had a GREAT TIME talking to esther.but after that.my happy mood CRASHED like nobody's business. :( :( :( talked to MOMOREN.(ha!) and felt like CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP.had the sudden urgh to just curl up and cry. sighhh.not good. :(

today was kinda weird toooo..haha. a straight day with no breaks.haha.but i managed to eat stuff. ;) haha
omg. i cant believe i ACTUALLY did the piggy dance for ian tai. stupid stupid stupid tongsi!!! and i did it TWICE! omg.omg.omg. -.-
in the end...he did not tell me the secret.sooo i did it all for nothing. but it is alright.i actually started a rumour about him in front of him.sooo.payback.
hit him with my chinese dictionary.then started hitting him with HIS chinese dictionary. (haha)
then headed into the MPH for our exam...lol.for the THREE hour paper.lol.

tonight was kinda weird toooo..lol.
weird sms received.
"helloo. guess who am i"

not obvious who ...dots...but i found out who was it in the end.lol.STUPID GUY!!!

hahaha.missing esther loads loads loads!!! and qy too!!! great studying with you and THANKS FOR YOUR HELP!!! <3>

HAPPY SEVENTEEN BDAY TO VIV AND VAN!!! <3<3<3

hehehe.esther asked me to do this!!! hahaha!!!

T.O.N.G. S.I.: Temptress Offering Naughty Gratification and Sensual Indulgence


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hmm...woke up still feeling the effects of yesterday's puking session. BLEAH. :(
forced myself outa bed.slacked a little in the morning...then told myself that i gotta study!!! but..man...THE WHOLE OF TODAY...i ONLY DID my gp compre. -.-
went to suntec.even though i was feeling a little teeny weeny bit woozy.hahaha.had a VERY VERY filling dinner of hainanese food. (cause mummy FORCED me to EAT. even though i was UNWELL) eating hainanese food made papa V V V happy.haha. XD

hehe.ESTHERRRR!!! HAD A GREAT GREAT time yesterday...even though i ended up puking...hahaha.I SWEAR IT WAS THE SUN!!! hahaha.you lah.choose to sit UNDER the SUN.hahaha. ;) ;) ;) but the view was NICE. and i LOVE tako paci!!! heheh.love ya.and STAY CHEERFUL!!! <3
we gotta go shopping. in need of RETAIL THERAPY!!! even though you went and buy your shoes while i was semi conscious...hehe.

love ya. and miss ya!!! <3
and let us pretend that everything is alright. right.

i could be that girl

i'm the girl who will put her head on your
shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i
want to be closer to you...

i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain,
more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive
resturant...

i'm the girl who says, "ok, but you owe me..."
jokingly not because i actually want something,
but because it means i get to spend more time with
you...

i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and
i will have fun because it means i am spending
time with you...

i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i
find someone i like i want to spend the whole
night curled up in their arms...

i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet
little things you do for me...

i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart,
there's always a place there with your name on it.
& even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who
never forgets you..

i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss..

i'm the girl who you can talk to about anything..

i'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...

i'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my
friends...

i'm the girl who will listen to you when you talk...

i'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no
apparent reason...

i'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from
behind or kiss me on the cheek...

i'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to
your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...

i'm the girl who loves the feeling when you take
me by the hand without saying a word...

i'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't
care what other people say about us...

but i am not.am i?

well.today was kinda a hectic day...suddenly got a pink slip with adele after maths tutorial.met esther and van at dover and headed for bugis to attend ms goh's service and cremation. :(
met shiping and shiling and some other familiar faces :) after that esther came over to my house...talked,drank some stuff.(HAHA!!!), listened to SUPER sad SAD songs...HAHA!!! and when we were heading out...we realised...that MY MUM wore esther's slippers out... -.-" erm.dots.dont even recognize our own footwear... -.-

:( ookk.nvm.just heard something SUPER depressing.soo.am no longer in the mood to blog...
i shall get things right first.before saying anything. :( :( :( but it does not sound good.

hmmm.was pretty busy the past few days.going for parties.and skipping parties.haha.and had rehearsals these past days.

and i am feeling rather tired.like there is no strength to go on. :(

bleah.

heck care about art essays. :(