hahaha.went to the beach today!east coast.went cycling for two hours.haha.oooo.she said tht she saw james there today.haha.did not see him.haha.very long since i saw him actually.haha.oookkk.hmmm.it was REALLY fun today!thought it was gonna rain.but.instead it was a VERY good weather to be at the beach.:)

haha.piggy likes someone!!:D haha.right.hmm.went to buy my uniform today from lidos.and 14 was like outa stock.sooo i got size 14 half.and the skirt is like SUPER long.haha.but shall go alter it.and after lidos.mummy, tw,tl and me walked alllll the way to john little.haha.and bought stuff.then we walllkkkked allllll the way back.cause the car was parked at lidos.haha.yeah..and we stopped by paragon to buy some other stuff.and walked.and walked.and walked.and we went home.then i painted my toe nails RED!!haha.the same colour as the pedicure i had in the hols.heehee.love it!sighhhh.nvm.

sigh.super confused.super er...confused.and er..sigh.i DUNNo.oooo.

sigh.played the ever-so-bright lamp post AGAIN...haha.but it is kinda fun hanging with esther and puffy.haha.so sweet to see them fight over who pays for each other...haha.so cute.and sweet.:) heehee.well.went to THE ulu macs.actually.only the outside.and then headed for orchard.then we hang out.took our weekly dosage of neoprint taking.i headed home to take a bath for the CNY dinner..at conrad centennial.or whatever..and then my mum came home..yelling if i have changed.and i said no.then she started yelling about how the last time we were late.blah blah blah.and tht we MUST be earlier this time.blah blah blah.then she took a super long time changing..haha.nvm..it was fun though..getting yelled at.then telling her tht she wanted to be there early...haha.sigh.my mum is so weird.in a cute way.haha.oh man.o levels results..diiee..

lalalala..it is a weds today..went to hv.ate at crystal jade.and went home.super hot day.and still duper hyper about yesterday..:)

haha..am super happy.cause i just bought my GLAM top from forever21 for $48..:)lalalalala..went shopping today.and hung out with puffy and wang..:) super fun being the SHINING lamp post..no la.actually kinda awkward..lol...

lalala..am doing my art critical essay..have to write about Edouard Manet's Luncheon on the Grass.quite tough.since i don't really know how to do it.sigh.will miss elise when she heads back to australia..MISS YOU ELISE!!after the cny celebrations. i went to meet my dearly missed friend at the concourse since we have not met since tht morning..and then we head to the gate to meet a EVEN longer lost friend..my dear piggy!!<3<3then>

sigh.super depressed.mood swings.met up with charis,jas,pig.sat at holland starbucks.and i REALLY miss them.which sucks.and i miss talking to pig and charis and jas as a group.feelings of nostalgia. and the new toy i bought for tyson from the pet shop BROKE after five minutes of him playing it.:(this is getting sadder...adding on, i just found out tht yan cant make it tmr.sigh.and now i am feeling absolutely down.and super sad.and she is haunting me to the end.she is affecting my life in ac already.which really sucks big time.and i really love ac.but i cant seem to muster that strength to face another day in school tmr.i just cant.i just feel so down.and i think about all the times we did spend together. and how i cant really know what she wants and thinks about.i feel so sad just thinking about it.but i really wanna resolve this.and i dunno how.and i really miss wang, dele, xwx loads.and ria too.i know i will be meeting wang, xwx, and dele on sat.but i really cant stand it.i mean.i love my og and all.but i have only met them at the beginning of jan.so tht is abt two weeks.and i dunno how to stop myself from feeling like this.and tyson is really naughty.and i snapped at my brother today.:(and i totally biatched at my older sis for taking my clothes.everyday.sigh.am rambling.:(and i have to think about studies.and i am fearful of whether i can cope well.and catch up.blah blah blah.i am open to change.but i think i am kinda trying to adapt to change number 2.new class.sigh.but just wanna say thanks to wendy for the comfort.and am listening to this hilary duff song.it seems kinda true.that something will be going on everywhere.anywhere.but i gotta keep going.at least try.no matter what i do.someone will be there to bring me down.but i just gotta keep going.it is all around me.but i have the choice whether i wanna let it make an impact on me.
There's people talking
They talk about me
They know my name
They think they know everything
But they don't know anything
About me
Give me a dance floor
Give me a dj
Play me a record
Forget what they say
Cause I need to go
I need to getaway tonight
I put my makeup on a saturday night
I try and make it happen
Try to make it all right
I know I make mistakes
I'm living life day to day
It's never really easy but it's ok
The cities restless
It's all around me
People in motion
Sick of all the same routines
And they need to go
They need to get away
Tonight

orientation week has flown by...and i have made loadsa new friends..but i am NOT forgetting the old oness..(are u reading this, esther???)and i LOVE my og!!! kisses to Baudelaire!!lalalala..i just met my class today.and i am pretty afraid of them..sigh.and SHE is in my class.and Deb said tht if SHE was in HER class, she would transfer out.OMG!die die die.everyone is like patting on my back.telling me it is ok.sigh.the first look on their faces when i told them who was in my class is like.DOT DOT DOT.sigh.so sad.:(well.nvm.MUST THINK POSITIVE!ok.good thing coming up.going out with piggy, jas, charis tmr to holland.shall sit at starbucks and talk.for a very long time.since the stupid place practically threw van, esther and me OUT when we wanted to study on a sat after a sleepover at my house.to study for the olevels.so evil.right.:Pcant wait for og outing!!!lalalalala.

lol.it has been like ages since i even add anything in here...lol...am at home.. trying to do my art..and still not forgetting tht i am having chinese prelims tmr!!!and i am in this 'play' mood...all because i finally watched my second episode of one tree hill..i know. i am really outdated.lol

heehee.went major shopping today. bought stuff from zara, fox fashion and this quaint shop called 'the station'.my lil bro went overseas today for a school trip.to thailand.sigh.and he left without checking tht his comics are all returned.so it think my mum has to pay some fines.but my lil bro insisted tht he returned everything.but tht day i saw tht 2 comics are still in his possession.oh well.

	You've got a deep need to analyze and influence the people around you. You insist on excellence in all you do, and that's why you're always pushing people to use their talents, or competing with them to demonstrate how well you've developed your own. Your tough questions can sometimes scare people, but they really have no reason to be afraid. As long as they stay on your good side, you'll defend them to the end. But, when someone crosses you, they should be warned that they've chosen the fiercest enemy there is! Your instinctive ability to read people is an excellent diagnostic tool. Maybe that's why there are so many Scorpio doctors and surgeons. Criminal justice is another field that is well-suited to your sign. Your tremendous tenacity forces you to keep working on puzzles until you have them solved. No one would get away with breaking the law if you were on the case! You're strong and independent, but you cherish your relationships, too. You need people who admire your intelligence and focus, and who live up to your high standards of success.

* chariot - Gavin degraw

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
and seedless watermelon.
Ohhhh, nothing from the ground is good enough
Body rise,
Look what's over me

Oh Chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh Chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me give me your strength

Remember seeking moons rebirth
Rains made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
There is a living promised land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons filled my mind and covered me
Bring it back
More than a memory

You'll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup
It's pouring over the sides
You make me want to spread my arms and fly

Wellz,it is said that a friend loves at all times,and always protects,always trusts,always hopes,always perseveres...
Jiayou Esther!At least do your homework,it'll do you good...^_^

~Dawn

Pursue
By Ooi Tong Si

I am following the road’s insinuations
I am following the world of illusions
The sightings I see are filled with ominous ambition
Ever so dark and full of commotions
Now I see it.
Unprecedented in its scale and emotion.

just sent tyson dearie to the vet in the morning.he was quite reluctant to get into the car.and he was so scared when he saw me leave him there and the other doggies were all barking at him.hmmm.i miss him.oh.btw, do any of you wanna buy the hwa chong production tickets?if u wanna, give me a call/sms.at 9180 5927.it is $8 for the 20 th may and $9 for the 21st may. it is called 'cash on delivery'. the play is about the British social system and about this guy trying to get the free subsidy from the government by feigning ill. and he gets what he wants.the only problem is that the money kepts coming in.too much money.other then tht, his wife also thinks he has a gay relationship with his uncle.well.this play is written by a british...so if u want more info abt this, sms or call me...

Rottweilers accompanied the Roman Legions, herding their cattle and guarding their camps across the Alps. On the banks of the Neckar River in what is now southern Germany, was the origin of the town of Rottweil (named for the red tile roofs of the villas built by the Romans). The cattle trade flourished in Rottweil through the mid-1800s, as did the Rottweiler Metzgerhund (butcher dog), who drove the cattle to market and returned with the filled purses of their masters around their necks. As rail transportation became the primary means of bringing cattle to market, the dogs were used less frequently. By 1905, there was only one Rottweiler left in the town of Rottweil. The Rottweiler gained popularity as a police dog in the early 1900's. Several Clubs were formed, and in 1921 united as the Allgemeiner Deutscher Rottweiler Klub (ADRK). The first Rottweiler was admitted to the AKC Stud Book in 1931. The Rottweiler was a fairly uncommon dog in the United States through the 1970's, but the early 1980's began a meteoric rise in popularity. The Rottweiler is now the second most popular AKC breed since 1992.

One two three go! My baby don't mess around Because she loves me so And this I know fo shooo.. Uh, But does she really wanna But can't stand to see me Walk ou the dooo.. Don't try to fight the feelin' Because the thought alone is killing me right nooww.. Uh, thank god for mom and dad For sticking through together 'Cause we don't know hooowww... UH! [Chorus] Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. You think you've got it Ohh, you think you've go it But got it just don't get it Till' there's nothing at AaaaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaallllll.. We've been together Ohh, we've been together But seperate's always better when there's feelings InvooooooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOooooooOOOOOlved If what they say is ("Nothing is forever") Then what makes, Then what makes, Then what makes Then what makes, Then what makes LOOVVEEE? (Love exception) So why you, why you Why you, why you, why you are we so in denial When we are not happy heeeerrreeee... Y'all don't want me here you just wanna dance Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (Don't want to meet your daddy, OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just want you in my Caddy OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH, don't want to meet yo' mama OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Just wan't to make you cumma OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (I'm, OHH OH I'm, OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (I'm just being honest OHH OH, I'm just being honest) Hey, alright now Alright now fealous, (YEAH!) Now what's cooler than bein' cool? (ICE COLD!) I can't hear ya' I say what's cooler than bein' cool? (ICE COLD!) whooo... Alright, alright, alright, alright Alright, alright, alright, alright Alright, alright, alright, alright Alright, alright, alright, Ok now ladies, (YEAH!) And we gon' break this back down in just a few seconds Now don't have me break this thang down for nothin' Now I wanna see y'all on y'all baddest behavior Gimme some suga', I am your neighbor ahh here we go! Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it (OHH OH) Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it (OHH OH) Shke it, shake it like a Poloroid Picture, shake it, shake it Shh you got to, shake it, shh shake it, shake it, got to shake it (Shake it Suga') shake it like a Poloroid Picture "Shake it" Now while Beyonc้ and Lucy Lui And baby dogs, get on the floor (Get on the floor) You know what to dooo.. Yooooouuu.. know I do Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh oh, Hey Ya) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (Uh, uh, OHH OH) Heeeyyy... Yaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH) Heeyy Yaaaaaaaa.. (OHH OH)

lol.am super alert now.all due to the coffee bun i unwittedly pushed in down my throat.SHAKE IT LIKE A POLOROID .lol.haha.am feeling all weird.had a headache the whole day and felt like sleeping.and still wanna sleep but.there is a slight problem.anywayz.esther is like to TOOT.nah.just joking.:) cause she does not wanna do her homework.heehee.i know.i am sounding like her mother or something.am getting all naggy and stuff.well.this is me.and to answer you dawnie, HOLLER!

*dances about and singing*...

"Let me hear you say, this **** is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

this **** is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

Again, this **** is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

This **** is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S..."


haha,ok...even though this is not a very edifying song(holla back girl)...I like the rhythm.I like that part,its cute!
And i know Tongsi hates this song...

~Dawn

This school reminds me of the movie Mean girls...
at first I thought it was only a particular group of peeps that are THAT extreme-ish similar to the 'plastics' in school...sure there'll be backstabbing time and again,but I never expected a thick multitude of lies and stabbed backs to be uncovered on your regular group of regular people.
Haiz,but can't be helped if people find it more satisfying to speak behind other people's backs rather than facing up to it.And twisting and turning of stories...oh well.Izit juz this school?Or juz some particular people?Or are all girls like that?I find guys alot more direct and less twofaced.But it can't be,coz I'd never stopp that low...and neither will some people.

"Watch your back",says the blub of Mean Girls...
Oh,but don't worry about me...I'm perfectly harmless...^_^
I would never stab another human being...
Hey,I don't even have the heart to squash an insect!
Lol...
Me and my compassion for animals..

~Dawn

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Indifference is the strongest force in the universe.
It makes everything it touches meaningless.
Love and hate don't stand a chance against it.

The Snow Queen


hahaha.i blocked her. and she wants to find her foe to be outstretched under a tree.hahaha.i have decided to let it go.i will not allow this grudge to ruin me, to bleed me dry. i have decided to pull out that knife and go for an operation.lol.well.but i will not talk to her unless required to do so.by doing this, it does not mean tht my wrath did not end.it just means that i do not consider him my friend.*Alty is so weird and she kept calling me mean.well.what do u expect.i wrath did end.and i will not allow it to destroy me.i know he still wants revenge to statisfy oneself but that is just what is gonna ruin him.