hmm..today...was...such a sad day...bleah.it seems like all the sucky things are happening today.ending up sorta tearing up in the library. :( got news that ms goh pass away. this reminds me that life is so fragile.that we should not just take the crap from others.all that lies.and crap.and bullshit.sooo..conclusion...we should just live our lives to what we WANT. to enjoy it.and not feel crap all the time.
even though ms goh has never taught me before.well not directly anyway.but i still feel sad and felt like crying when i heard about it. : ( : ( : (

after econs lecture, headed to orchard to change my jazz pants.then wanted to go far east to do some shopping..lol..but it was already like..4.10.head to get back to school for shooting meeting...sooo...i gave up my much MUCH MUCH MUCH needed retail therapy.bleah. talked to esther for a bit. got back to school.(felt weird walking back in while everyone walked out.) shooting was kinda slack..haha.helped out with the trials. tried shooting with rifle.ok.now i know why i joined pistol.went to holland with qinwen, xinyi, ian hwee and samson for dinner at like 7 plus plus. haha.quite fun...cause...i sorta made a BET with ian hwee... GET READY PEOPLE!!! you guys are GETTING FREEEE drinks...five dollars min each. :)YES YES YES. :) *victory dance* but..if i dont fulfil my part...hahaha.i am sooo SCREWED. haha.yes.SCREWED. ookk.nvm.i wont even think about that.cause i KNOW i can do it! :):):)

then mummy fetched me from hv.headed to nus hostel to help tw.her room was kinda MESSY!!! and i spy my jeans in her really messy closet...hahaha.nvm. after that, headed home.bath.helped mum with bambi..yes.his wound is STILL there...and tried to do my art essay.haha. to no avail...

ooo.these are some of the neoprints taken yesteraday. :)
i miss esther after JUST ONE DAY.





What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone