westside pics! well. this obviously isnt ALL of it. haha. :)

jenny stell me qiuyan :)
WOOHOO!
MUAHAHA! she kinda got GROPE many many times! lol.


cheer up qy! :) sleeping pics coming up soon! hahaha! :))))) lovelovelove! <3

ooo. qy sent me a WHOLE loada pics! from muse as well from AGES ago. LOL.
last day of school! sooo weiting tore her timetable! lol

longer haired days. bah..

omg. i think we are K.I.S.S.I.N.G in the canteen! HAHA!
i can see qy and mel cam whoring during MUSE! LOL!
haha. i love my pink dog.

woohoo! i think mel looks gooood here! :))) a little tired. but still HOT! ;)

hey qy! CHEER UP KK? look at allllll the HOT pics and SMILE! :))))) love love

hmm..seeing that ga never ever actually comes here... i dont think he will understand or know what WE have been saying about him! lol!
-.-

crystal jade!

yay! yesterday was SO AWESOME! haha. will just update like another dayy!!! hahaha. some pics first! :))))
omg. i look retarded! and i think the photographer sucks at taking this pic! i mean...qy's face is like...cut off!!! :S
ahh. this is hot!
this as well! haha. yay! MELBO AND QIUYAN LOOK SO HOT HOT HOT!!!

SPASTICATED!

omg. yay! we look so HOT together! haha. i love love love this pic!!!

hehe.
updates!

tues
ran five rounds for pe. had pt. went for dinner with shooting ppl at botak jones. lol. omg. i was so freaking full!

weds!
no training! so cabbed to nydc hv with blob, qy and mel! ate so much. then blob suggested swensons for HIS dessert since he didnt order a cake from ny...sooo... and we ATE again. LOL. plus it was supposed to be a STUDYING day! tsk tsk.

today
awww. bianca isnt coming back tmr!!! but she is really sweet! :))))
<3

and i havent got back all my h2s other than part of art. hurmph.

okk. today was a pretty busy day. got up. went to serene. went off to some hill to visit my great grandfather's tomb.haha.i almost couldnt recognise yiyi with her fisherman cap and berms! crap.and i wore open toe.saw so many little scary creatures. :S after that, we went to eat goreng pisang! i love the goreng pisang outside mel's house!!! :) then, we went mandai to visit my grandma, granddad, great grandma and my grand uncle who died in ww2. okk. then went for dinner at some famous thai restaurant. ate so much! haha. but i still ordered dessert!yay! so i had thai sticky rice with mango. YUMMY! actually ordered the durian version, but it was out of stock! bleah. which sucks. hurmph.

OMG! and i met alexandra sng today!!! :) omg! after like sooo many years! first, i thought she looked REALLY familiar. so i asked if she was from mg pri. and she was like... you are the first one who actually recognise me.wow! well i almost couldnt recognise her with her piercings and goth makeup..but then again...i am good with faces! :) omg! it is SO good to actually see someone i havent seen in ages!!! :))))))))))))) and that just brings a smile to my face. :D

"dude dun get so uptight with one question"

firstly, i am NOT a dude.
secondly, i am NOT upset about that one qns, instead i am disappointed that you lied. again.
thirdly, i wont get uptight anymore.

okkkk... didnt go to school today. was just NOT up for it. boo hoo. and i cant WAIT FOR TMR!!! yay! okkk. today was pretty unproductive. heh. but nvm! haha. was supposed to go qiuyan's house..but somehow...i ended up going to ga's house instead...lol. pretty funny. cause last night qiuyan, ga and i just stayed up really late into the night just trying to settle on where we should go today.. but... LOL. really sudden change of plans in the morning. haha. yeahh. i think i will wear my purple tube top more often. haha. yay!

SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING TOMORROW !!!! YAY!!!

hmmm.weird. i just got this sms about some performance tmr at jubilee. and some sleepover thingy. crap. did i forget about something? no right. hopefully not... ...
:)

yay! my exams are over!!! :) but i still had to go back to school today for art. bleah. and got screwed by this teacher the FIRST thing in the morning. which totally sucks. just for wearing tshirt and shorts. like. wth. it was a SCHOOL BASED shirt! plus my DAD fetched me to school. bleah. so sucky. anywayy...hang about waiting for mr dunn with roy. then did clay work. left earlier. cause it was so boring!!! :S went to do the shooting jacket thingy.

THANKS ROY FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!!! :D

then went kap. and since i dont eat macs...i bought sushi instead. :) then met gabriel.cause he sorta surprised me on my 970 bus. and that move was super irritating. hurmph. meanie. went home to change to meet esther. but esther went pooling with her friends instead. and i was feeling rather tired..sooo. i stayed at home instead! yay! did some catching up on MYSELF (ie magazines plus lost in girl/tongs land!) and i napped for the FIRST time on a weekday for this year!!! haha. and now i am doing my art homework which was long overdued.. lol.

YESTERDAY!
had lit and maths paper. omg. lit was quite horrid. and maths was even WORSE!!! omg. okkk. nvm. at least it isnt the A levels. ha. after maths, went nydc with qiuyan! OMG!!! QIUYAN!!! spending the afternoon with you just makes me miss you more!!! <3 style="font-weight: bold;"> UNGLAM moments (about three for yesterday!) haha. very funny! thanks for making me laugh SO freaking much! (bus incident!) i mean.. she was laughing at herself. bus uncle was laughing at her. i was laughing at her PLUS the bus uncle! lol!!! omg. and we ate so friggin' much at nydc. ok. SHE ate a lot cause she was taking a REALLY early dinner. and all i had was oreo cheesecake. but damn, was it filling! anyway. i like the mac cheesecake! :) plus oven baked specialities!!! lol!
then got take away for g. surprise visit him with qiuyan. lol. but he was REALLY mean. :(
so i dont think i will ever do that again.

yay! i cant friggin wait for sat to come!!! CAUSE I WANNA AND AM DESPERATE TO GO SHOPPING with pig, jas, rissy!<3

okk. i got this from esther. bleah. does it seem true? or not... hmm. i really dont know.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

The way things are you are under considerable stress and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone and you are right - move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.

omg. this song is stuck in my head! yay!

omg. so exciting! i opened my account with dbs ! as in purely MY money for shopping! hehe. but the amt inside now is like.. PATHETIC. before maths tuition, went into posb, but found out i cant open another account with them. so after maths tuition, went dbs! yay! my card is like..red and black! haha. but i forgot to ask for the passbook. diao.

omg. i hope i see esther tmr or something! haha. sometime soon pls!!! :)
missing ya loads!!!

omg. ok. i am blogging at SUCH A FREAKING WEIRD time. bleah.cause i CANT sleep. and THAT FEELING SUCKS. so i woke up to study lit. and now i am here.

updates!
weds
went out with esther and ria!!! :) yay! was supposed to meet at like...ten..but i thought i was late...so i rushed like crazy and managed to reach there at about 1010.but ria was even later!!! yay! i wasnt the latest! lol! met esther and saw her NEW redhead! haha. man..i wish i can do that to mine as well with purple highlights or something! walked about in ps.wanted to watch a movie..but no movies! :S so we went to play ARCADE!!! the basketball thingy, daytona and time crisis 3!!! WOOPPIEE! havent done that with them in like....AGES! :D WHY DO I ALWAYS lose in DAYTONA!?!?! bleah. then went kboxing. lol. listened to esther and ria sing a whole lot of emo chinese songs! haha! and i actually recognise some of them cause esther always send them to me! pretty funny! then went to cine to take neos!!! :) and then headed to paragon! yay! while ria and esther went for a REALLY REALLY REALLY late lunch ( at five!-which was the time i was supposed to be home. but wth.) i bought a ck bra plus gel pads for my feet. haha. did some errands before meeting them again! yay! ILOVEYOUGUYS!!!

thurs
maths tuition was cancelled cause safiq was feeling unwell...so i had the morning off to study ECONS. lol.went to the central library at bugis to meet abel and mel. but abel found it TOO quiet in the library so we headed for tcc. lol. wanted to eat SOOO many food! omg! so i limited myself to a mushroom soup. thank goodness i didnt order that cake i want. lol. reminder to self. you are eating wayyy too much. anyway..i think econs CAN be pretty interesting. but...it gets a little DRY! lol.

felt pretty sad at night. bleah. :'(

thank God for friends.
like Woonie. haha. cause he will be there to cheer me up with his lameness (ie "fallus" indeed)
and esther and ria!cause i am SO gonna meet you guys tmr! thanks!!! :) <333
and for piggy. for her new hobby, aka online shopping! love you!

love you all!
THANK GOD.
:)

omg. i am so sick of this.

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

yay! had fun today!!! even though i ate SOOO freaking much. hurmph.

woke up SUPER early today study(cause i was at camp fire last night;) ) plus to go for art sova exam. bleah. at least it is over. roy is so bian tai btw.

went home with roy. then went off to meet gabriel at orchard. went cine. called roy. hurmph.he ran off to heeren.lOl. had a suki sushi buffet. omg. iloverawsalmon! =p went to watch music and lyrics. lol.pretty funny and hugh grant is SOOO charming! *swoon* siiigghhh :)

lol. kinda SCARED stella by LEANING on her shoulder. omg. danm funny. hahah. SHOCKED vicky as well!!! HAHAHA! super FUNNY!!! i wonder why gabriel didnt laugh. hurmph.plus he stared at me in a REALLY funny way. anywayy. after that i had an urge to purchase earrings. but i couldnt really find anything i like. double hurmph. so dragged him to far east. STILL couldnt find anything i like... soooo we just headed off to clark quay. lol. really nice place! had dinner at the place IIIIII recommended. lol. and i have no idea why but i took his suggestion of mar and cheese. darn. had a golden ale. phwwee eee. ok. i dont really like carbonated drinks. so i actually prefer wine. lol.but thank you for the GREAT time honey! :)

am gonna miss you!
i miss pig.
i miss esther.
i miss jas. [even though i see everyday]
i miss you. well. at least i think i will. lol. =p

yay! got my lip balm from ben and jerry's. finally. plus i went to cut my hair today.lol. so i got bangs. HAHAHAHAH. ok.turn back time to 1996. mushroom head once again. lol.
=p

ah well. did my gp terms today. it was kinda horrible. but...bleah. plus i dunno if i should drop chinese... hmmm...

just got home from oriental hotel. and a dumb dumb wanted me online..sooo....hurmph.

thanks qiuyan and esther. <3>MUACKS.

plus i think i better change the skin. cause i think something clashes. hurmph.

there are just some things in life that we will regret. i guess.