this has been a hectic and emotional week...tiring too.

ooo. yesterday was kind of a VVVV ponnable day ...but i had rehearsals..soo..that was a reason to come to school...chinese was free period.so i actually had a chance to EAT. i was dismissed earlier from PW and Maths lecture. PCCG time was FREE PERIOD.so went down with roy and sharmeen to eat, while BIAN TAI walked home.haha.sharmeen cursed bian tht she hopes it will RAIN on the way homeee...met qiuyan after i finished eating.and i watched her eat her YUMMYLICIOUS meal of chicken cutlet.lol...the weather today was sooo nice to SLEEP!!! but..i had rehearsals...from 2.30 to 8... ate my dinner...and talked to mummy.and wrapped the cookies.with TA stealing pieces here and there... -.- even though rehearsals are looong and i felt like sleeping at one point...i felt quite happy after it all. :) like a sense of accomplishment!!! :D:D:D

oh my gosh.and i have a freaking ulcer!!! :( :( :( boohoo.super toot!

ooo.today...CONGRATS TO JULIANNEEEE for the GREAT concert organised!!! :D <3
today's concert had a theme of "survivor"...sat with roy..who was making his "ROY ORIGINAL" card for his SJI teachers...hahaha.it looks kinda nice...haha ;)

oooo.after the concert..there was supposed to be contact time.but ms ng NEVER came...and sharmeen gave me a cookie to test...hmmm.now i FINALLY know what is butter shortening.haha.i gave her the recipe and this is the recipe that i have been using for the past few years. lol...and all the time..i have been forgoing the BUTTER SHORTENING... lol.oooo.SHARMEEN!!! YOUR COOKIES ARE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. :) :) :)

haha.she made a BATCH SPECIALLY for BIAN (yes i will really try calling him that..(HAHA)) and i ACTUALLY ate it. -.- lol!!! i totally forgot our PLAN to kill him off...lol! roy ate one piece too... when sharmeen reminded me that the batch was SPECIALLY for Bian..i was like.. "OHHH!!!" then i ran to the toilet.but i think roy actually BELIEVED sharmeen.and he was EXCLAIMING "OMG!!!" hahaha.lol!!! super nice to be in a group again :Dhahah. love you guys!

OOHH OHH OHH!! and i saw CLEMENT TODAY!!! MENT MENT!!! i was like...OMG... have not seen him in a loooooong looooong looooooong time!!! :):):) nice to see him!!! <3<3<3

ohyeah.and BIAN lost his IC...HAHAHAHAH!!! *laughs in YOUR (ian's) face*

hahaha.went back to MGS with a WHOLE BUNCH of people! :) pooey.jas d abandoned US!!!

ooo. i miss MG food LOADS!!! hahaha. :) :) :) i am a glutton. haha.SOO SOOO VERY HAPPY to SEEE MY DEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR XWX!!! you PIG!!! never make the effort to CALLLL me. hurmph.i dont care.we are going out after my promos. hurmph. haha.and her shirt was kinda "DIAO" haha.cause i was like ...trying to read it.after FINALLY reading it.i was like...HUH?... hahaha.sooooo sooo sooo VERY happy to seeee allll the MG PEOPLE AGAIN!!! like..may may, dawnie (with her BLUE streaks in her HAIR!!! :) ), debbbb, xwx, jiaen, claire (even though we are in the same school we dont really see each other :( ), PIGGY AND RISSSY!!! omg.the list just goes on and on and on!!! hahaha. saw the cute cute cute teachers today!!! they were all in the MG uniform..hahah.kinda difficult to distinguish them... hahah.but MSSS TAAANNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) hahaha.and too bad MR YEO was on mc... pooo.
talked to mrs raj, and am v v v v happy that i could catch mrs chan on the last min.
haha.awww.and we missed ms sim :( and like mdm yang.. :( poo ...

piggy and rissy then went off...and i went off. haha.

ooo.went to this art gallery at taka again.super nice nice nice!!! :) i actually can see the influences of the styles of certain artists like derain and picasso !!! :)

haha.yes yes yes!!! ESTHER IS COMING OVER TMR FOR SLEEEEPPPOVER!!! :)
ooo.and i FINALLY got the pics for SUNDAY!!! :)
a last message :

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!

oookk.i know i was kinda of a pig today.but i really am really tired.so i slept for about one hour in the afternoon...and when my mum came to wake me up for dinner..i was like.."dont wake me up.i just closed my eyes.." and she had to go and whack my butt. -.-

sheesh.
oh yeah.yesterday!!! :)
am sorta suffering from post-high syndrome.

ooo.at dinner- we talked about everything...such as jassy having a relationship ;) ;) ;)
hahah.EYE relationship.hahahahaha.v v v v hilarious!oooo.all of us had wonderful lips!!! hahaha. we had a lip "makeover" with a new range of elizabeth arden lipstick collection :) jassy had nice RED HOT and BRIGHT lips !!! super smoochy.muah muah.

hahaha. shall load the pics once i get them!!! or once i load them on my com!!! :)

hahaha.one part of the evening..jas was like..talking about AHEM...and suddenly she was like...HOTTIE ALERT! hahaha. i love it when she does that!!! hahaha.i sorta miss it.hahaha. cross ref to CHARMAINE. and the meal at pizza hut. (HAHAHA!!!)
oooo.and the three guys were like SUPER weird..cause they were sorta camwhoring...hahaha.

hahaha.and we were sorta thinking up of dares for charis to do!!! one was to lie one the pool table (HAHA!) and another was to pose by the pool table for like one minute..hahaha. super FUNNY!!!! but in the end..the dare was to turn her chair and just look at this hot guy sitting behind her...hahahaha.which she didnt really do ...cause...jas and piggy kept talking to her...LOL!!! hahaha.ooo.then jas asked me to take a pic of that guy cause i was facing him...lol...super weird..so i kinda pretended to be taking a pic of charis...and then..OMG...HE LOOKED AT THE CAM DIRECTLY WHEN I TOOK THE PIC!!! freaky... oopsie...but when jas saw the pic..she was like.. "NASTY"..haha.cause he was sorta chewing his food.

we took loadsa pics to make up for the LACK of NEOPRINTS...hahaha.miss them A LOT!!! hahahaha.
hmm.i think i shall TRY to make cookies soon.hahaha. havent baked in a SUPER SUPER SUPER looong time...hahaha. so tht esther can EAT them when she come over and STAYYY.hahaha :)
oh yeah.sorry daniel that i CANT help you with CHEM!!! i totally FORGOT ALLL the CHEM info!!! but ...

ALL THE BEST FOR CHEM PRACTICAL TMR!!! :) :) :)

toodles
<3<3<3

wow.i had a BLAST today!!! even though i was feeling REALLY REALLY tired...i still enjoyed the WHOLE day!!! :)

attended the econs class this morning.after which i headed back home to change...and then went to orchard. :) thanks for the shopping! ;) and for ill treating your friend as a clothes hanger! haha. ;) ;) ;)

met jas jas at about six plus. and we basically panicked alittle as we have not got charis' bday prezzy!!! sooo we just brisk walked to far east cause we know she LOVES colourful and FUNKY stuff! omg. oh yeah. jas looked super pretty and nice in her VVVVVV-nice-i-lied-to-my-parents-about-the-actual-cost white dress. :D hahaha.we were at a loss what to buy...jewellry, belts, bags etc etc etc. then we thought OMG.WE HAVE TO GET HER UNDERWEAR!!!
haha.so we headed to BUTT ON. (super cute shop!) and bought super cute undies for her! hahaha.then we bought a bag...really really really nice colour!!! :) headed for city hall together after that. :)

met piggy at city hall.went to surf girl to get jas' wonderful bag. :) colourful and STRIPED! haha.
jas was SUPER excited to get her new bag.haha.miss the old gang. where all of us just ADORE shopping.hahaha.piggy acted DAO to jas.cause jas bought the bag w/o her.haha.ooo.then we were waiting for charis outside surf girl...and we were trying to think up of a dare for charis...haha.her bday dare...and we saw this KISSSSSS booth staring at us in our faces...went to get an application form for charis.but seeing that it was like..SUPER fun.ALL of us decided to join too.hahaha.we were in the queue when charis came. :) :) :) hahaha.DRAGGED her into the line. and SMOOCH SMOOCH. haha. :) :) :) promoting elizabeth arden lipsticks. haha

then we had dinner at new york new york even though the queue was SUPER long...dinner was great.we just talked about EVERYTHING under the STARS! hahaha.miss them A LOT! omg...a lot to tell!!! shall cont tmr.as i am close to being brain dead. lol.

just wanna tell you guys that i miss you guys loads.and that we shall see each other on THURSDAY! <3<3<3

and thanks for the day. and that article of clothing. lol.missing you loads! <3<3<3

lOooveeee :)

oh my...I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY TIRED!!! boohoo.double eyebags.omg. i woke up with DOUBLE EYEBAGS!!!

yesterday.after school, i had shooting training. tried to study at the tables outside the range...but after awhile i went to the void deck where i tried to remember all the dance steps with amy.haha.to no avail.lol.after which we ran to the pink studio for rehearsals.rehearsals ended pretty late...so once i reached home..i just STUDIED like crazy for econs test.hahaha.but...piggy called me.then esther called me..soo..hahaha.

today...i am so sorry conray! hahaha.for taking your moneyyyy.
had econs test today.went err.horribly.haha...

great time talking to you guys!!! either by msn/sms/phone. :) :) :)

and sophie dear...you can tell me whatever you want!!! :) :) :) <3>


I HATE YOU.for making me feel this way.
I HATE YOU.for doing this to me.
I HATE YOU.for being such a frog.

to all girlfriends <3

No man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

loadsa love to ALL MY DEARLY BELOVEDs.haha. <3<3<3 thanks for being there for me like 247 :)
ooo..today's gp test was super difficult!!! AHHH!!! hehe.after school...studied with qiuyan at the void deck..haha.was amazingly quiet! then mum came to pick me up and we went to tiong bahru... hahaha. and...SHE HAS ALLOWED ME!!! yessss!!! *victory dance* but i shant get my hopes tooo high up...cause...she is v v v v fickle minded.hahaha.sooo..i shall just...errm..hang on to it first.haha. but i cant wait esther!!! :) :) :) missing you loads dear!!! and hope that you will stop feeling pukish.and STOP DRINKING!!! hahaha.let us go SHOPPING SOOOON!!! :)

today was kinda hectic.haha.mondays. stupid stupid stupid. woke up at like FOUR AM!!! wtfreak.sighh.in addition i slept at like one... man...well.on the bright side...i fell asleep at like five.and woke up at six. -.-

oooo.today i found out that i had to go for the GP seminar thingy at NTU. had loadsa fun like torturing ian with sharmeen. and i realise...ian tai is actually a kinda REALLY SERIOUSLY WEIRD GUY!!! hahaha.but i know..under all that BLUBBER... he is actually kinda nice. hahahaha . i think.

shall go off to watch tv.even though i have not finish reading my GP package for my package test tmr.with about 30 pages left...lol.whatever.at most..i shant sleep tonight.

and your promises are empty.
and your words seem fake.

this is dedicated to SARA TAN. <3

sara, it has been wonderful knowing you. and i wanna thank you for all the fun and joy i had. thanks for the memories in ac :) and us being the extras in pae ad2 :) hahaha.but now i realise... that i really LOVE pae AD2 <3<3<3
i really miss julianne, noah, marcus, huixian, junnie, hannah, jackson, joshua, yvonne and last but not least... SARA!!! :) <3>
and i think the next two weeks, it is going to be quite tough. esp for julianneee and cus cus. CHEER UP YOU GUYS!!! juli, I AM STILL HERE FOR YA!!! even though i am not in the same class as you.or any same tutorials...lol..but i am still in SCHOOL! haha.soo..if you need anything.or you just wanna talk about something...just come to me or something.hahaha.or if you wanna crap about bryan.lol...

had a GREAT time today!!! even though sara was leaving, it was kind of a day for us to come together to send her off [ :'( ] we must must must meet up often!!! be it to study or to just eat. :) hahaha.i actually miss the jackson-marcus thing going on.hahaha.and noah's stone- look.plus floppy hair. and julianne's smile :D hahaha. <3

am going to miss her loads.school is just going to be super duper weird without her. miss seeing her funnnkkkyy bags.and her chunky jewellry...

this has taught me that i must must must treasure my friends more. :D we shall meet up once she gets back!!! :) :) :) and must must must have a pae AD2 outing. love you guys!!! <3<3<3

after sending her off...we headed to T2 burger king for dinner.had a wonderful time. :) headed home from changi as a group :) :) :) and yes noah...we know that you can do pull ups.hahaha.even after i hit you sooo many times.hahaha.

omg.and i realise that i should most probably work on my posture.
haha.

ookk.feeling..quite...very difficult to describe...
sigh.sigh.sigh.

yesterday...went with jas to meet zhuqing at island creamery...and pig brought a friend :) jas ong. haha.she is a super nice and sweet and pretty girl!!! :) and i am NOT blind. hahahaha. had a great time just talking and crapping about stuff. :):):) and all of us were like...nooo we dont want our faces stuck on the photos wall..cause we are all having a bad day...hehehe. :) :) :) makes me miss their company soooo much.and charis is STILL missing.lol. miss her loads too!!! hehehe.and her bday is COMING UP!!! soooo.YEA!!! reunion time!!! :):):):):):) just thinking about it makes me happpyyy!!! :):):) girlfriends are always the BEST! <3<3<3oh>

bleah.am talking to piggy now about sicc.like in the past when all of us just spend time there...like watching movies...and eating...boohoo. :( and SLEEPOVERS!!!!boohoo. :( :( :( omg...and like going to wild wild wet. hahaha.and just chilling at the wave pool... :):):) it is like sooo sad to think of these stuff.but it makes me happy knowing that i have such wonderful memories!!! :) :) :) thanks you guys for making wonderful memories for me...and i know that there are MORE to COME!!! <3>

met qiuyan for lunch today at nydc...lol.had the big O and a bowl of chicken soup :) while...that qiuyan took ALL THE CHOCOLATE CHIPS OUT OF HER DRINK!!! omg.is SHE LIKE CRAZY!?!?!
hehe.today's rehearsals was held in the pink studio :) super nice place! :) haha. and man...the production is going to be SUPER nice!!! hahaha.sometimes i just wish that i can be the audience.hahaha :) after rehearsals, i headed to the library wanting to STUDY.but there wasnt any space.lol...sooo i went home to read crap.hahaha.

after dinner, headed down to orchard :) yea. i miss orchard.hahaha.but then..once i start trying to shop.i realise that..maybe..i dont really miss orchard that much...cause...this season's clothes suck.except for...the red trenchcoat from zara. :):):) super nice. hahaha.am sooo inspired to study hard so that i can study overseas... :):):) tried it on.and it fitted like a T. :) hehe.mummy said it looked GREATTTT!!! hehe.

esther.dont stress out kkk.everything will be fine!!! <3<3<3
hugs and kisses. love ya! <3<3<3>
guys are jerks. ignore them.
i think i shall go and shower you with loveeee tmr! :):):)

awwww.which reminds me...am going to the airport tmr..to send sara off. :(
man.i hope i dont cry. :(:(:( : ' (
am going to miss her soooo badly.almost cried in school yesterday when she gave me a hug..thinking that it was her last time seeing me before she leaves... <3

: (

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

hahaha.is it?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

hehe.

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

hahaha.i should stop.shall go sleep!!! yea!!! my FIRST nap nap in a LOOOOONG time XD

lol.have not been blogging or going online these past few days...hahaha.too erm...caught up in things...haha.had a maths test and chinese mock paper today...boohoo.super long day it is...hahaha.

yesterday.EWWWW. the THING which GROSSED me off was IAN TAI actually SPITTING in his food!!! (thinking that he should and MUST protect his food from all of us.. -.-) stupid guy.super DISGUSTING!!! ewwww.and sharmeen and i got a FULL view of HIS SALIVA SPLATTERING over his food.EWW!!! total grossness. made my food taste not so nice after all.conray felt EXACTLY how i felt.hehehehe.DISGUSTING!!! after ian left, sharmeen quickly took his bowl and placed it on the NEXT table to prevent FURTHER contamination. HAHAHAHA.then headed for art tutorial.was so tired.i actually fell asleep in class.had a headache too. :(
oooo.today was my first day at the clay room...quite weird.haha.never did clay work before.ah weelll... great to try something new! :)
had maths tutorial after that...GREAT SEEING SARA!!! :) <3>
after maths..school ended!!! :) went to the void deck to study with qiuyan!!! :) then went homeeeee... :)
well.the night was kinda weird.had a GREAT TIME talking to esther.but after that.my happy mood CRASHED like nobody's business. :( :( :( talked to MOMOREN.(ha!) and felt like CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP.had the sudden urgh to just curl up and cry. sighhh.not good. :(

today was kinda weird toooo..haha. a straight day with no breaks.haha.but i managed to eat stuff. ;) haha
omg. i cant believe i ACTUALLY did the piggy dance for ian tai. stupid stupid stupid tongsi!!! and i did it TWICE! omg.omg.omg. -.-
in the end...he did not tell me the secret.sooo i did it all for nothing. but it is alright.i actually started a rumour about him in front of him.sooo.payback.
hit him with my chinese dictionary.then started hitting him with HIS chinese dictionary. (haha)
then headed into the MPH for our exam...lol.for the THREE hour paper.lol.

tonight was kinda weird toooo..lol.
weird sms received.
"helloo. guess who am i"

not obvious who ...dots...but i found out who was it in the end.lol.STUPID GUY!!!

hahaha.missing esther loads loads loads!!! and qy too!!! great studying with you and THANKS FOR YOUR HELP!!! <3>

HAPPY SEVENTEEN BDAY TO VIV AND VAN!!! <3<3<3

hehehe.esther asked me to do this!!! hahaha!!!

T.O.N.G. S.I.: Temptress Offering Naughty Gratification and Sensual Indulgence


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hmm...woke up still feeling the effects of yesterday's puking session. BLEAH. :(
forced myself outa bed.slacked a little in the morning...then told myself that i gotta study!!! but..man...THE WHOLE OF TODAY...i ONLY DID my gp compre. -.-
went to suntec.even though i was feeling a little teeny weeny bit woozy.hahaha.had a VERY VERY filling dinner of hainanese food. (cause mummy FORCED me to EAT. even though i was UNWELL) eating hainanese food made papa V V V happy.haha. XD

hehe.ESTHERRRR!!! HAD A GREAT GREAT time yesterday...even though i ended up puking...hahaha.I SWEAR IT WAS THE SUN!!! hahaha.you lah.choose to sit UNDER the SUN.hahaha. ;) ;) ;) but the view was NICE. and i LOVE tako paci!!! heheh.love ya.and STAY CHEERFUL!!! <3
we gotta go shopping. in need of RETAIL THERAPY!!! even though you went and buy your shoes while i was semi conscious...hehe.

love ya. and miss ya!!! <3
and let us pretend that everything is alright. right.

i could be that girl

i'm the girl who will put her head on your
shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i
want to be closer to you...

i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain,
more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive
resturant...

i'm the girl who says, "ok, but you owe me..."
jokingly not because i actually want something,
but because it means i get to spend more time with
you...

i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and
i will have fun because it means i am spending
time with you...

i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i
find someone i like i want to spend the whole
night curled up in their arms...

i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet
little things you do for me...

i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart,
there's always a place there with your name on it.
& even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who
never forgets you..

i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss..

i'm the girl who you can talk to about anything..

i'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...

i'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my
friends...

i'm the girl who will listen to you when you talk...

i'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no
apparent reason...

i'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from
behind or kiss me on the cheek...

i'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to
your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...

i'm the girl who loves the feeling when you take
me by the hand without saying a word...

i'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't
care what other people say about us...

but i am not.am i?

well.today was kinda a hectic day...suddenly got a pink slip with adele after maths tutorial.met esther and van at dover and headed for bugis to attend ms goh's service and cremation. :(
met shiping and shiling and some other familiar faces :) after that esther came over to my house...talked,drank some stuff.(HAHA!!!), listened to SUPER sad SAD songs...HAHA!!! and when we were heading out...we realised...that MY MUM wore esther's slippers out... -.-" erm.dots.dont even recognize our own footwear... -.-

:( ookk.nvm.just heard something SUPER depressing.soo.am no longer in the mood to blog...
i shall get things right first.before saying anything. :( :( :( but it does not sound good.

hmmm.was pretty busy the past few days.going for parties.and skipping parties.haha.and had rehearsals these past days.

and i am feeling rather tired.like there is no strength to go on. :(

bleah.

heck care about art essays. :(

hmm..today...was...such a sad day...bleah.it seems like all the sucky things are happening today.ending up sorta tearing up in the library. :( got news that ms goh pass away. this reminds me that life is so fragile.that we should not just take the crap from others.all that lies.and crap.and bullshit.sooo..conclusion...we should just live our lives to what we WANT. to enjoy it.and not feel crap all the time.
even though ms goh has never taught me before.well not directly anyway.but i still feel sad and felt like crying when i heard about it. : ( : ( : (

after econs lecture, headed to orchard to change my jazz pants.then wanted to go far east to do some shopping..lol..but it was already like..4.10.head to get back to school for shooting meeting...sooo...i gave up my much MUCH MUCH MUCH needed retail therapy.bleah. talked to esther for a bit. got back to school.(felt weird walking back in while everyone walked out.) shooting was kinda slack..haha.helped out with the trials. tried shooting with rifle.ok.now i know why i joined pistol.went to holland with qinwen, xinyi, ian hwee and samson for dinner at like 7 plus plus. haha.quite fun...cause...i sorta made a BET with ian hwee... GET READY PEOPLE!!! you guys are GETTING FREEEE drinks...five dollars min each. :)YES YES YES. :) *victory dance* but..if i dont fulfil my part...hahaha.i am sooo SCREWED. haha.yes.SCREWED. ookk.nvm.i wont even think about that.cause i KNOW i can do it! :):):)

then mummy fetched me from hv.headed to nus hostel to help tw.her room was kinda MESSY!!! and i spy my jeans in her really messy closet...hahaha.nvm. after that, headed home.bath.helped mum with bambi..yes.his wound is STILL there...and tried to do my art essay.haha. to no avail...

ooo.these are some of the neoprints taken yesteraday. :)
i miss esther after JUST ONE DAY.





What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone

TODAY WAS SUPER FUN!!! ohhhh boy!!! it is days like this which can cheer me UPPPPP!!! hehehe!!! love you esther and thanks for the GREAT night! ;) hahah.wellll...went for pw meeting at sab's house.then headed for tiong bahru to meet esther..hehe.i bought a few nail polishes from the face shop!!! hahah! ooo..bought colours like...blue!!! vampire red..and hmm.i forgot..i think there was a coral ...haha!!! nvm..i loved alll of them! and wanted to buy all.hahaha.shit.i should not even be thinking about doing that. :D hehe.played arcade with esther..had a GREAT time laughing at me losing..hahah.then shopped a little while.and had a candle light dinner under the (almost absent) stars.haha.marvy dinner! :) TRIED to cam whore..(HAHA!!!) well, the food tasted great! great company!great breeze! and wonderful self-played music. :)
after that...we headed to the neoprint shop...well..neoprints are not for ahlians..haha.cause..it just gets rather addictive and all...and we spent like twenty bucks there...lol!!! but whatever...cause we had GREAT fun doing it.hahahah!! :)
thanks esther!!! thanks for being there, listening to me grumble and crap about stuff.and remember kkk.i am HERE for you. :) love ya.and dont think too much.k?

i miss alllll of YOUUUU guys!!! piggy.charis.xwx.delly. :) and the whole of 4B1 2005. :):):)
muacks<3

welll...hmm...it is kinda weird today..but nvm.will get over it.

school.rara ponned maths lecture again..tsk tsk.miss her!!! :( it is gonna be weird NOT to see her and her pink bag anymore!!! urgh!!! :'( then had to go for this portfolio building talk..NOBODY was listening.haha.i was playing with my phone.ian and stella appeared to be sleeping.and roy was smsing me..haha.total retardedness!!! haha. sharmeen looked kinda stoned.and yet worried cause she and ian had to go see BC after the talk...about PW..hmm...hope everything went fine!!! :)

had lit lecture after lunch.and was missing text rehearsals...lol...after lit lecture, had dance auditions today...hahaha.was kinda hilarious...henryk and vicky took stella, sean and me under their wing(s).. haha.dance was pretty complicated. hahaha.kept forgetting the sequences!!! bleah...and after like three hours of sweating it out..it was our turn!!! hahahaha.this whole ACperience (lol) is kinda fun!!! :) man...am kinda worried tht training dates ARE going to crash with rehearsals...bleah...that will suck...

after the auditions, i headed to the void deck to CHILL with qy and weiting:) then sat at the bleachers...studying..and waiting for mummy to pick me up..lol.she took such a loooong time.haha.nvm.good time to study:) PROMOS PROMOS PROMOS!!!
yes yes yes.i must STUDY!!!!!!!!!!
and i miss esther! <3
had a great time talking to you yesterday.
and had a GREAT time talking to piggy too!!! :) <3>
and to delly welly tooooo!!! UPDATE ME!!! tsk tsk.even though we are in the SAME school we HARDLY talk talk. :(

and to qiuyan. dont worry about things okk? just let things be. :) you cant change it! :) ;) haha.
<3<3<3

miss you guys allll!!! to rissy and xwx.(even though you are ALWAYS MIA!!!haha )

and i still have no idea what is going on.

no, everything is not alright.

it IS my fault.

as in the negative things in this.

out of my head

haha.realised that yesterday i was too distressed to blog. soooo...

shooting party yesterday --
rushed home after lit to put stuff down.ended up raining in the rain :) rushed to imm to meet sarah, xinyi, melody and bryan. ended up running from the mrt to imm cause i was super late.but it was fun running. :) esp across the field. met them and went shopping for stuff for the bbq...after shopping...joshua came over...haha.so that he can pay for the cab.haha.headed off to saratri's house... :)

hahaha.the night was super fun!!! and got to know peng wei better.but i still have nooo idea how to spell her name.haha.oooo.zhixin and raymond, the new VP and captain :), got DUNKED!!! hahaha.bryan, the new captain for rifle got tao pok-ed too..haha.cause the guard came to STOP us from dunking ppl into the pool.so sad... cause we were all plotting to DUNK kahyoke in...but we had a substitute... :) hehe *evil laugh*we just took the whole bucket of ICE plus water and poured all over her...hahahaha.then the scrambling started..cause she was taking all the ice and trying to shove it down our backs..hahah.quite toot.but fun!!! :) kahyoke shall always be loved!!! <3 B.I.M.B.O. haha.i love her reaction when i call her that. hehehe. MG GALS ROCK!!!hahaha. oooo. then there was this battle between peng wei and me. haha.nanyang vs mgs. obviously MGS WON!!! hahaha. cat fight pics taken.and retard ones too.hahaha. :) lol. she is soo cute!!! <3
girlfriend!!! haha. WE LOVE OUR SENIORS!!! hahaha. <3 --shooting 2006-- to kiwi.
oooo.and baileys is kinda nice ;) haha.
and YOU, as in GABRIEL, gave me a shock of my life.

today was kinda slack.hahah.packed my files. and was kinda set off to study and mug. (which did not happen) watch harry potter 4 instead.hahah.ooooo.and just came back from marina sq.went there with my older sis to eat JAP DESSERT!!! haha.super yummy.with jap icecream.well.since it was her treat.it tasted good.hahaha.ooo.and the mochi.plus red beans.jelly.green tea syrup. yuummyyy! walked around abit.could not really find anything i like... ooo.and papa bought a guess watch for me:) hehe.even though it is not the one i was looking at...the british prints one.with exchangeable straps..but..nvm.this is just as good!!! :) haha. <3 (am sorry for making you fetch me about.)

maybe everything will be okay.i hope.
hope there wont be an episode two.i will just freak.and want out.

had shooting party today.was pretty fun.could have been much more enjoyable if something is not at the back of my mind.bothering the hell out of me.

went for shooting yesterday after having gp test.did not even shoot cause coach was not there..and the top notch room was locked..soo could not get the shooting specs...sooo gave up shooting after trying to cite the gun.haha.did the black men.walked to the mrt station with hwee.watched him drink his BLUE bubble tea on the way there.lol.ahd to try resist temptation to buy one myself.haha.mum picked me up somewhere.went home.haha :)
bleah. dunno why.feeling SUPER BLUE!!! bleah. :( told hwee tht i was feeling sorta sad. haha.in attempts to try cheer me up he sorta drew some stuff.v ugly.haha.joking!!! :) appreciated.

today was not much better. :( had a break first thing in the morning.ian was looking all sad so i bought him a pack of his fave gummy worms...haha.worked in the end.skipped art for gp consultation.and did not realise tht i skipped maths until like twenty mins after the lesson started... :( but i still got to see rara's new heart bag!! :) haha.super cute!!! after lunch was not feeling all that great. :( super sad after lunch.then in chinese started feeling worse.got a headache and stuff.soooo..after chinese, got mum to pick me up from school.shucks.feel super guilty for skipping lit!!!:( could not find ms ng..sooo did not get a pink slip. :( got home.felt better. read a funny book in attempt to cheer myself up.fell asleep.ate dinner.continued reading the book :) super funny.love the series of Angel..about this british girl :) haha. not the vampire one. lol. but still feeling horrid. :(

hehe.roooyyy told me tht i got the highest in the level for art essay. hahah. :) roy.pls remember. MBT!!! hahah.work hard!!! :)

not having a split personality.

founders day on 25th (tues).went for the ceremony in the morning..haha.was supposed to meet piggy, deborah, jas etc at like 645..but i left the house at that time...lol.met them at like sevenish.haha.waaaay late.sorry you guys!!! esp deborah...since you live soooo far.yet you came to school like SUPER early...sorry!!!met ms tan with piggy at the back gate... :) she tried dragging us up first...but we left to meet the rest first at the concourse. hahaha.omg!!! i got a shock of my life...when i saw the BACK of this girl...and when she turned around..my first reaction was..."what the hell is she doing here?-- isnt she supposed to be in AUSTRALIA!?!?!" then (ok.i admit i was pretty slow) i made this connection. OMG!!! SHE CAME BACK SPECIALLY FOR THIS!!!!!!! was super SUPER SUPER HAPPPPPPPYYYY to see her!!! haha.but was kinda shocked at first!!! hahaha.could not make the connection at first...YES YINLING!!!:) miss ya! <3haha.and i totally love your black stockings and your australian uniform is SUPER cool with the pleated scottish skirt and black stockings!!! super sexy ;) haha.all of us headed for the library -- v pretty and classy.sorta with all the flat screen coms.haha.a BIG diff from the old one.hahaha.all the 4B1 girls of 05 gathered ..(sorta) at the front of the library.and cam whored the whole time...haha.ok.we took loadsa pics.with clara being the SECRET photographer...

omg.i realised that both of us graduated from kindergarten TOGETHER in the year 95 and now, we are graduating together AGAIN!!! yes CARROT!!! i am soooo sorry for pissing you off in the year 95 for calling you carrot.haha. <3

while waiting, took pics of jas trying out slut poses.and pics of trying to seduce ria..haha.yes.v les bian. haha. omg.and i squeezed my size six feet into my sis' size five shoes..damn painful.my fault.haha.forgot to go and buy court shoes.hahah.super exciting day!!! went on the WOBBLY stage.super freaky. *wobble wobble* haha. had tea reception.none of the nice nice eclairs that they have EVERY year.but it was still nice gathering with ppl. :)

went to venezia with piggy. talked and stuff :) miss her loads!!!then headed home to study for my gp test tmr. :( haha.slept for a while.went to meet charis, debbie and jemmy. and then headed for charis' house. :) janiella gave my quite a SCARE.hahah.she is super cute!!! haha.love her!!!<3 reminded me of the time when she wanted to tag along with us to sakae for dinner.hahaha.amused me soooo much!!! hahah. :) omg.and i took a pic of charis' stuff.super scary..haha. :)

went for the dinner.was late.haha.what is new? lol.hahaha.not as fun as last year.. (DUH!) but not as fun as i expected it to be..the teachers look quite sad... :( omg.and we sat like super near jt.hahahahahah.seeing him reminds me of the time he burst out in class.yelling at us that he was facing problems and tht he broke up with his gf of like four years over the phone.lol. then angie and christina came!!!:) hahah.christina gave me her usual greeting of a cat.lol.supoer cute!!! but i have nooo idea why she cut her hair...

super sad.could not find ms tan or mr yeo :( and did not catch mrs raj... :( WHY WHY WHY?!?!?! bleah.nvm. nine years left!!! :)

to mg 05 <3

met ppl at wheelock place to celebrate sara's bday. :) ara ara !!! RARA is sexy SEVENTEEN!!! :) ate at NYDC for either a really late lunch or a really early dinner.haha.at first there was only juliannnneeee, sara, noah and me...but the others came later..haha.like hannah, huixian, joshua, jackson, junqi. :) after that..we walked around a bit.then went for DINNER!!! haha.at scotts.after dinner...jackson proposed that we go to macs for some fries..haha.but in the end... the girls (except julianne) went SHOPPING!!! haha.and the guys went home...haha.noah looks super weird today..hahah.with his new new new hairstyle.not used to it..soooo i kept laughing when ever i see it.hahahahaha.superfunny. damn.should have taken a pic.hahahaha.all of us teased him..saying tht we much rather his FLOPPY look..with his natural (poofy) hair.haha.all swished to one side.haha.
omg.far east has got like SUPER nice stuff. :) bought a necklace and a super nice ring!!! :) yea!!! accessory shopping!!! :) haha.dad picked me up...apparently they were shopping at centrepoint..and mummy bought like five bags... haha.and when i told her tht her fave shop at far east have new stocks..she offered to go next week.haha.dunno if she was joking..lol.

had GREAT fun today..even though my bruise (from ian tai- the person who is gonna DIE ) is getting black and blue. -.- like the whole area... :( boohoo.

was having some really weird thoughts this morning... dunno why. and i do not have split personalities. it is just that i am a deep thinking.an avid thinker. hurmph.

you know, i was hoping time will just heal and things would be okay.
well...maybe not.

BLEAH...man...drama filled.

GREAT JOB QIUYAN!!! you danced wonderfully today!!! and looked super CHIO!!! ;) hahaha...seee.it is a great to be blessed with nice straight hair!!! :)

<3>

and you too.

omg.am like doing the lit board thingy.and it is sooooooo wonderful and nostalgic to walk down that memory lane!!! boohoo.haha.i am like laughing and crying...haha.cause it is sooo sad for the memories that can never be true again.but it is wonderful and happy just recalling all the fun, joy, laughter, little bits of peevishnesss. haha.yeaH!!! all of it.the good and the bad...even though there wasn't much "bad" stuff. hahaha.remember the biaatching night!!! :) haha.and all laughter we had!!! XD haha. this is a summary of ALL our reflections!!! :

Our experiences from this trip cannot be described in just a few words or a few pictures. The close bonds and kinship formed between all of us is beyond description. The close bonds were displayed spontaneously as travel companions, classmates, friends and most importantly, sisters in Christ during this trip and this made us understand each other better.

The main purpose for this trip was to soak in the English culture when England was at its peak in literature and the arts and to cultivate our love for English literature and the arts. Through this trip, we walked away with more than that. Speaking from our own experiences, when one falls ill in England, it is always fun to have someone there for you and to take care of you. However, please note that it is NEVER advisable to slap pimple cream on cracked hands as it has adverse effects. (Haha!) In this trip, wonderful memories were made and pleasures were shared and not a single one of us regret ever going. :)

haha.miss them!!! <3>

and this is not CLICHE!!! (punch the stupid person who told me blah blah blah.) yes, i am talking about u.

haha.had training today. blah.okkk.i am not gullible.i am not gullible. i am not gullible.
haha
i AM NOT GULLIBLE.

yes.
i am not.haha.

i love englandddd!!! :) hahahaha.but not enough to move there to stay for the WHOLE year round..cause it gets kinda cold in the winter. haha.and i will just freeze to death.with super dry and cracked skin. yes.deborah nearly killed me.hahaha. ;)

OMG!!! today is like the BEST DAY!!! :) hahaha.am going for FOUNDERS!!! hahahahah.the DINNER!!! yea!!! super fun!!! hmm...hope mummy will allow me to pon school on weds so that i can sleepover at charis' housE!!! :) hahahah.super fun!!! haha. hair.nails.makeup.dress.shoes.bag. haha.super fun!!!

today was basically a pretty slack day.when i thought it was going to be SUPER hectic.lol. watched chinese opera for chinese period.then went for pw.where all the DEP students were gone.sooo..free period.then went for gp.and had my self imposed break where ian and conray talked CRAP.then mrs loh wasnt in school.sooo...had another break.then school ended for chinese listening.lol.dont even have to come to school.
haha. then spent some time with gab. then headed for training with zhixin.haha.thought we were going to be late late late.but..lol.only five mins late.anywayy..we had to wait for lanes...sooo..zhixin, qinwen, ian hwee and i went down to the cafe to "study". haha.finally there were lanes.soo we went back up to shoot.haha.lol.my score today sucks.haha.was dead tired!!! just wanted to shoot finish and get my butt out of there. that was basically how all of us felt. haha.then.IAN HWEE TOOK MY P BOX!!! yes.my fluff. my pink fluff. hahahaha.tsk tsk.anyhow take.haha.man..i must remember to get it back from him tmr morning.one prob.he is currently phoneless. or at least. that is what he says... haha.bluff me too much already. haha.

SUPER EXCITED!!! AHH!!! cant WAIT!!! hahahaha.miss ya loads esther, piggy, ria, charis, xwx (even though you dont wanna TELL me anything.haha) and deb. <3

oohhh yeah.lit projectfor ms tan.man.shall go start on it noW!!haha.

btw.i rate you a ten ok.a ten.

DRAGGEEDDD myself out of bed in the morning. had the 31st council investiture today...ate into PE! haha.yea!!! saw aunt mary.haha. she still looks as youthful as ever!!! haha. then headed for class. chinese then lit.had my weekly monday SIX periods of lit up til 0110. with NO breaks.haha.ookk.but i managed to eat during lit.and chinese.with my trusty bag of snacks.haha.no wonder i am getting fatTTTEERR!!! :( bleah.shucks.
had lunch.met angel!!! :) talked to gab for like only five mins.went to library to crap with roy and lala up till two thirty.and they left for their very imp meeting.with the PE dept.haha.headed for econs lecture.had a talk with rara. love ya babe! :) <3>
haha.

headed for hv.ate at swensons.did loadsa CATCHING UP!!! hahaha. :) oooo.jas spitting the water in her mouth.man.have not REALLY laughed like that in a loooong time!!! :) haha.i LOVE mg company! haha. :) miss how mummy-ish ria is.haha. :) and deb's attempt in KILLING me. -.-" hahaha.she reminded me today.hahaha. :) had loadsa FUN!!! then went home.studied chinese.ate strawberries. (pretty sour. :S) and talked to tyson.haha.i am weird. -.-"

haha.should go do art now!! i am DROWNING in art homework.both theory and prac.mr dunn wants ELEVEN A4 drawings on perspective..where in the world can i get nice nice nice pics??? :( bleah.

and i am sorry.it is just a natural instinct.

The Real Me.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

haha.ookk.personality tests...haha.this is getting a tinnie winnie bit weird cause i should be doing my art thing.haha.shall go do it now!!! :) hehe.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! was just looking through pictures in the computer...and all the old memories just come FLOODING back. :) haha. and cause ms tan wants some of us to do something on the england trip...i was looking through THOSE pictures.so sad!!!AHH!!! i miss those GREAT DAYS!!! :) haha.and i remembered all the fun. memories made and pleasures shared.
and this one brought back hilarious memories. :) this was taken at the moat house.on the second day in england in the morning.hahaha.we woke up to the shrill ringing of the hotel fire alarm.and since it was exactly the time the teachers said we should wake up...we all thought it was our wake up call.but something was REALLY wrong.as it was reverberated through the hallway too.hahaha.super funny.OUR HOTEL WAS ON FIRE!!! hahahaha.so all of us just rushed out.jas and i were like..."nooooo way am i running out in my pjs." haha.since i woke up super early.i was already changed.and i waited for jassy to change.haha.super fast!!! HAHA. :) we ran down through the stairs.hahaha.and saw those BULKY yellow men.hahahah.with their equipment. ;) haha.everyone gathered at the space behind the hotel.some mg girls were still in they jammies and leemey even had her toothbrush in her mouth.hahahah.and was barefooted.heheh.it was pretty amusing.hahaha.turns out that some dumb ass tried to smoke in a nonsmoking room. errrr...hahaha.spastic. lol.

AHHHH!!! I MISS THE OLD ENGLAND GROUP!!! :) ria, delly, qi, fran, jess, deb and jas who is in ac with me.but the only time we talk is in the morn. bleah. hahah.nvm.at least i enjoy doing this for ms tan!!! :) haha.

talked to ria last night.and i realised that i miss her loads!!! haha.her quirky habits.hahaha.likee...eating her vitamins (A WHOLE LOAD OF THEM) in the morning.haha.and..she is misophobia.hahah.fear for DIRT!!! hahaha. :) <3had>
: RIA !!!! dont worry too much. :) all the best for your AS!!! and i know YOU CAN DO IT!!! :) hehe.muacks. love ya!!! <3>

haha.talked to esther yesterday too.hahaha.love her!!! <3>

Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown

swim meet today.hahah.dragged myself out of bed this morning.went to school.had a STRING of classes.from morning to lunch.(YES!!! without a single break!!!) my timetable is screwed up.but i sneaked biscuits in pw lecture.haha.then headed for art.during which i roamed the school with roy in search for some interesting stuff to draw.but we ended up in the library with lala.hahaha.after that i had art tutorial.which was kinda interesting because we were classroom-less.so the three of us plus mdm went to find for one.class was about neo classicism, romanticism and pre-raphaelite movements.then had lunch and went for swim meet.haha.ian got hold of this wallet.(apparently belonging to conray) and he dug through it.and found neoprints.hahaha.and I SAW THE JUICY CONTENT!!! haha.and roy was abusing me...with the sudden wham and the "massage" .gee thanks.that gave me a SHOCK.haha.and it was pretty painful.haha.plus the finger thing.even ian was abusing me. with the wrist thing he promised wont hurt.hahahaha.nvm.he got his punches.haha.ditto to roy.haha.sat in the bus with qiuyan and weiting.had to share a seat with them.haha.at toa payoh swimming complex, i sat with joshua, darrell and ian.sharmeen went off to wave the AC flag.conray joined us.and IAN overturned MY HONEY STARS!!! hahaha.nvm.he got super dirty because of that.hahaha.and i made him clean it up.conray was killing ian for showing me the neoprints.hahahaha.and i did not even know him.hahaha.and i REFUSED to tell him my name.stupid ian. -.- because of him..i got this super weird nick.haha.nvm.he got gayed .haha.oooo.juicy stuff heard.but i dont exactly know the full details..cause HE REFUSED TO TELL ME! toot.hehe.took a cab with ian, conray and xinyi to dover.and headed for training with xinyi.haha.shot horribly.listen to coach tell us about HCL.hahaha.(HCI) and the genius shooters.tsk tsk.sometimes i dont even know why i am there.haha. headed home with zhixin and xinyi after training.

hahah.in this day.i got poked.punched.STRANGLED.and called a himogay. -.- ok.nvm about that.
AND i talked a little while with my FRIEND IN TAIWAN!!! :D hahaha.after like one year.hahaha. :) super happy that i did so. :D
and i am missing ria. <3 and esther, delly welly, xwx, piggyyyy, charis.haha
MUACKS <3

the murals of life pass me by
sometimes i just wish that i never did cry
shed a tear for you today
sometimes i wish i could just lie down and die.


stop it.

oooo.i real need for retail therapy.haha.PIGGY JAS CHARIS!!! AHHH!!! so sad.we were supposed to go SHOPPING today.but...change of plans.so sad.cause there were loadsa sales today!!! like at zara, forever 21 and armani.omg.zara shoes are like on offer!!! JAS!!! a good opportunity missed to get your gold heels!!! haha.sad.then wanted to go shopping at night.but mummy was kinda tired..sooo..she promised next week.haha.tried to persuade TL to go with me for a little sisterly bonding.and she said no. -.-" ok.i can tell that she doesn't really like to shop.yet.haha.sooo.i just stayed home after dinner.doing my gp resource book.hahaha.super dirty.

went to the beach yesterday after school which was half day.then went home.dinner.headed to orchard.shopped.even though i didnt really buy anything.hahaha.except for a cd.bought the veronicas.when we were shopping halfway.met TW's friends.and she left us.haha.after shopping went to fetch TL.fetch TW's friends home.then headed for home.

ooo.just had a talk with elise... :D haha.missing her!!! haha.realised that it has been a long time.and time just flies.that she has been in aussie for like seven years already.haha.hope my parents allow me to go visit her after my As!!! haha.will be SUPER FUN!!! hahaha.wooopppiieee! am happy just thinking about it.haha.

thank you qiuyan. :D i got tagged. ;)thanks for everything :D love ya girlfriend! ;)
we are lovers.haha. thanks for your encouraging words. i shall try to be DEAF! haha.

missing you guys. <3

omg.i realised that i posted this song lyrics up before.haha.
rumours - lindsay lohan
Saturday steppin' into the club
And it makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound

But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

[Bridge:]
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do

[Chorus:]
I'm tired of rumours starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)

I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

[Bridge:]
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
But not the way you want me to

[Repeat Chorus:]

I just need to free my mind
Just wanna dance and have a good time


I'm tired of rumours
Followed

What they (follow) me
Why can't they
let me live

Take this for just what it is

art exam in the morning.for like THREE hours.hahaha.wrote like twenty pages in total.man.i crap a lot.haha.then it was like SUPER cold in the SMR.teeth was like chattering and all.found out that we arent gonna be doing clay work yet.hmm.wonder what we will have to do.hope we can try like ...er..FASHION! haha.man.after one year on my fashion...i am supposed to be kinda sick of it.but...haha.what can i say? fashion designing gives me the excuse to shop more.haha.after art exam, i headed to the canteen with roy.who was also like semi frozen.waaa.both of us looked like we are walking in snow or something.as he walked with his head down as if trying to curl up ...haha.then he showed me the mp3 functions of his NEW phone (and his nice voice). went to the canteen and ate.listened to NICE NICE NICE songs with qiuyan.hahaha.*my heart is pumping for love* hahaha.super fun to just laugh.then went for classes.had gp, chinese, lit.lit was kinda fun.haha...oh.something else..topics talked about in some time of the day was..thought provoking.then after school headed down to the canteen.sat with sharmeen and ian.then sharmeen left.leaving me with ian. -.-" and he made me tell him the WHOLE story of silent hill.and i suck as a story teller...bbaaahh.haha.he had to stay back for DETENTION.haha.then Hweeeeee came.and started getting ill.the disease of itchy hands. =p haha.kept playing and opening my stuff. -.-" and he helped me cont the silent hill story.and then ian started showing his LAST SUPPER. -.-" errr.haha.and i apparently deleted one of his venice works.oopsie.hahaha.then jas came.and ian headed off for DETENTION. met piggy with jas at the mrt.went to hv.hahahah.super fun!!! had loadsa updates.and they had loadsa updates too.hahah.went to burger king.sat there and just TALKED.omg.i am so jealous.they went out shopping on tues while i was having cl oral.-.-"omg.miss their company sooo much.and jas was like.soooo cute!!! haha.she was thinking up of all these excuses at a surprisingly super fast rate!!! haha.sooo..i told piggy to give it a rest.cause it was RECORD BREAKING! haha.as piggy said.six GREAT things happened to her today.hahaha. love them <3>

then mum came to pick me up.and we went to ntuc.bought my darling milk.haha.headed home...had no appetite for dinner.haha.lucky my mum was not forcing me to eat.haha.so drank soup only.and went to tackle gp.then the chinese project.and talked a little to piggy.SWOONED over kaka.haha.and comparing sources.hahaha.BTW piggy, lzs is lame.haha. ;)

man.i need my sleep.haha.zzzzzzzzz bah.i miss esther. ;(

maths exam

maths exams today.plus a levels oral...haha.man.i screwed both up. maths.maths.i am like in shock that i am FAILING maths.i KNOW that i am just going to fail it.bah.shall find for a tuitor.haha.ookk.dont have school tmr unlike the rest of the school.haha.cause of art exams.hahaha.man...oh yeah.haha.shucks.just found out that i dont have to go for shooting nationals tmr.hahaha.ooo.all the better.haha.man.but i wanted to go.haha.oookkk.nvm.there is shooting PARTY coming up soon!!! haha.man.i feel like watching a chick flick.hahaha.and just laugh.and forget about stuff.bah.today...esther got me worried in the morning.YES ESTHER!!! I WAS V. V. V. V. V. V. V WORRIED!!!haha.lucky i was smart.and smsed cow asap. :D hahaha.sooo.cow, you owe me a DIOR bag.hahaha. ;) no lah.joking.if you wanna buy a dior bag...buy for esther. ;) ;) ;) *wink wink* *nudge nudge* haha.hope all is better now!!! :) (ps: see esther.i am helping you hint for a new bag. haha. ;) )

haha.the day started with maths exam.then sat with ian(tai) (ie the hong kong er wanna be.haha.) for lunch.and i made him talk to me in chinese the whole time.haha.and he was like swearing (trying !!) at me in chinese...yes.imagine him calling me female dog in chinese.hahaha.
tsk tsk.so vulgur. -.-" haha.but i was super fun to see him all REELED up with my rantings.hahaha.and he vandalised my nice chinese news paper with his WEIRD drawings.which he claims is used in the ancient times to summon the demons and monsters.haha.then we headed off to the "slaughter house".for our chinese oral.sat at the benches with jo, hannah, joshua.lucky people who dont take chinese anymore...that joshua and hannah and eleen.hurrying off.haha.

bah.heard something v v v v sad today. :( saddening.and another thing which hurts. *stab stab* and something which perked me up.hahaha.sooo it was a full circle.haha.oooo.and someone asked me to go out on a ride.hahaha.a car ride.bah.no way.it is like...errr.how dangerous.hahaha.dont trust other ppl's driving skills.hahahahaha.oookkk.man.the song now stuck in my head is by sugababes.haha.IT IS STUCK!!! hahaha.and...cant wait for thursday you guys!!! :) haha.miss ya!!! shall bring my camera! haha. kk.shall go..erm.do other stuff.haha.

BLEAH.i shall stop thinking.haha.it is damn stressful.

errr...the morning started off with someone pulling my hair and hitting my head. -.-"
okkk..football.BRAZIL LOST! haha.
Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
cant wait for sat!!! :D haha.<3

haha.got this from zhixin...haha.

Fyi : If you crossed out more than 50
boxes, means you're a spoilt brat =D

[x] Cell phone.
[ ] Own phone line.
[x] Own room.
[x] 2 or more storey house.
[ ] Hot tub.
[x] Guest room.
[x] Have own computer
[ ] TV in your room.
TOTAL: 5

[x] Your own bed.
[x] More than 20 pairs of shoes.
[x ] More than 10 bags.
[ ] Expensive sunglasses.
[x] Name brand wallet.
[ ] iPod.
[x] mp3.
[ ] Xbox.
[ ] PS2.
[] PS1
[ ] Gamecube
TOTAL: 5

[ ] Basketball hoop.
[x ] Basketball.
[ ] Netball hoop.
[ ] Netball.
[ ] Volleyball.
[x] Badminton racket.
[x] Tennis racket.
[ ] Air hockey table.
[ ] Pool table.
[ ] Ping pong table.
[ ] Foose ball table.
[ ] Trampoline.{small}
[ ] Own a snowboard.
[ ] Own a surfboard.
[x] Own a pair of roller blades.
[ ] Own a pair of figure skates
[ ]Own your own bowling ball.
[ ] Own a pair of bowling shoes.
TOTAL: 4

[x] Stereo in bedroom.
[ ] DVD player in room
[x] Have something from Abercrombie
and Fitch
[x] Gets more than $50 each month.
[ ] Shop at AE.
TOTAL: 3

[x] Does something expensive often.
[x] Parents are still together.
[ ] Step mom/dad
[ ] AIM.
[x] MSN.
[ ] Yahoo!
[ ]AOL.
[x] Digital camera.
TOTAL: 4

[ ] Scooter
[x] Bicycle
[ ] 4-wheeler.
[x] Guitar/drums.
[x] Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[ ] Hammock.
[] been on a cruise.
[x] Sat on a train.
[x] Took a plane.
[x] Traveled out of the country.
[x] Personal trainer. --> haha.my personal dog trainer..haha.
[x] Expensive jewelry
[x] Met a celebrity.
TOTAL: 10

[ ] Straightener/curling iron.
[ ] Spent more than $100 on your hair at
one go.
[ ] Been to a batting cage.
[x] $100+ on you right now.
[x] Own savings account.
[x] Been to Europe.
[ ] Been to Hawaii.
TOTAL: 3

[ ] Been to NYC.
[ ] Been to Chicago.
[ ] Been to The Statue of Liberty.
[x] Moved more than 3 times.
TOTAL: 1

HAS:
[x] Pet
[ ] Ranch.
[ ] Verizon.
[ ] Cricket.
[ ] Virgin mobile.(last time)
[x] Nokia
[ ] Alltel
[ ] Tv-mobile.
[ ] Sprint.
[ ] US Cellular
[ ] Nextel.
[ ] Motorola
[] Sony Ericsson
[ ] Been to states in the US.
[ ] Have a job.
[x] More than 100 buddies on friendster
TOTAL: 3

[x] Alarm clock
[x] Home cooked meal almost every day.
[x] Eat out almost every day.
[x] Been in a limo.
[ ] Own camcorder.
[ ] Own laptop computer.
[x] Own desk
TOTAL: 5
woohoo.i am not a brat.hahaha. :)see esther.told you so.i am not a spoilt brat.haha.

baahhh...i went to the library to study...haha.for art.then went orchard...bought a new p box...this pink thing.hahaha.super cute!!!WOOHOO! had bonding time with my DOG!! haha.played with him.haha.hugged him and he started SLOBBERING over my thigh since i was bending down..baaaahh..haha.yelled his name from the other side of the porch...and he was like TOTALLY ignoring me.then he just HAD to drink water.bah.and then HE CAME RUNNNINNGGG over.gaaaww.haha.i love him and all.but.man.the slobbering is just.urgh.haha.with water dripping too.baah.but he is myyyy ppoookkiiieeekins.haha. oooo.talked to piggy loads.like went through our past memories.bah.so sad.tearing.about our mugging.bitching.raving sessions.omg.and the famous swensons KETCHUP BOTTLE!hahaha.super funny.haha.and the CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN!!!hahahaha.which i got a FULL view of.haha.and a little bit of a SPLATTER on my lovely black boots.haha.and charis wondering what is the brown stuff doing on her nice white clutch.hahaha.and alllll our lovely birthday celebrations!!!(NB: charis' one is coming up.) hahaha.gaawww.miss the times.haha.anddd..there is the addictive neoprint taking.hahaha.woooppiiiee! the NAUGHTY playground!!! hahaha.we gotta head there soon! hahaha.super fun.hahaha.with piggy doing the pole dance.HAHA.ookk.tht sounded like waaaay wrong.haha.man.cant wait for our next outing! hahaha.missing you guys loads! hahaha.bah.i gotta get a dress.makeup.hair.man.there it goes again.haha.man.remind me of last's year's haha.went to forever makeup to do my makeup.hahaha.it looked kinda weird.haha.too ...errr..shiny.and glittery.and my hair ah.ooo.oh yeah.i still have that hair clip thingy.realised tht i have not used it since that night.haha.damn.shall use it soon.haha.hope it gets confirmed soon!

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man.it has been a BUSY day for tongs...
got dragged out of bed by mummy...ate breakfast.lazed around.then headed to ngee ann.met my dear esther.ate with her classmates.smsed xwx asking WHERE IS SHE!?!? wanted to meet her..but..she was at SIM eating lunch.baaahhh.then met like danielle...who was rather surprised to see me there.asking if i was in ng.then headed to holland.sat at coffee bean studying my art...then esther called to say she got dismissed earlier!!! yea! went to meet her.waited for van at sp.sat in those box thingies. we talked.played with her com.played cs.and her bubble thingy.haha.then van came.and i headed to the library.and walked home...and papa picked me up on the way..and we headed to mg.to fetch TL.and to pick mummy up..then headed to orchard.with papa telling us the unfortunate events of yesterday.where he and meng uncle went to this jewellry exhibition thingy.and papa bought some rocks.(ehh.no comments) then a cisco security guard came up to him to ask for is ic.hahahah.man.tht poor guy.quite dumb to ask my DAD for tht.man...papa was ok with it.except for the idea that he is paying for horrid service.meng uncle was feeling the heart ache...which is pretty serious!ookk.sooo papa brought the matter up to the organisers.haha.see.poor guy.man...have not seen the rocks yet.haha.stones.rocks.stones.rocks.ok.nvm.then we ate dinner at fareast.saw sammie!!!! haha.so cute! my canoeist friend.hahaha.then shopped.WOOOHOO!!! i bought a JUICY COUTURE bag.hehe.and earrings!!! haha.mummy bought shoes.and evening bags.hahaha.MY MUCH NEEDED RETAIL THERAPY!!! haha. it was fun!!! but sad lah.could not go with piggy.zheng min and diane. baahh.or to go with esther and van.came home and did some eye facial thingy for papa.hahaha.quite fun.haha.ehhh.and to esther.cheer up.i cant really say much.cause...haha.i shant just say say say.and not do it too.haha.cause i feel what you feel.and i am ...in confusion.haha.sooo..hope tht i helped a little with cow.

btw.SOMEONE aka the sneeze said this phrase.. as ugly as you are pretty.what does tht mean? hwee? i think you are crapping.again. -.-"cause..it does not make any sense and you are just TRYING to outtalk me.haha.note the TRYING.

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