i am going to new york! yay!

hmm.i dunno if it is the weather..but i am starting to think. like a lot. so basically. i am feeling a lot of things right now. sad. crappy. insecure. murderous. regretful. and on top of that, i really miss esther. boohoo. ok. i am whining.
thoughts just rush into my mind. and i seem to have lost control over what i think of. and i hate this feeling. i dont really think he gives a damn about what i think. :( sigh. ok. art. but i am feeling the blues. am in absolutely NO mood to do anything what so ever. hurmph.but so appropriate. i am doing some writeup on michelangelo's DYING SLAVE. yay!

but mel cheered me up. plus THE thought of david sorta makes me laugh. haha. ;)