just came back from krunk.it sucked cause of two guys.disgusting.sheesh... shall elaborate when i am in the mood to blog.or you can just crossref to esther's blog.ha.and esther is sleeping over tonight!!! tht is like..the only good thing to the night. thanks esther!!! <3<3<3

you know what.i feel like it is over.
it most probably is long overdued.

"just treasure wad u have
b4 everyhing disappears"
i rather not experience it.than to experience it then lose it.

"then if i tell u i bullshitted the testimonial"
and you cant keep confusing me all the time.cause this is bullshit.and you know it.

"just take it as i nv had her as my gf"
this is bullshit too.and you know it. how can this be possible? is it fair to you? is it fair to her? is it fair to me?

"i told u u dun understand mi"
yes.i admit that i dont understand you. and i dont know how to understand you. cause you just contradict every single thing you freaking say. first you say that you never did love her.then you say you loved her only at one point.then you say that it was crap. let me tell you, what you are saying is crap. and i just dont have the strength to listen to anymore of your shit.it is just plain tiring.

saying that it is all in vain does not exactly make me feel good.let it be in vain then. if that is what you think.